make sure to eat regularly and sleep well. if its cold, feel free to ask for some warm drinks and fresh cookies. ill be more than happy to provide em for you — 📷
make sure to eat regularly and sleep well. if its cold, feel free to ask for some warm drinks and fresh cookies. ill be more than happy to provide em for you — 📷
make sure to eat regularly and sleep well. if its cold, feel free to ask for some warm drinks and fresh cookies. ill be more than happy to provide em for you — 📷
i don’t know if you’re too fond of letters or if you think they’re a waste of time pouring your heart out on pieces of paper someone’s gonna stash away and not treasure it like they always say they would but.. i’ll give it a try just for you. today marks valentine’s day, also it being your birthday, so happy birthday jae.
these past days where i’ve gotten to know you actually made my mood lighten, rather than the contrary that you’ve made in your mind. actually, after i met you.. my dreams were lighter, i didn’t wake up dreading that i wish i didn’t .. and the stars shone brighter than the moon like you mentioned to me. i wanted to tell you that you looked pretty in the moonlight in the heat of the moment, but as i know.. you’d take it as an insult. (you’re kinda right, the moon does seem like an attention seeker, hm?)
as much as i lie to you about it, i actually love your company .. i look forward to it as much as i hope it rains outside or like a letter/package coming in the mail for me. i can kinda compare it to the way you always find yourself around to get in my path even just to annoy me, i love that about you. not only that, i also love how i’m the only one that gets to see the smiles i get out of you, your small laughs & rambles, all of that everything. it’s this whole other side of you even.. but i don’t wanna get my hopes up just now that they’re soley for me, but i hope <3 a girl can dream right?
anyways, i got you a few gifts that i think you’d like. your gobi’s in the oven and i’m about to drop them off by the time you get this letter, i hope you enjoy this day as much as i enjoyed mine. and i hope i’m one of the reasons you enjoyed that day, as you made mine. i hope this didn’t hurt your brain that much.. heh. that’s all.
not only one, but two songs that i think that was written just for you, an envelope of pictures i took with the camera you left with me, a small cheesecake & a bouquet of peonies.
as much as i want to be sarcastic and aloof, i think making today as an exception won't hurt anyone — so, ill start this letter with a small thank you for the good wishes, good impressions and good gifts on this good day.
im not really a long-letter person and describing my feelings can go wrong as everyone always has their own perception on something — whether its in a negative or positive way, no one is exactly the same.
leaves change colours and leave the tree when its already time as whether you like it or not, one day, it'll happen to us, too. so, ill leave this letter opened for you to look at whenever the room feels slightly cold or when the wind chimes doesn't fill in the silent night anymore.
i hope the memories can stay not as something that'll make you shed a tear or long for me more, but as a reminder that you can make yourself happy, too, whether you're alone, with someone or surrounded by many people.
the moon is pretty (and will always be the attention seeker in my eyes) but never forget that someday, you might be able to be the north star — having people looking for a way as you accompany them throughout the cold, dark night when they're alone.