| She/her | esp/eng | 22 yrs | Chilean ๐จ๐ฑ | I'm a friendly zombie girl that doesn't eat people at all. I'm a digital artist that enjoys animation, videogames, cutesy animals and skeletons! I also stream as a hobby :)
Greetings fellow creatures of the night! I'm JIRLSHI, a zombie gal that's NOT gonna eat your guts nor your brainsssss. I'm a digital artist that enjoys animation, videogames, cutesy animals and skeletons! (And other monsters too but those are my favorite)
Even though I'm a bit shy, I really enjoy SHARING MY ART! I also STREAM AS A HOBBY, mainly indie or horror games.
If you like what I make or hanging around, you're more than welcomed! Hope you have a GREAT time, hihihi...
Happy birthday @lime-ether !!! You are bigger, older, and with more wrinkles on your face! Hope you have a great day and you get to eat something yummy to celebrate a bit!
Probably gonna do a bit of rambling, if you want you can skip it---
Never been the best at words but wanted to say something so here it goes.
Hope you know how strong you are, to survive a lot of stuff and meanwhile keep being a really creative person and a good human being. Even though 18 is a "milestone", is not the end of the line, and I really hope you get to experience many many more of those.
You got this far and you'll get farer, and doesn't matter if life gets in the middle or everyone goes and start doing their own thing, I got the feeling that this tiny group of people is gonna remember you dearly.
You still got A LOT to experience more, a lot more to learn and a more lot to live, enjoy those moments and enjoy the journey kiddo.
For now let's celebrate you and hope for the best in your future! And if it comes to worst, we'll be here even if just to post silly drawings to cheer each other up.
(Technically, for some people, it's still a few hours to wait, but for me, it's already midnight, which means today it's officially my birthday ๐ )
Thank you , thank you , thank you to all my friends, people who watch and enjoy my artworks, or just passersby. Just thank you.
You don't have to read all, if you don't wanna.
I'm gonna yap a bit , so.... yeah... Ahem, dunno if someone will actually read all of this, but anyway.
....
โIf Iโm being completely honest, itโs hard to believe that a dork like me made it THIS far.
For many, this number is some grand milestone - a moment where youโre supposed to magically transform into a functional adult with confidence, a clear direction, and a decent sleep schedule. For others, itโs just another... Thursday.
โFor me? Itโs complicated.
โIโm still a bit annoyed that I couldn't fix as many things as I wanted to. I had a whole year, yet some parts of my life remain just as messy as they were. But looking back... I spent so many years thinking I wouldnโt even make it to this age. I didn't plan my future because, honestly, I didn't plan to HAVE one.
I just didn't think I'd be here.
Some days, I still doubt it.
โBut standing here today and looking back at all the stress, the academic nonsense, the bullying, and those long, terrible nights where things felt impossible... Iโm just incredibly glad I didnโt give up on myself when I was smaller. I'm glad I was scared enough to back away from the truly awful things my "ex-friends" tried to force on me back in the Amino days. (Yeah, joke's on you, I survived).
โItโs no secret that the world can be a total dumpster fire right now. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just standing there with a single glass of water, trying to put it out. But hey, if the water doesn't work, I can always try throwing sand.
And honestly, I think there are worse things to be in this world than someone who cared too much.
The world is already cruel enough. People deserve warmth, kindness, silly art, and strange stories that make surviving feel a little more like an fun adventure, and less like a chore. Healing isnโt some giant cinematic ending like Hollywood tries to sell us. Itโs much messier. Maybe itโs just continuing to live long enough to accidentally find people who are genuinely glad you're here. To finally feel accepted, safe, and truly alive.
....
โWhile growing up, Iโve actually done things that I think the much smaller version of me would be genuinely impressed by โ or at least find strange enough to be memorable. I made a literal short horror movie on YouTube, and Iโm making more fully colored animations now (and yes, that Is a big deal.)
โIโve met some of the most wonderful, ridiculously creative people on this planet who deserve way more recognition than they get. Iโve inspired some of you to pick up a pencil and draw. And once, in some small, quiet way, I even saved someone. I didn't drown in my own loneliness, even when the tide got too high.
โSure, maybe I forget things too easily and care way too much about stuff other people would laugh at. And even if I never receive the gifts I can only dream of, I will always enjoy your warm words and the good times we share. It's more than enough.
What I absolutely won't forget today is how much it means to me that you guys actually care that I exist. I'm just some random, slightly chaotic person on the other side of the globe, yet you choose to spend your time here.
โEven if my art remains underrated, even if I never become a "big shot" or the coolest person in the room - it doesnโt change the fact that I tried with every single tool I had. And Iโm still trying. I want my stories and my characters to make your days a bit brighter, and mine a bit more whimsical .
โI want to create things that feel whimsical and haunted at the same time. Like finding an old cartoon VHS in a burning house and realizing someone still cared enough to rewind the tape.
โMaybe one day, years after Iโm gone, someone will stumble into one of my dead posts or forgotten characters. And maybe theyโll look at them and think: "Woah. Whoever made this, loved something deeply."
โThat would be enough for me. Because every character I design carries a ridiculous little fragment of my soul inside them.
โPeople deserve respect and happiness in this world, and today, for the first time in a long time, I think Iโm finally starting to believe that I deserve it too.
โSo thank you. Thank you to everyone who has ever said a kind word to me. Thank you to everyone who supports my art and stayed around long enough to watch me grow alongside my characters, my terrible jokes, my endless rambling, and all the messy parts of me.
โEven if I never get to live until I'm a century old and look like a raisin, or if I happen to leave this world early - at least I tried to make something beautiful. At least I tried to leave warmth with shiny sparkles behind me instead of just ashes. And that means everything.
โSo, yeah.
โHappy birthday to the weird little creature typing this post.
thankfully most of us would rather see this place burn to the ground than hand over more information to staff so this kind of thing isn't going to do any good
