For You
EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. NOT NOW BUT EVENTUALLY.
There are things that you need to consider. I know it's hard to decide. I know it seems impossible. But no, you can change everything in everyway. Don't decide because that's what your brain is telling you. Don't decide because of your building emotions. But decide because you want it, decide because it is for the best. Decide based on the balance voices of mind and your heart.
You are enough in everything. You don't need to push yourself. Yes, it's better to get out of your comfort zone but if you ain’t not ready don't force it.
You vs. Yourself.
Giving up is not the solution. Giving up will bring more burdens. Giving up will not help you. Instead, RISE UP. Lift yourself, don't drag it down. You have a companion. You just need to seek. Don't let yourself hanging. You are strong. Embrace yourself. Love you. Loving yourself is not selfish, it is a must, it is a gift.
The people around you.
Everyday you meet other people. Everyday. They might be your friends, family, workmates, colleagues, lover. Everyone you meet has a purpose. They can be your lifetime partner or a lesson to your life. These people you meet is not for a lifetime. They come and go. If there is one person who stayed in your lifetime. Be grateful. Because not everyone will stay.
Let go.
Let go on everything that made you uncomfortable. It may hurt but it is not healthy for you. Keep the ones that made you YOU.
Reflect.
Stop and reflect. Avoid going back to the same mistakes.
Change for yourself not for the others to see.
Don't change because you want the crowd to notice you. Change because that's for the best. Best for yourself.
Don't compare.
Never ever compare yourself with the others. You are unique. You are the best. Comparing will just drag you down. They can never be you and you can never be them. We have different skills. We have different lives. Mind your own ad not them. Eyes only in you. Be more proud. Be more confident. Because there is someone who is rooting for you. