MY ADRENALINE

김준면 : 수호. EXO. MAY 22, 1991.

[90yoda]

  윤상길 :  요다. TQ  ENTERTAINMENT PRODUCER / SOLOIST. KOREA’S TRAP KING.

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19jaehyun.

        「 ⋯ SMS » 준면형 」

「 ⋯ 」  I acknowledge the sincerity in your words and I’m sorry I couldn’t thank you personally, even when I got the chance last night. I felt nauseous through the whole ceremony but we did it! I’m proud of our achievements and I can only promise to work harder so you can also feel proud of your hoobaes~~

「 ⋯ 」  I also forgot to properly congratulate you, sunbae ㅠ As expected from EXO. TOP OF TOP !!

[ sms. ] Ahh it’s okay really, I can understanding how nerve-wracking that entire process can be. And, if I’m allowed to be honest, it really doesn’t get all that much easier... it’s still as stressful now as it was during our debuting era. I hope that you felt a little better once the entire thing had ended though, I wouldn’t want to still feel sick.  [ sms. ] I have a small bit of free time-- do you want me to stop by your dormitory with soup for you and the rest of your members? I wouldn’t want you guys still feeling under the weather.  [ sms. ] Ahh thank you so much! Hard work always pays off and our fans helped to bring us far as well, hehe. 

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misshyeona.

Heol, you’re serious about this. So you want other people to share your sins, how chivalrous of you. Well, the great Kim Hyuna has limits, sometimes. I mean even a King has to know when to stop boasting about how good he is at handling everything or winning every war and how that’s why he has a throne right? I think that makes a bit sense compared to the topic at least, but oh, well, shame is overrated anyways. Who needs it? I say, even if you’re being judged for it, you do what you want. Or else there’d be no fun in living would they? Gotta shock these people with anything you’ve got, whether you like pretending to be an alien from another planet, or you like buying merchandises from your own company–I’m not making fun! But it’s kind of funny you can’t expect me to not at least laugh about it. I’m glad they’re good products at least you’re not regretting your money so there’s that, but I wonder why you like buying your own merchandise? Is it pride? Narcissism? Because who would you be self-promoting to actually? Wait, so it’d be like, just an example but if someone sees it on you and they don’t know you, you get to tell them who it is you’re wearing? That kind of self-promoting? 

I am quite serious about this, and about most things in life-- I guess I was never much of the joker... I tend to have a rather, uhm, professional air about me. I’m not sure how else to describe. I only really act the “fool” whenever there is a camera near because that’s just the persona I’ve built for myself. Oh I guess you do make a good point there with the boasting... but I do not want to feel like the only person in the world with their own face plastered on their own tee shirt. I was hoping for a partner in crime I guess, someone to be as ridiculous and ‘egotistical’ as I am. Of course, we’re both rather humble people but isn't hat the joke of it all? [ ‘ He can’t help the small snort he lets out, clearly way too amused by this entire conversation. ] Tch... I shouldn’t rely on people to not judge my odd habits, I’m just opening myself up for friendly ridicule I guess. I get it enough from my own members that you would assume that I’d be used to it. It is a little narcissistic and I’m certainly not going to deny that, everyone is a little egotistical, even if they don’t admit it right out. I, however, am going to shamelessly admit that seeing my face on a sweatshirt or article of clothing is both hilarious and invigorating. I don’t really think I’ve had someone not recognize me in quite some time, so if someone approaches me and asks who is on my shirt I’ll probably just go on and on and on about myself and that doesn’t sound very nice. Or, well, it does actually, but it wouldn’t be polite. I think that’s the word I was looking for. 

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                       김준면 : 수호. EXO. MAY 22, 1991. THAT’S RIGHT, MY TYPE. 

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@baeksvng​.

기동기: ☆ !     “ that’s what you always say, hyung. ” baekhyun is currently tapping away at his phone, probably sucked into another pineapple pen game, and with this his voice is slightly more of a murmur than anything else. usually, if it had to do with him, he’d be alert by now, but, since it didn’t, he stays in his place, outwardly sighing when he doesn’t reach his high score for the seventh time.

