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Gil Scott-Heron, Karen Dalton and Rodriquez

I'm listening to Gil Scott-Heron's I'm New Here and missing the Midwest and the South. The two aren't connected.

I was listening to Karen Dalton's In My Own Time earlier. Followed by Rodriquez's "Sugar Man" on repeat.

Name drop musician. Name drop musician. Name drop musician. Weep. Weep. Weep.

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Weep weep weep weep…

The girl I was dating broke up with me. Said she couldn't handle the emotional intimacy. I'm left being like, "WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?!?"

I don't get it. I suppose I will never quite get it.

Weep weep weep weep…

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I feel I shall start blogging about things personal. Things like how she went to the bathroom and I grabbed my beer and ran out the door because I didn't want to do what would inevitably happen. Things like how I sat on the kitchen floor and didn't know what to thing. Things like the definition and doubts surrounding self-actualization. Seriously, how does one become "self-actualized?"

I have been talking with so many people stuck in the middle between then and where they want to be. How do we figure out where we want to be? How the fuck do we even know how to start getting there?

Seriously! Doesn't this shit melt your mind when you dig in and attempt to wrap your head around it?

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This dog can conduct anything! Try it with this song:

and this one too:

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wut?!?

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This is the best Tiny Mix Tapes review which sadly was, I'm sure, 'lost' when they updated their design. It definitely has the best rating of any other album on the site—Baby I'm Hurt'n/5.

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Graphics from my food safety certification class.

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Shit like this makes me feel a kinship with Charlie Brown.

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Visit Original Link

This song has been jumping into my head every time I get out of my van and walk across an asphalt parking lot.

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Father's Day Card

It's gonna fold so you start at the bottom and unfold up the skyscraper. Bummed I couldn't print the original size I wanted which was just a bit over three feet long.

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This One Fucking Song

All I want to do is make you listen to this one fucking song. Let's just relax and listen to it. And you'll remember the first time I played it for you and you'll remember the reaction and the intensity and what it meant and how I gave you a piece of my heart which you held onto so dearly in the depth of care. Just this one fucking song.

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intense dream recorded in semi-lucid state

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Ugh, my face looks like shit.

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