Issa Smol Human

Self-expression is the best expression one can wear on his or her face and look good wearing it, be it anything. For then, you are being really honest to yourself, and that's what matters most.

[jojomojx]

They always say

"You should speak up,

Ask for help,

Say something."

But no one ever

Listens.

For what good words bring

Whence silence blinds in gold?

For what good vocab carries

When suffrage weights the lips?

For what good -

When the wind carries whispers

And breeze carry words,

Whence shoulder carries burden

Heart carries pain

Body carries regret -

For what good,

For what good,

For what good,

Does words bring then?

Those whose suffrage,

Carried alone;

Whose heart,

Beats to its own drum ;

Whose footsteps,

Lay ever so softly

On the blood-soaked lands,

Whose hands,

Bled and calloused,

My heart goes out to you.

[philosophyquotes]

If a victory is told in detail, one can no longer distinguish it from a defeat.

Jean-Paul Sartre, The Devil and the Good Lord

[n-haught]

not to be a downer but your twenties are super hard and super lonely and tv lied and it’s not glamorous at all and if you are having a hard time it’s ok and it’s normal and you’ll be ok

[jojomojx]

I Hinder Not.

I feel pain,

In a familiar way;

Of pain passed,

And past.

And in all the unkindness,

I have to be strong;

To box it in,

Shove it there,

Leave it be,

And hope to forget.

But it never works,

For it comes back to me.

Like a badly buried body,

The smell creeps in,

And the sight unholy,

The corpse tainted;

It will find its way to me.

And today,

It has found me,

And in all of my value;

Diminished.

It tore me apart,

And ripped me to shreds.

It slew my throat open,

And bled me dry.

It crushed me merciless,

And it left me to rot.

The pain

It never leaves.

I just wished

For a bottle,

A drip,

A pill,

A syringe,

A breath,

A sniff

Or a whiff

Of cyanide,

To take me away,

And home me

In the unknown

Where I will lay

For eternity.

I am hurt.

I am hurt.

I.

Am.

Hurt.

But I am crazy.

I am wired

Mad

Crazy

Insane

Deranged,

And that is why

In the roaring,

Chaotic,

Deafening,

Burning pain,

I sit and enjoy.

I sit and enjoy,

It's blissful burn,

It's crushing weight,

It's piercing thorns;

Only a madmen would enjoy,

And only the insane,

Would love it.

I will rise,

And I will thrive.

You wait

And see.

For the day

That I rise

Is the day

That you fall.

[jojomojx]

Be There For You

I know you're reading this,

And I want you to know

That this is out

Of our control.

I'm feeling this

This feeling of

Sadness,

This feeling of

Push and pull,

This feeling of

Loss.

Why must this happen now,

When we've spoken of things,

And how do we proceed.

Why must this happen?

There are too many

Questions,

That are flooding my mind

And haven't I an answer

To many of them.

But

I am focusing

Them that are in my control

And only

In my control.

"How do you feel? "

"Don't let it eat you, okay?"

"Look here in the present,"

But fuck

It's so hard

To acknowledge the pain

But to also

Not let it eat me.

We'll see how

It goes.

[naturaekos]

“A huge amount of freedom comes when you take nothing personally.”

—

[naturaekos]

““I’d like to repeat the advice that I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, Ron, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty. And so, Ron, in short, get out of Salton City and hit the Road. I guarantee you will be very glad you did. But I fear that you will ignore my advice. You think that I am stubborn, but you are even more stubborn than me. You had a wonderful chance on your drive back to see one of the greatest sights on earth, the Grand Canyon, something every American should see at least once in his life. But for some reason incomprehensible to me you wanted nothing but to bolt for home as quickly as possible, right back to the same situation which you see day after day after day. I fear you will follow this same inclination in the future and thus fail to discover all the wonderful things that God has placed around us to discover. Don’t settle down and sit in one place. Move around, be nomadic, make each day a new horizon. You are still going to live a long time, Ron, and it would be a shame if you did not take the opportunity to revolutionize your life and move into an entirely new realm of experience. You are wrong if you think Joy emanates only or principally from human relationships. God has placed it all around us. It is in everything and anything we might experience. We just have to have the courage to turn against our habitual lifestyle and engage in unconventional living. My point is that you do not need me or anyone else around to bring this new kind of light in your life. It is simply waiting out there for you to grasp it, and all you have to do is reach for it. The only person you are fighting is yourself and your stubbornness to engage in new circumstances.””