“ – you know, you’re totally right. ” his sudden turn of interest is all thanks to his boredom, and his is phone tossed to the side of the couch before he can stand, walking over to the other and placing a hand on his shoulder.  “ if it was me, i’d say you’re over reacting, but it isn’t, so you’re totally right. ”

Junmyeon couldn’t help the small chuckle as he watched Baekhyun play the video game before them vigorously, thumbs mashing on his iPhone as he tried to pass one of the levels on EXO Run without much success. ( Hey, even they can play their own game without it being some sort of advertisement-- it was fun after all. ) He could tell that the other was struggling but he wasn’t about to offer to do it for him. At least not yet-- he wanted to see the other lose again. It amused the leader a little bit more than he could actually admit. When the game finally came to a close and Baekhyun, once again, zipped past the finish line in second place he let out a hearty laugh and gently patted the male on the back. 

“Let me give it a shot, yeah?” Junmyeon questioned with a raised brow and a broad smile pulling across his lips. He reached a hand over and ruffled the males locks a little bit before bringing his attention towards the cellphone that was tossed on the couch so haphazardly, a telltale sign of frustration from the younger. “I’ve done all of the levels already, three starred them and what not, so I can probably do it for you just so you can continue on with your life-- if that’s something you’re willing to let me do anyways. I wouldn’t want to, uhm, bruise your ego.” It was a little bit of a challenge, at least a Junmyeon type of challenge: gentle words that pierce right into the chest. 

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yulkk.

Here they were, two very popular and well known idols, staring at overpriced clothing that neither of them could really afford. It wasn’t that their bank accounts didn’t hold those amounts of money, but more so the fact that it felt absolutely dirty to spend so much on things neither of them really needed. Yuri liked to think of herself as a reasonable woman, one who wasn’t a slave to materialistic needs and whims, and if there was something not necessary that she ended up splurging on, it was for someone else rather than herself. Gifts were the greatest excuse to spend money – a package deal, really, where she didn’t feel bad for spending but still got the satisfaction coming from it, despite the item not being for herself. “How about we try something… less glamorous? A place where you can buy a lot for very little?” She asked with a small smile curling her lips right at their ends, as she turned head and looked out the shop’s window, where on the other side of the road, there was one of the biggest grocery markets in the area. She didn’t dare to voice her desire to go there – it would be embarrassing, under the attentive stares of the staff looming around them – but the look had to be enough, a clear non-verbal sign of her suggestion.

The idea of shopping somewhere outside of a boutique was absolutely appealing to Junmyeon and he would be the first to admit that he loved the idea, and though he loved a relaxed type of fashion he didn’t always enjoy spending that kind of money on himself. He would be much quicker to spend that much on a gift for one of his members or a large gift for all of his fans or family, something along those lines-- he didn’t see a point in spoiling himself because he always believed that he had plenty. It was probably just the way that he was raised. “Like a second hand shop?” He asks with a rather excited tone to his voice, eyebrows shooting up his forehead minutely as his own gaze followed hers. Of course it ended up not being a second hand shop but a food market and his stomach began to grumble just at the thought of doing such a thing. Going against their strict diets, stuffing their faces a little bit too much and filling their bellies more than they can handle. “I’m in.” He said with a wide smile as he let the tag fall back down and his mind completely forget the idea of doing any sort of clothes shopping, giving a gentle pat to the females shoulder blades just to lead her in the right direction a bit. A force of habit, something that he did as a leader with all of his own members.

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@misshyeona.

Huh-uh, I’m not sure what kind of answer I should be giving to this just yet–give me a few seconds while I debate with my witty–witty brain to see if it’s a tricky one. For example, do you wish me to simply agree and tell you as you wish so it makes you feel better about the shameless, shameless act, or do you want me to be honest and well–tell you that while you might not be the only one, Junmyeon-sshi, I am sorry to say, that is just shameless. But you’re definitely not the only one, except, you’re not thinking about including me right? Because I can assure you, I am definitely one hundred percent–vain at times but I don’t do that, heol. Wait, what kind of merchandise are we talking about, the ones the fans make with your own names on it?

