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Top 15 of 2015
As I am reflecting on the past year, I figure a list is the best way to capture the way my life has changed and grown. So buckle your seatbelt, here is my top 15 happenings of 2015! (In chronological order, not in order of importance)
1. I had the honor to be a part of the Crossroads staff while welcoming our new Lead Pastor, Dave Vance.
2. Trouper changed shape, released a new EP, and shared the stage with Danny Gokey, as well as playing some delightful summer tours and festivals!
3. I met a beautiful cousin that I had never had the pleasure of meeting yet in my life!
4. I had the privilege of standing beside my husband in the launch of Crossroads’ first ever Young Adult Ministry.
5. I led a student missions team of 75 to our YouthWorks missions trip in Louisville, KY.
6. I celebrated FIVE YEARS of marriage with the man of my dreams!
7. I returned to Cambodia for the first time after our year-long stint in 2013-2014.
8. I helped welcome a new NIECE into the world!
9. We became certified foster parents.
10. I chopped my hair.
11. I got to go on FRIENDCATION with my high school & lifelong besties!
12. I visited Texas for the first time.
13. I became a dog owner.
14. I adventured to a new part of the world and fell in love with Iceland!
15. I got to do life with the greatest community of friends and family in the world.
I always find so much value on looking back and reflecting. It is so easy to take the blessings and coincidences of how one’s life builds and changes for granted. But whenever I look back over a period of time, I am always amazed at how evident the hand of God is in building and shaping every major event, decision, or life change that I might have happened upon. It is always humbling to realize how little I can take credit for, and how much I have to be thankful for.
2015 was an exciting year of growth and preparation. I feel that things in Aaron and I’s life are building and arranging for an exciting and adventurous future, and one that I pray will continue to be guided and set before us by the hand of God!
Happy New Year!
Returning to our Home Away from Home
It has been almost exactly one year since Aaron and I moved back to the United States, upon the conclusion of living in Battambang, Cambodia for a year.
Currently we have the privilege of leading a team from Crossroads on its bi-annual visit to the Asia’s Hope Battambang Homes that Crossroads supports. And thus for the past week we have spent lovely days full of laughter, games and fun with our homes: BB3 & BB7.
I had no idea what to expect upon this return. I was hoping that I would not be an emotional wreck while trying to navigate a team of people through the Cambodian culture, due to not wanting to embarrass myself. But more than anything, I didn’t know what to expect, or how to prepare.
What I am finding is that, in my experience, there seems to be an emotional progression in one’s relationship with the children and staff of Asia’s Hope. And I am also finding that the limits of my heart are able to extend far beyond what I thought it capable of.
In the beginning, I feel that we all start feeling rather overwhelmed. Even over lunch today, while chatting with our team, I teared up again while talking about how the Asia’s Hope campuses in Cambodia will always seem to me to be a slice of Heaven. There are so many glimpses of the Kingdom of Heaven sprinkled throughout the homes and lives of the individuals at Asia’s Hope. A value of relationships over materialism, testimonies of redemption and resilience, and a true hunger and passion for the Lord. Compared to the culture that many of us come from, the beauty of these things can come as a shock! And send many of us reeling as we return home, determined to figure out what our role might be in the work the Lord is doing in this country and in the lives of these children.
And then, after visiting a few times, one’s joy begins to change, but continues to grow. As I have come to understand the culture better, build friendships and increase my ability to communicate, my emotions have begun to be stirred by bringing others over, and watching the Lord continue to build his Kingdom as I watch the same convictions I have felt rise up in other people. I am moved as I watch the diverse body of Christ gather from different countries around the world in a unified purpose and call; people rising up from different backgrounds and perspectives, brought together through a love and friendship with these incredible children and people.
And finally now, upon returning, I have found myself largely calm and at peace. Thankfully, I have not been laid out by any emotional meltdowns (yet!), but rather the sites, the sounds, the smells, the friendships, the foods, the children... they all seem so welcoming, and so much like home. More than any other feeling, I have felt a relief. A relief to be back in a place that I love, with people that I would give anything for. I feel safe, happy. I feel at home.
But that doesn’t mean that there haven’t been surprises... I don’t think I will ever cease to be surprised, moved and amazed at how our children are growing, of the places they are going, of the dreams that they have, of the grades they have skipped, of being number 1 in their class. I will never cease to be in awe at how the campus continues to expand, of the prayers that continue to become realities before all of our eyes. I will never cease to be humbled to realize over and over again that I have the privilege of standing in the middle of a place in which the Lord is working, a place in which lives are being changed, a place overflowing in hope.
I’ve returned to my home away from home, and my heart truly could not be any happier.
