Making Changes
I am absolutely amazed at the amount of changing a person can go through in just three short years. I have spent the last several hours looking back on old posts that I wrote years ago, and I am astonished at the amount of sadness that was laced in all of them. The pictures that I rebooted, the quotes I shared, and not to mention the actual words written by my own self. I was a sad, depressed,and miserable human being incapable of finding the good in the hand I had been dealt. Looking back on it now, with everything that has happened I realize something.... Sometimes people have to break to be built back up into something stronger, sometimes you have to make mistakes in order to learn the right way to do something, sometimes you have to fight for the things you want most, and sometimes you have to lose something in order to find out what you really had. I do not believe I am the strongest person out there, nor do I believe that I am the wisest, but what I do believe is that the I am the strongest me that I can be, I believe that I am wiser than the person I was., I believe I have learned that time somehow manages to pass, wounds, and scars fade, and somehow people manage to come around and surprise you. Happiness is not something that comes easy, and if you believe that it does, you may just be starting your journey.. I have managed to survive heartbreak, love loss, betrayal, emotional withdrawal, reconciliation, division, confusion, hopelessness, and loneliness. And through all of this I have become a stronger, and wiser human being who understands that the road to happiness is not a smooth and easy one, it is filled with pot holes, and bumps... But it's what's at the end of that road that makes the drive worth it. Keep driving, if you have to take a pit stop along the way, no one will blame you, just remember to keep going, happiness come from within, and it's up to you to make that change.