Yes I do wish for you to simply agree with me because it will make me feel better about my slightly self-centered brain, it is very nice to believe that I am not the only celebrity out there that does such shameless and self promoting things. I have been teased a little bit by my own members for doing such things so I have this strong desire to find people outside of my own group and company that do the same as me, and why not contact the great Kim Hyunah to see if she does the same? It seemed like a harmless endeavor but I’m almost beginning to regret it, aheu. And maybe some of it is fan-made merchendise but some is also purchased from the SMTOWN Coex mall as well with my own hard earned cash because... hey, some of the stuff is actually quite nice, so no making fun of me. I got a sweatshirt from the store and wearing it feels like I’m floating on a cloud because it is so soft. 

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19jaehyun.

         「 ⋯ SMS » 준면형 」

「 ⋯ 」  I guess you’re right. No one really knows what the future holds. Still, I think I’m not capable to cope with the aftermath if we don’t get the award. If only we had a solid plan for our group, I wouldn’t be this way.

 「 ⋯ 」  Do I sound stupid for thinking that way?

 「 ⋯ 」  Of course. I’ll follow your advice, hyung. 

[ sms. ] You’ll be perfectly fine because you have your members to lean on. Never underestimate the power of your group and the family feeling that can grow between all of you. [ sms. ] I used to think the same way, though as leader I guess it was a little bit different...  [ sms. ] Ahh, I hope that you listen will and take care of yourself! 

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@moonvh.

“You look like you ate for twenty years.” She said with mild amusement and mock disgust, side-eyeing the male with a hint of judgement and a grimace on her face. His mouth was basically still full and she honestly hadn’t known they’d be able to eat everything they ordered in one go. Granted, Hyuna was probably just as stuffed as him, but she decided to gracefully omit that fact in her act of distaste. “You’re pretty much pregnant now. With food. Amazing. I want to take a photo and show it to all of your fans, I’m sure they’ll appreciate it.” She added, turning around with a gesture as if she’s looking for her phone.

A frown pulled at Junmyeon’s lips at the females rather harsh words but there was a tiny little twinkle in her eyes as well that was unmistakable to the male, making his frown very quickly melt into a bright smile. It was rather impossible for him to be mad at his friend after all, despite the sibling-esque teasing that was constantly between the both of them. (Well, the teasing was mostly on Hyunah’s end, he never really partook in such things unless it was with his members. He couldn’t find it in himself to treat a lady such a way.) “Should I give my baby a name?” He questions with a raised brow as he places his chopsticks down on his empty plate, his third helping of the night. Maybe he had overeaten a little bit but he had been starving and goodness knows how long it had been since he last had the chance to eat like this. “Also, you ate just as much as I did-- so why are you teasing me? I find this to be incredibly unfair.” 

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melodiousdream.

“this year was deadly for chanyeol’s hair, how could you forget?” the vocalist hoists his hands to count his fingers individually. his concentration is focused on how many times chanyeol’s hair has been dipped with several different colors exactly, and to kyungsoo’s surprise, the number is too high to count. it’s a possibility he forgot a color or two. “i know your hair has been through hell, but think about chanyeol. remember the tragic bald spot he had for month? it was truly a nightmare. i was the one to suggest seeking hair treatment, and thankfully he listened to my scolding for once.” a sigh escapes kyungsoo’s lips for a moment in the midst of tilting his head, about to slip a few considerations for his older brother. “i think he has some treatment products leftover from earlier this year, and i don’t think they have expired either. do you want me to help you with that? you know, to get to the hard-to-reach spots.”

