THE ART OF DOING NOTHING
Performance art makes me uncomfortable. I understand that creating discomfort is often part of the purpose of a performance art piece; the artist challenges the viewer to examine the source of their discomfort surrounding an idea or issue. For me, the source of my discomfort is not necessarily with the issue being addressed. Rather, it is with the performance itself. I personally dislike being the center of attention and I dislike causing conflict for other people. When watching (or even reading about) performance art, I tend to imagine myself in the place of the artist. Just the idea of my being the center of attention while deliberately trying create conflict for the viewer is generates a lot of anxiety for me.
Needless to say, I approached this assignment warily. While I could generate several different ideas, I really didn’t want to do anything. Ultimately, I chose not to do anything at all other than simply confront my own aversion to being the center of attention. I set up a camera so that I could see myself and sat for a full hour as the camera took a time-lapse video of me watching myself. I did not enjoy it. I fidgeted a lot and my expression was often somewhat pained.
I don’t think this exercise changed my discomfort regarding performance art. Watching other people’s videos will likely be an uncomfortable experience for me. However, I did appreciate taking the time to really understand what it is that I have never enjoyed about performance art. Perhaps by understanding what I don’t enjoy will allow me to ultimately get past it and come to appreciate performance art more.
Sarah, I totally understand how you felt when doing this project because I didn't want to feel uncomfortable either. I think it has to do with possibly being judged since the camera is on you. Thanks for being so open about this and sharing!





















