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[jonathanhcaldwell]

I can't look at couples, I can't hear about people in love, I can't even watch other people have sex. All that rings in my head is "what the fuck have I done wrong to not have had this for so long..."

[jonathanhcaldwell]

I'm beginning to lose faith in myself because it's been so long since I have convinced someone else to.

[jonathanhcaldwell]

I live in a perpetual lie in order to hide the fact that I may be in a perpetual state of depression.

[jonathanhcaldwell]

I think I play God to those around me in a never ending fleeting from boredom. It's a boredom I've created to keep myself from making any real commitment and a way to avoid facing the fact of my stark ostracization.

[jonathanhcaldwell]

I have such a strong drive to be with a woman right now. I think in part to my very biologic nature, but also because I believe if I have some grounding, she'll keep me from spinning into darkness.

[jonathanhcaldwell]

My days are filled with the cold isolation of my being alone in the world, and my nights are marked by my hanging onto the last few threads of sanity I have left...

[americlania-blog]

[americlania-blog]

_Emelie. by *Bloddroppe

[tiorico]

Tattooed Blonde

[sexy-real-amateurs]

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[kafka-with-a-switchblade]

[lancinatedlife]

[tempertrapster]

[thetiniestmermaid]

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[a-hipster-death]

[shallow-feelings]

[milkmillennia]