“I have a lot of things on my mind!” Junmyeon attempted to protect his rather forgetful mind with a laugh and a slightly raised, playful tone, cheeks flushing to a delicate pink shade in complete embarrassment. He didn’t really like to expose himself when it came to the constant spinning of his mind, lips pursing some as well as his hands moved up to cover his cheeks in an attempt to cover the blush as well. Slowly his fingers moved to show his eyes before pressing against his cheeks as well, his gaze never once leaving Kyungsoo. “I think that might be something that I should absolutely try, and if you don’t mind helping that would actually be great- I have a bad habit of missig the same spot on the back of my head.” His expression was bordering on embarrassed as his hand cupped the back of his head, thumb brushing against his hair a little as well. 

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taenacious.

She passes a glance over to him when he puts his jacket on her and nods a thanks to him in return. With a small sigh, she pulls on it, hugging it more to her body to keep warm. Taeyeon doesn’t answer him for what seems like ages, taking in what he says carefully. If there was one thing that she knew about Junmyeon - even if she never actually spoke to him until now - it’s that he’s a seemingly sincere person. That, in itself, is what makes her look back over at him with a small smile.

Taeyeon still decides to keep quiet for a moment longer, still thinking deeply. The expression on his face, however, causes her to let out a quiet chuckle. He seems to be a lot like her, always mulling over something he says right after saying it and not being sure whether it was the right thing to say or not. She gives a shrug, " Do I really? Not my intention. " Leaning forward, she places her arms on her legs, folding them to lay her head on them; looking up at him with raised brows, " Well, I’d like to think I also have my own redeeming qualities. What I meant was that no matter who you are, whether your job is like ours or you’re just an office worker - we all have insecurities and flaws. We’re all human. "

As silence settled between the two friends Junmyeon absolutely was not complaining, eyes closing a little as he just focused on the feeling of the cold, brisk air against his neck and barely covered arms. The quiet was peaceful, focusing on the sound of nature ( or, rather the city anyways ) around the pair. He really didn’t mind suffering in the cold if it meant that the Girl’s Generation vocalist would stay warm, especially with her powerful vocals and recent solo-- the last thing he wanted to rest on his shoulders was the fact that she had fallen ill under his watch and would be unable to perform. 

A frown pulled at Junmyeon’s lips at the thought alone and he was quick to push it to the complete back of his mind, lips pursing a little bit as his head began to think of other things: like how his lips were beginning to get chapped from the cold and he wished that he had his chapstick. Very carefully he lifted his hips up off of the bench and reached into his back pocket to pull out a small thing of chapstick, uncapping the plastic device and rubbing the balm over his lips. “I guess you’ve got a point there, but I never really like to think about the fact that everyone has flaws... I am way too focused on the constant positives that everyone has.” He nods a bit in agreement to his own words, reaching a hand over to very carefully and gently push some hair away from his forehead. 

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myouiari.

( sms » EXO 수호. )

( ↳ ) what ….

( ↳ ) isn’t it … exo sunbaenims who are the aliens around here –  ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

( ↳ ) what kind of strange noises are they making, i am curious … can you record them do you think?  ㅋㅋ

[ sms. ] aha, i see what you did there ㅋㅋ very funny ㅋㅋㅋ [ sms. ] there’s weird banging and strange wind noises... it is not even something that i can explain very well because i am not sure what it sounds like myself.  [ sms. ] i will see if i can get close enough to record the odd noises though.

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vousmvoyez.

Junmyeon was a close friend of hers ever since pre debut when they both were just waiting for their chance to shine and debut. Now that they both were idols, he a part of the most famous boy group in Korea and some would argue abroad too, seeing one another was rather rare unless schedules took them to the same place or they were practicing in the SM building. This time it was the latter. They both were paying a visit to the SM building when they ran into each other on their way out, from there it  was easy for them to settle on catching up with food, hence where they were now. What surprised not only him but her too however was what was brought to their table. The dish didn’t look exactly appealing but even so she ended up thanking the waiter before watching him walk away, he had suggested the dish and she didn’t want to seem rude by saying anything about it while he was there. Junmyeon beat her by speaking first, saying out loud what she was thinking. It did look like a slop. “I mean I’m sure it tastes good?” She questioned, referring to the fact that the waiter was the one to suggest it and how he had to know the food he was serving like the back of his hand. Eating something that wasn’t appealing to the eye was something she wasn’t exactly good at, hence her next set of words. “Maybe we can just go straight for something sweet instead?”

