Oenomel

kindness as rebellion, curator of the divine and beautiful. Currently watching: The Expanse, Killjoys, Castlevania, Discovery of Witches, Roswell NM Forever faves: Swamp Thing, Killjoys, The Expanse, Ergo Proxy, Pride and Prejudice, Getbackers, Nikita, Babylon 5, Altered Carbon In the over 30 crowd

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Motherland: Fort Salem looks like a huge ass mess, having witches particularly witches played by woc working for the military is nonsense and that yt chick with cornrows lmaooo.

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More exits from American Gods

https://www.spoilertv.com/2019/12/american-gods-season-3-orlando-jones.html?utm_source=Trending&utm_medium=Trending

Crispin Glover is out as Mr World, gonna be replaced by Dominique Jackson & Danny Trejo, while New Media is simply out. [Link] Kahyun Kim confirmed the news via her Twitter:

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I’ll miss the title of my old blog because it refers back to Almost Human, but I’ll be over at the new blog:

https://sndaen.tumblr.com/

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anissapierce replied to your post: You know what I realized with this thing in...

Good for you !

Thanks, even in my old age I want to hang on to loving and seeing the inspiration in art and escapism but i cant do that in big fandoms.

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You know what I realized with this thing in regards to Marvel, I like Chris and Thor but I dont love them. Chris by himself can be charismatic but he’s generally blah around white people. As most white actors are. Natalie is a functionally wonderful actress but no charisma, no spontaneity, nothing that is genuinely warm and feeling and that goes for most white actresses. Chris and Natalie are two competent white actors with great genetics, and at the end of the day thats it. And yt ppl have a precarious understanding of subtle energy and charisma so they dont get it when I say these things because they dont experience in their real lives and to an extent a lot of nonblack folks dont either for a multitude of reasons. Black people dont have the luxury of being hidden so we might as well again to an extent be as authentic as we can be which is why people be ripping our shit forever and a day. 

 I love the mythology its colourful and rooted in very relevant and real meaning to me and I love Val and Heimdall, I love how black people especially black women and their energy elevate whatever they are in and this is why I never finished the first two Thor movies. Thor Ragnarok was the first one I saw in the theatre and likely it will be the last because even though I loved Ragnarok it wasnt enough, I missed Val when she wasnt on screen and I wanted more Heimdall. And this goes for the majority of films, I miss seeing my energy and spirit being reflected in films. And I noted how Black Panther was an afterthought and how the big reveal wasnt about Val who imo was the true glue and breakout star of the latest Thor but a white woman of course. And I cant give to narratives that wont less us shine, even in such a small capacity and I cant ignore the hidden misogynoir in these decisions. I’m so so tired of so called woke white women like Brie and Natalie taking the focus away from black women.

So I’ll patiently wait for Black Panther because of Ryan Coogler, I’m meh about Blade because of the director and the likelihood we will get some colorism nonsense with the casting of his leading lady because of Raimi. Marvel wants me to accept scraps as rep and that influences the lives of black people, I wont accept that even in my media because my time and energy is valuable and my life is beautiful and has meaning, and I give not one fuck if the media pushed at me says otherwise.

[emelang]

Talented. Brilliant. Incredible. Amazing. Show stopping. Spectacular.

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ororosmunroe replied to your post “faebinding replied to your post “Every time I try to delete and...”

It always shocks me that tumblr is my go to site because it’s really awful almost all the time but it’s the people I talk to that make it worth it I think. Plus Tumblr still has things in chronological order so that might also be a factor lmao

true, there is a lot of terrible content here but the people here feel real unlike Twitter where everyone is getting scammed by somebody.

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faebinding replied to your post “Every time I try to delete and start over with tumblr i end up wanting...”

i feel you. i think if the majority of my friends werent on here, i wouldnt be here either.

yeah and I love that part of Tumblr and the format is still my fave out of all social media right now but every time I think I’ll either get to enjoy something that isnt centered on whiteness/endorses healthy relationships/ has good storytelling and character development, its get undermined (like Thor) or cancelled.

[booasaur]

The Expanse - Season 4 - Born and raised in space, Naomi steps on a planet for the first time

[jjustwantobehere]

Every time I try to delete and start over with tumblr i end up wanting to delete again and I realize its not Tumblr but the fact that I dont care for the big fandoms, and my blog ends up being a rant about everything and very little about the things I do enjoy.

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[gaelgarcia]

Two pilots on board.

[harbingerofjoy]

3.10 // 4.04 // 4.10

[striders]

not to like make a huge fucking post about shit that’s been talked to death but it really genuinely scares me how many straight girls think it’s normal to just… not like your partner. like they think it’s normal and okay for their boyfriends to openly think they’re stupid and annoying and to be totally derisive about their interests and for them not to be friends or have things in common or enjoy each other’s personalities or encourage their interests? you are supposed to be friends with the person you’re in love with. you are supposed to want to talk to them about the things that make them happy. you do not have to settle for people who treat your entire personality as a burden outside of what you do to cater to them.

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[bebemoon]

jean paul gaultier rtw spring 2oo6

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Masaaki Sasamoto

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Its incredible how many chances and opportunities we as 'consumers’ give these corporations to waste our time and money and even learn to accept more mediocrity and harmful beliefs about ourselves a little bit more everyday.