Jon

this used to be just my blog, but I have been letting the others use it to post more privately :)

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"I know my place." Yeah, i know it too

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I have SO MANY inappropriate things i want to say

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You do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do NOT find your ex hot

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I DO find her hot

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"Post without tags? Blah blah blsh" this is the one blog I do NOT want people seeing posts from

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I'm cooked

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You do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do not find your ex hot you do NOT find your ex hot

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"I know my place." Yeah, i know it too

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I want to have babies with her but she's my ex so I'm NOT ALLOWED TO SAY THAT

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"I don't care if it hurts" I WANT IT TO HURT. I DONT WANT TO TAKE CONTROL. I DONT CARE ABOUT MY BODY OR THIS WRETCHED SOUL.

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Welcome to today's episode of: Is it self-harm or is it masochism? !!!

The answer? I don't fucking know!

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If you have to ask the question, it's probably the former.

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Welcome to today's episode of: Is it self-harm or is it masochism? !!!

The answer? I don't fucking know!

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"It's like you get off on watching me suffer or something."

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My headmates are weird.

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Also, why is my profile picture that. Why did she do this.

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Why haven't you asked?

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I haven't done any stupid shit in a little while. I'm bored.

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Maybe I'm just crazy

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Maybe I'm not a system and I'm just going crazy

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"Cheating is anything you wouldn't do in front of your partner."

And

"Cheating is anything that you wouldn't like if your partner did it"

Those are two things that I agree with for the most part. And I feel like that my girlfriend has done some of those things.

Those are in the past, though. I'm not going to bring it up to her. I'm not going to worry about it. I still think about it very often, though.