—

[areyouokay2020]

No negativity, please.

Via Pinterest.

[areyouokay2020]

Why is my contact list filled with people I don't want to bother who already have a lot on their plate without me complaining or just people who I don't wanna be vulnerable in front of

Because those are people who you know and/love and you would like to keep in contact with them.

If you need someone to talk to you can DM me or you can find a therapist. Therapists aren't just for people who are mentally ill.

[mysharona1987]

[bizarrolord-deactivated20241123]

If your partner feels threatened when you want alone time: RUN.

[theechrysalisamidst]

welp

[rashemibabe]

thats creepy

[thank-you-for-the-vampire-money]

This applies to you boys too- if your girlfriend won’t let you hang out with your friends, RUN

[snakebitcat]

No matter what gender you or your partner are, if they refuse to let you spend any time with your friends that’s a big sign of danger.

[theangrypomeranian]

GUESS WHAT MY EX BELIEVED 🙃🙃🙃

[sophies-sideshow-deactivated201]

Last time I reblogged this I lost ten followers, someone I liked blocked me, and I got hate mail in my inbox for several days.  Let’s see what happens this time.

[simonalkenmayer]

Abuse begins with insecurity

[colt-kun]

My ex wouldn’t even accept a ride from my friend who offered to drive us home in the pouring Orlando rain and instead forced us to walk 12 minutes in the rain, soaking my only pair of work shoes and giving me a cold. FUCKING RED FLAGS

[official-lucifers-child]

Me: doot doot doot doot *reblogs this* doot doot doot *reblogs this again* doot-

[vergeofinsanity]

my first s/o (we were dating online) would yell at me whenever i wasnt online. like even if it was for five minutes. sometimes i stopped them bc i told them a good reason beforehand but only if it was for like 5 minutes or less

IF YOU RELATE RUN AS FAR AS YOU CAN

[skywardkonahrik-deactivated2020]

Yep it’s always valid to want alone time and I always will support my partner for wanting a girls night out!

Like the whole point of a relationship is to trust, cherish and support each other.

If there ain’t any trust or you don’t cherish each other flaws and all, that ain’t a fucking relationship that’s a goethelship or an abusive toxic relationship.

But I like the term Goethelship (Gothalship?) because you know why…..

[areyouokay2020]

No negativity, please.

Via @weheartit

[cloverslime]

link to the artist!!!

[petalya]

in therapy my therapist and i were talking about my own feelings of self worth in relationships. and she asked me to say qualities about myself that someone else would be attracted to, on a romantic and platonic level. so i named some things like compassionate, empathetic, etc. and she said “you named things that you can give someone. ways you can serve, rather than ways that you are” and y'all..my mind was blown that’s gonna stick with me forever like she then proceed to tell me actual innate qualities about myself that she liked and thought anyone else would like as well and i hadn’t even considered those because like she said i was focused on things i could do outwardly to attract and maintain connections rather than who i was as a person..goddamn!!! thats tea!!!

[jojomojx]

Essentially what the Asian Culture is teaching me is to put on a facade, to be who they want you to be in front of them, doesn't matter if whom that daunts the mask.

Essentially, what it's teaching us to be are to become psychopaths and sociopaths. So when the world is at the edge, complain not of what the world has become; you were part of it.

[jojomojx]

What I've learnt living in an Asian Culture is that what you are is always, always more important ; the car you drive, the size of your home, the bling you have on you.

However the journey you have undertaken to get here isn't important which goes to suggest that the who that you've become, that you had to be and that you were aren't important.

This begs the sense of importance we put onto the destination than the journey. This also suggests that our views, opinions and suggestions can be bought.

So much for Asian Culture when it has been invaded by colloquial capitalism of The West.

[jojomojx]

I wonder who'd miss me if I was to slip into the dark of night, before the break of dawn.

[poemswords]

[jojomojx]

Is that all right, yeah? If I give my gun away when it's loaded

Damien Rice