Yet already, I am realizing that we will be leaving soon. But I am so thankful to see how the Lord is also at work in my life, carving out my plan before me, and confirming in my heart the role that I get to play in his awesome plan, alongside my family in Christ in Cambodia.
Student Missions’ Impact on an Adult Leader
As a Student Ministry staff member, my calendar is dotted with all sorts of activities, camps and events. But, each year when July rolls around, the calendar reaches its peak. Our Student Missions Trip seems to have found its home in mid to late July on the Crossroads calendar, and thus has formed a kind of climax and finale to our year, before we hit the reset button and jump into the the fall, head back to school and continue our battle with athletic schedules.
Having studied missions and development in college, I’m no stranger to the debate of whether or not short term missions trips are sustainable, bring good change, or are even a good idea. But from the perspective of a Student Ministry Staffer, there is no other experience that can replace the life change and challenge that comes from our week long trip. But, we have taken our role as leaders very seriously when searching for quality organizations to partner with, who maintain year-round relationship and commitment with the communities they are anchored in.
At Crossroads, our missions mantra is to go deep, not wide. We would rather be wise in choosing our missions partners, and commit to pouring into them for the long term, rather than dance around to different places and experiences each year.
And this is what has led us to return for the second year in a row to the Portland neighborhood in Louisville, KY. And it has been amazing to watch our students’ perspectives shift from merely focussing on the little projects they were assigned throughout the week, to realizing the big picture of the relationships that are being built and maintained over the course of the year. Our students are already asking to make sure that we will be returning once again to the places and people that they have now ministered to and worked alongside two years and counting.
But, that is not what I want to write this blog about. Though absolutely incredible, I am not going to recount the ways that the Lord showed, the details that he worked out, and our students’ lives that seriously encountered him.
Rather, I want to write about how my life, as an adult leader, was changed by being a part of this student missions experience.
Growing up, I was a part of short term missions experiences, and it was through these that my heart was broken and my call confirmed for missions. And I have had quite a few missions experiences, the height of which was spending a year living and teaching in Cambodia with my husband.
But it is a whole other experience to be a part of a trip where your life is not the only thing in focus, but rather getting to observe the movement of the Lord across a large group of individuals, all who are in very different places.
Our group of 73 was composed of both students AND adults, some who were in the midst of their very missions experience, some who I have watched as young students who were leaders, and some who were receiving very specific directions and calls from the Lord throughout the week.
I watched bad attitudes melt away, unlikely friendships sprout up, and individuals realizing the potential roles they could fill in the work of God’s Kingdom.
The role of an adult leader on a student missions trip is not to chaperone kids for a week. I am finding that most of the time, my life is challenged in a unique and powerful way as I watch students serve tirelessly, open up so vulnerably, and respond to the Lord’s work in their lives so quickly.
I do not need parents and families to thank me for taking their students to Louisville, but rather I am the one who is thankful for the blessings and wake-up call I receive by being a part of their trip. And when I hear the testimonies of our site partners down there speak of the reputation that our students are building, of being the group that they look forward to every year, and the lives that are changing in their wake, it is only further confirmed that there is no work that I could try to take credit for anyways.
The Lord is doing incredible things in and through the lives of our Crossroads students, and being a part of it has changed my life as well.
#TrouperTour was incredible... Grateful for time with old friends, finding new friends and so much good music. & now time for naps! @troupermusic (Regram from @n_dotson )
Watermelon seed spitting competition to wrap up our summer staff meeting picnic. 🍉@crossroadswired @smcrossroads @ebiddle625
Our jungle of a front flower bed done us good! Fresh produce in the Nicolas house! #blueberries #grapetomatoes
#Alive2015 with 30 of my favorite humans! #smcrossroadscamp @smcrossroads
60 years a barber, a quarter-million haircuts... Celebrating this legend today on a retirement well-deserved! #grandfather #retirement #hero
Selfie eyes. #tgif #snipsnip
Remember that time that I searched Apple podcasts and my husband's new podcast came up?! #whaaat #toolegittoquit @yacrossroads
Many believe that music is the most basic form of human expression. While scientists have come to define language as the exchange of information, many have come to label music as the transmission of emotion. No wonder music has come play such a vital role in church worship services...
I had the privilege of blogging a few weeks ago for Crossroads Community Church about the role of music, art and worship in a service. Check it out!
You know you have the best friends when they willingly endure #turbofire torture with you for an hour! #MoveInMay #healthyishappy
The Crossroads staff THOROUGHLY enjoying the photo booth at the Mansfield Business Professionals Day Banquet! @crossroadswired @smcrossroads #staff #thecityofmansfield
Crossroads staff taking over the Mansfield Business Professionals Day! So fun to be here! #staff #thecityofmansfield
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