So It Goes. @jonnytaves - Tumblr Blog

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How do I stop feeling so ugly

#having babies destroyed my body and my self esteem #i just wish i loved myself #and that i looked like i loved myself #i hate everything about my body now and the way i look #trying on clothes gives me panic attacks #why cant i feel pretty

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⚡️Green crack ⚡️

#not the card i would put my green on tbh 😅😅😅

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some kind of a moodboard

Lol

#today i cried because i saw a video about men who care about a woman's pleasure before their own #and i cried because like what is that #that such a foreign concept to me #it's been so long #he doesn't understand what i need and doesn't care to apparently listen and try #ugh

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I'm crushed

#first somewhat date night opportunity in literally months and there's just no effort.#im supposed to choose everything.#im supposed to decide everything #like what. seriously #im sad #why don't i deserve effort

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Wish I could roll up my anxiety and smoke it all away

#thats what i do #lmao I'd be dead if i hadn't started smoking

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#big woof #why is it that we always crave closeness from the ones who hurt us the most

Lol I was internally dying wishing I had a tiny corner of the internet where I could scream into the abyss and no one would hear me and then I remembered that tumblr and this profile exists. So like. I apologize for how mopey my posts are about to become. I'm struggling a lot.