marte⭐️🪽

I'm a girl please be kind This is my personal diary, for myself to know me more, so if you know me no you dont.

[angelwithakn1fe]

[jixushon]

im frightened

[jixushon]

i dont like to jugde a book by its cover but some guy is looking at me non stop on the bus and i have such a strange feeling he wont stop smiling at me

[jixushon]

im so alone nobody would miss me if i was gone

[jixushon]

wtf is this fucking timing bro

[jixushon]

im so alone nobody would miss me if i was gone

[bunniigiirll]

i wanna get fucked in public, secretly with hands down my panties, being taken to a bathroom while friends and family are waiting outside, or at the park in my titties out, pants down with everyone watching and recording.

[crimsolyn]

I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.

[jixushon]

today i, sat in a church, made a decision, wish me luck:)

[jixushon]

the fact that i know ill never be able to make any of my dreams come true is just sad and the main reason i find my life worthless and want to end it.

[jixushon]

i had a really huge beeakfast and felt horribly guilty about it, bathroom was too close to our table so i had to be so strong not to relapse😭😭😭BUT i managed to skip lunch and instead of ice cream i bought fruit for merienda:) if i skip dinner or have something light like a soup i wouldve made it for the day:3

[jixushon]

thinking about this😭

[jixushon]

the moment i get everyone to leave ill kms

[jixushon]

i just saw a post on ig and i feel so targeted...

"Having an eating disorder is… thinking that you’re a nuisance and that you’re a burden to others, and isolating yourself.

But it’s also… wishing that someone would listen to you, understand you, and see the pain you’re feeling."

[jixushon]

la envidia es el pecado del que estoy llena. mis poros sangran envidia, cada célula de mi cuerpo se alimenta de envidia así como mis pulmones funcionan gracias al aire que respiro.

[jixushon]

i need him so bad this is pathetic

[jixushon]

this was a crazy thing to say girl

[jixushon]

itd be better if i just kms