This was probably the last time that Junmyeon took a recommendation from a waiter for what to eat on the menu, but they had seemed just so enthusiastic about the meal that his heart ached enough to give in an order what they had wanted him to order. And, of course, there were people watching and there was a rather large part of the celebrities brain going ‘don’t say anything that you wouldn’t want to end up in a tabloid magazine’ so he shut his mouth and agreed. And now he had learned of his great error, still poking at the food. “That is certainly a possibility... but I did order the food and I would feel bad if I didn’t eat some of it.” And it was true: guilt was already starting to peak at the edges of his consciousness with that stupidly goody-two-shoes part of his head saying to just suck it up and eat the food. 

But it just looked so... disgusting. He really didn’t know if his stomach would be able to handle the monstrosity. “Or I can have a few no-thank-you bites and bring the rest home for Chanyeol-ee. He pretty much eats absolutely anything and everything that I put in front of him as long as it isn’t too spicy.” Junmyeon muses with an amused chuckle. “How about-- if I take a bite you need too as well? It’ll just look like I’m feeding a younger sister to the newspapers anyways, especially since according to the public you are in a dedicated relationship with my own member.” He muses a little bit with a challenging twinkle to his eye, spinning a metal chopstick between his fingers some with graceful dexterity, an eyebrow hiking up his forehead some. “What do you say, Soojung-ah? Are you up for the challenge?”

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sunmichi.

Her own apartment needs some attending to, but that doesn’t stop her from first attending to those of her friends. When Junmyeon mentions chipped dish sets and a tear in his dress pants, Mi decides to make a surprise visit to the dorms, armed with her own personalized Fix-it Felix toolkit and a good old chocolate pecan pie—in case the idol needs a little persuading. It’s been a good while since she’s paid him a visit, but after a little searching and wandering, she arrives at what hopefully is the correct door. Hesitantly, she lifts a hand to give it a couple light knocks, not wanting to disturb Junmyeon’s groupmates. But for good measure, she pulls out her phone, and balancing the pie on one forearm, shoots the leader a couple messages.

[ SMS : goldfish ] HALLO. i’m here to fix your apartment B) [ SMS ] literally i’m right outside your door, you might be able to hear me breathing o: [ SMS ] i have pie…….. [ SMS ] please don’t keep me waiting long…….. someone will ACTUALLY steal the pie

Junmyeon wasn’t expecting anyone to visit him in his dorm per se, but every once in a while he would have a very specific friend drop by whenever she dang well pleased because hey-- why would anyone bother sticking to a certain schedule? It drove the EXO leader absolutely insane but this was a concern he very rarely every voiced because there was absolutely no arguing with the crazy woman. They had been friends for who knows how long, maybe even since his debut and trainee days, so he knew how she behaved and that there was no getting through that thick skull. So, of course, he knew that it had to be her when there were a few knocks at the door to the dormitory shared by the nine boys. 

A small sigh left the male as he stopped his packing for the trip to Japan for now, feeling a few vibrations in his front pocket as well from his cellphone. All he did was pull the device out of his sweatpants and read the messages as he stepped over piles of clothes and through different people. He absently passed Jongin ( and quietly reminded the sleepy dancer to pack clean underwear because he was that type of person ) before heading to the door. As he pulled it open he only left the door ajar enough so he could stick his head out, his expression full if mischief and lips pulling into a playful sneer as well. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” Junmyeon’s tone was bitingly sarcastic, a small chuckle dancing on the edge of the words as he resisted the urge to break out into hysterics. Very few people could actively bring out the playful side of his personality, and Sunmi just happened to be one of the lucky few.