I genuinely don’t think I’ve cried this much… ever??I’ve always liked mark and he’s always been my favourite in the whole of nct ever since I first listened to the 7th Sense, now seeing him leave feels like my whole world crashing down.
I really don’t want to sound overdramatic bc it’s like I don’t even know him personally 😭😭😭 but man that’s actually crazy and the unconfirmed info of what he will do now just leaves me feeling insane💔💔
That guy was genuinely like what made my day and who could make me laugh when I felt down, his laugh even could make my day and the fact that we won’t be able to hear it anymore genuinely makes me cry even more
Doyoung’s story added on saying that he won’t be seen with NCT 127 any time soon BREAKS MY HEARTTTTT because like this is reality and I can’t sit here and act like it’s not happening because it isssss
Now as much as I am mad for him doing this right before jaehyuns discharge and the next album, I know this is a time wherein mark needs to let himself rest and really realise that he has been working his ass off since predebut, debuts in like 100 different groups PLUS A SOLO ALBUM like damn give him a break and I think this is what he needs and we do need to respect that so I genuinely am very happy for him and relieved
However the uncertainty continues to drive me crazy but I trust that he will use his time now wisely and lives life to the fullest and is able to do whatever he wants feeling free and comfortable, continuing to be healthy and most of all happy.
Love you mark ❤️