Tears, Love, and Happiness

My name is Joseph! I'm a recent graduate from SDSU and California grown. I also love the ocean, shopping, boys, and Skyping my friends. If you have any other questions or just want to talk, always feel free! I'm really friendly and love talking to new...

[hellomelancholic]

The grind NEVER starts. I am sleeping.

[infectiouspiss]

Is it acceptable that I do shave my legs only because it’s easier to put lotion on my legs when they aren’t too hairy and I do like the feeling of smooth skin when I finish up with it.

I also only really do it once or twice a month so sometimes I do go out in public with hairy legs.

come on man i'm on my lunch break can't you wait???

[lawoftheclaw-deactivated2025073]

Maladaptive deeply held belief: nobody could ever love me. Im going to die alone

Positive counterthought: maybe someone has an exceptionally rare form of mental illness that would cause them to make the grave mistake of wanting to fuck me

[sherphy24]

Nora really knocked it out of the park with how she managed to constantly portray Neil as such an unhinged character. Not just in the bigger scenes or important moments, but even in little snippets here and there throughout the whole serie.

Like what do you mean that after paying a stranger 100$ to knock him out, Neil’s reflection on it the next chapter is “I’ve been quite reckless with how I spent my money recently, I’ve got to be more careful”.

Like, Neil, honey, the money is not the fucking problem.

[serafinapickelda]

YES. This is my absolute favourite things about AFTG. The way that Neil is so unhinged in how he reacts to everything, while in his own head coming across as coherent and reasonable. It's a true feat of writing, he's completely internally consistent and never random, yet narrates things like:

"Wow Wymack and Renee's parent got murdered in prison, what luck, so jealous!"

"What about my exy racket it's a new exy racket I know its a murder weapon but it's my exy racket can I have my exy racket back Drake wasn't important my exy racket is so expensive can I have my exy racket now did I mention it's new"

[just-another-dream-about-yuu]

neil during the entirety of the foxhole court book

[serafinapickelda]

Neil is the best narrator because the smart boy survival part of his brain notices absolutely everything but the dumb boy jock part of his brain won't stop and have a single thought about any of it.

All his teammates there agog every time Neil does or says something insane, going "what was Neil thinking???" My guys let me tell you that Neil Josten is thinking about absolutely nothing. Except Exy and his hair dye.

[swordsswordsswords]

requiring the foxes to each have one (1) half hour session with the staff therapist for every semester is truly the "slap a bandaid on it" mental health approach

[bea28]

can someone PLEASE draw this as neil and andrew???? please please pleeeeease

because neil is sleeping on the couch and andrew wanted to lay down, but there’s no where else in the living room for him to do so comfortably… so he just lays down on top of neil (of course neil said yes.. cause why tf not?)

and this works way too well because andrew needs his back to be facing somewhere safe and it is also real comfy, plus he gets to make sure neil isn’t leaving without him noticing

and for neil… the added weight on his back makes him feel safer and warmer. He gets THE BEST nap ever that afternoon, because he just knows andrew will be watching his back

(if someone already drew it PLEASE tell me where to find it i beg)

[serafinapickelda]

We gonna talk about how when Andrew was away at easthaven, Neil slept with Andrew's armbands and knives tucked under his pillow??

Everyone else is so afraid of Andrew and his knives, meanwhile Neil is all curled up in bed thinking “Andrew 😊😊😊🔪😊”

[bea28]

Kevin Day

[tankuare]

Andrew and Neil don’t celebrate Valentine’s Day but they do sit on the roof and eat chocolate covered strawberries together

[serafinapickelda]

Neil: I just don't get it. Andrew, he -

Matt: killed his own mother?

Neil: what? No, no, that makes perfect sense, she had it coming. It's that he -

Dan: carries knives everywhere?

Neil: nah that's just good self defence, I need my man to stay safe.

Matt: is pathologically untrusting?

Neil: ...err...

Dan: is obsessed with Kevin?

Neil: *thinking about his Kevin binder* .....errrrrrrrr.....

Matt: then what?

Neil:

Neil: he really likes cars

Matt:

Neil: really likes cars

Neil: and he knows all these movies? He watches a lot of movies. He likes clubbing! He goes to the club in his nice clothes and drinks with his friends and family? It's weird.

Dan:

Matt:

Neil: he doesn't even love Exy that much!!!!!!

Dan: oh god the monster is the normal one isn't he

Matt: oh god help us, but yes

[ovelitta]

very long bus ride

[serafinapickelda]

Love how Neil gets on live TV and accidentally does the single sexiest possible thing that Andrew can imagine: use his smart mouth to protect Kevin and publically humiliate an enemy.

Poor Andrew never stood a chance. He sees that shit and within five minutes he's stepping between Neil and Riko, he's touching Neil's back gently enough to give him goosebumps. Within 24 hours he's told Neil that he will give him anything as long as Neil stays. Within 36 hours he's given Neil a key to his house and made him family.

[herondaleoffspring]

neil, finding out andrew is gay: oh good for him

neil, being told kevin has a girlfriend: now why would you lie to a liar?

[gremlininho]

be crimes do gay

[queenofexy23]

giving andrew minyard

[goth-queen]