I don't wanna be alone.

고맙다. | ♡ [moved to @teanage]

[jishua-moved]

Moving.

After a while of thinking, I have finally decided to leave this blog behind (and pretty much leave this tumblr account behind.)

I’ve been on this hellsite since 2012 and throughout the years I’ve switched many fandoms, but the K-Pop fandom had the biggest impact on me in so many ways. I am thankful to the person who got me into this and thankful for all the people I’ve met along the way.

I am never good with words when writing these posts, but I will do my best…

It’s not an easy decision having to part with this blog and as sentimental as I am I just don’t have the strength in me to delete it. I will be keeping it as an archive, for myself and for my followers who’ve come to love my content. I am beyond thankful for all of you, I really am. 

I’ve created this blog on March 6th, 2016 and today officially marks 2 full years since I’ve started. I honestly can’t believe it’s been so long…I went from snsd to exo to bts to svt and now I’m a multifandom mess lol….

I changed biases and urls 3 times last year and idec at this point lol. I bias all of them *shrug*

But anyway…

Over these 2 years, I’ve met some people that literally changed me and now I can’t imagine my life without the lot of you. Thank you for the endless support, the asks, reblogs, likes and messages. From the bottom of my heart thank you.

You guys are the reason this fandom became so special to me and the reason I will most likely stay in this kpop hole for a looong time lol.

To those who want to follow me, please do so on my new blog @teanage (big thanks to my url supplier, Rina :3). It’ll be a main blog.

I’ll be reblogging the usual amount of svt + many other groups since I was always multifandom. None of you are obligated to follow me but I would be grateful if you could.

The blog is currently at the most basic stage and i haven’t bothered with a new header/icon, etc. Hopefully, over time I’ll add more stuff to it.

I have some content that I’ll be posting there eventually but until I am ready to edit again it’ll be a blog just to enjoy my interests and be myself.

Since I am currently in my spring semester in college I won’t be as active as usual but once it’s over I’ll definitely be blogging and posting more!

I really don’t know what else to say, so I think this will sum it up:

“Thank you, thank you, that’s all I can say Even all the waiting, the longing And all of our memories

Thank you Thank you” 

- Seventeen.

[jishua-moved]

A more detailed reason as to why I left this blog:

(bcuz like i mentioned before i suck at writing these things and always forget what i wanna say...Why am i like this...)

In all honesty, I just wasn’t feeling like I belonged anymore... I wasn’t feeling comfortable with being myself or the image that I’ve created for myself on this blog. Sometimes I felt like I had to suppress my opinions so I wouldn’t offend anyone and maybe sometimes I was too honest...Idk anymore but I’ve changed a lot over these past two years and learned a lot, which is why I felt like I needed a fresh start. 

To be completely honest, I was going to remake anonymously because I thought I’d repelled a lot of people by my negativity and being the way that I am. I wanted to disappear and start over to erase the things I’ve said or done that may have impacted some people’s view of me. I know i can’t appeal to everyone but I try so hard...I always have. Sometimes I felt like I shouldn't bother trying but that’s who I am and I realized that. I will always try, I will always stay, I will always do my very best for everyone and I hope that one day this effort, love, loyalty, kindness could be returned to me. 

I also want to apologize to anyone that’s ever been hurt by me or if I’ve said something to upset you, or if i didn’t reply to a message or ask. I never meant any harm to anyone. I hope that you can all understand where I’m coming from and if not that’s ok too.

I’ve decided to move all my side-blogs to the new account as well so that I can leave this one behind for good. I will most likely still be hovering to check any unanswered messages, etc, etc but from now on please message me @teanage

Thank you again <3

[softseungs-archive]

rocky ✧ crazy sexy cool (171105)

[lyjerria]

as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

[livelovelunch]

as always the cutest 

[jishua-moved]

It’s 1 AM and the roaches are still out to get me.

[nctaezen]

nct 2018 king of variety: Wong Yukhei

[je0nghans]

hi I'm new to the fandom and I don't know where to start ㅠㅠ could you recommend some blogs to follow? like jeonghan biased, the8 biased or jun biased (if it bothers you don't answer, I asked you because you seem nice and I really like your blog♡)

hi anon !!!!! and dw it doesnt bother me at all!!!

jeonghan biased; and it was at this moment i realised for someone who is jeonghan biased, i dont follow a lot of jeonghan biased blogs and ¾ of my reblogged jeonghan posts are from @kristian-do wow but anyways here’s the jeonghan blogs i love and can remember off the top of my head

