Not sure why I’m putting this on here considering it’s pretty personal to me but I don’t know who else to turn to so I guess I’ll put it on here where nobody knows me, nobody can judge me. I’m not looking for sympathy, I’m not looking for anyone to feel sad for me scroll past and ignore my post
I’m trying so hard not to take a razor blade to my skin right now. Its laid there tempting me on the side of the bath reminding me that I’m alone and all I have is my thoughts running circles inside my head. It’s screaming at me to pick it up and just release all the negative energy surging through my body. Just one cut and it will all go away, but it’s never just one cut. My mind is greedy for more for the smell and the taste of the red liquid to flow from my body. It won’t stop until it gets what it wants and although I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t do it it’s my only release. Nobody cares about you, nobody loves you, would anybody miss you if you were gone? No. You wouldn’t be missed you wouldn’t be mourned just go ahead and make everyone’s life easy. You don’t deserve to breath air, your disgusting your a vile human being you cause destruction everywhere you walk. Just do it get it over with do everyone a favour. Your fat your ugly you deserve to hurt you deserve to feel pain just one cut won’t hurt you’ve been doing this your whole life go ahead and do it Joda just take the blade and run it down your skin and keep going until you bleed out. I’m battling with these thoughts every day of my life and the only way I make them stop for just an hour is to cut myself so deep that I can’t stop the bleeding. I wear scars on my skin like a piece of jewellery I’m good at covering them up. I can’t take no more. I’m done
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