@kristian-do @jeonghney @jeongahn/@jihooms @junghan @jeong-hanie @jeonghan-1004svt @jeonghandata (those last 2 are update blogs but ye ah) @seokhannie @yoonjunqhan @flowermv

Minghao biased; i dont follow a lot of minghao blogs either lol but i recommend:

@wonnhao @gyuhaoz @minghaon @minghaio @octahao @8eht @fyeahgyuhao @xums @myungho @xmhs

Junhui biased; ok so like i follow a lot of sy biased blogs for some odd reason so like wow i lack jun stans in my following list wow

@wonhuis @softjun @junhoshi @juunshua

other blogs other than the ones mentioned above that you should definitely check out

@powerfulhoshi @hxshi @hoshidotcom @pdwoozi @shuvee @syua @jishua @mountean @verngyu @amemericans @cheolshu @kwoncoups @boosonseok @gyushua @gyuofficial @gyuwus @kwoncity @aceshua @cafewoozi @hanwooz @nueventeen @svtleaderz @livelovelunch @delishua @woozifi @cinnamingyu @berrycoat @bodtster

i definitely forgot some people so please check out my blogroll ;;

[xenic-dolls-deactivated20211123]

Leave a color in my ask

Deep Red - I’m in love with you. Red - I love you. Pink - I think you’re cute. Blue - You’re amazing. Rose - You’re pretty Purple - You’re hot. Plum - I would fuck you. Violet - I would date you. Aqua - I could stay on your blog for hours. Lavender - You are my tumblr crush. Orange - I want to get to know you. Tangerine - We have a lot in common. Amber - I wish you would notice me. Cream - I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog. Beige - I don’t know you at all. Yellow - I don’t like your blog. Green - I don’t like you. Olive - I think you are unattractive. Brown - I hate you. Grey - You scare me. Black - Delete your tumblr

[mountean]

the little things lee jihoon does that makes me smile

[hansolmates]

@woozy-knows-hes-sexy

[you-aholicmp3]

blackhair!vernon - for anon

[jishua-moved]

Calendar: Spring break for 1 week starting tomorrow.

Normal People: *binge watch Netflix/Youtube all week*

Me: *works ahead on hw*

[jjki]

could I please get a promo? I’m rina, I make stuff sometimes and I have a whole lot of love for jungkook aka my sweet honey pot. 🤧💞

[jjki]

an angel without wings. 💞

[tahyns]

BTS FOR PUMA

[pledis17]

© Roller Coaster || editing allowed, do not crop logo. [☆]

[kwonyuri]

    ʀᴀɢɴᴀʀᴏᴋ game cf, 2018.

[cheoldetat-moved-deactivated202]

lee jihoon, the “manly busan” boy who played harder at his baseball practices every day while his crush was watching him. the boy who was a catcher and wanted to play baseball professionally but ended up in music. the boy who’s introverted and never had many friends but loves his twelve brothers. the boy with sweater paws and a threatening guitar. the boy who lets his members pick him up and toss him to the ceiling, because even though it’s embarrassing, jihoon loves a little fun. the boy who was pushed into the position of leader of the vocal unit and tried his best to make everyone feel included and equal. the boy who poignantly feels the weight of seventeen’s future and success on his shoulders. the boy who lives and breathes music and has composed for not only for seventeen over the years, but for other groups and solo artists. the boy who said he would sing for someone he really likes. the boy who eats four bowls of rice at bbq restaurants. the boy who tricks the other members into eating with him late at night because he doesn’t like to eat alone (his snack of choice is cereal and his “greatest comrades” are seokmin and seungkwan). the boy who can’t eat spicy food. the boy who is a hardcore drummer deep down. the boy who was “short but popular in school”. the boy who prefers winters and is surprisingly a dog person. the boy who loves anime and is a self-proclaimed gaming addict. the boy whose dimples and perfect smile betray his cold demeanor. the boy whose ears get instantly red when he has to do aegyo or dance on command. the boy who is masterfully sarcastic and loves to tease the other members. the boy who totally isn’t above cheating in games, especially for the vocal team devised by yoon jeonghan. the boy who notices little things about the other members, remembers them, then brings them up later. the boy who played along when seokmin said he was an alien because he’s cute, sings, dances, and produces well. the boy who “has never had girlfriends, not even friends that are girls” despite being such a cutie. the boy who said he’s at his happiest when he hears fans saying they like his songs. the boy who started calling seokmin “dokyeom-ssi” after seokmin said their relationship was awkward in the past. the boy who always screams “everything’s ruined!” at the slightest inconvenience. the boy who is always teased for being the “carat-maker”. my shining star lee jihoon 🌟⭐️🌠💫✨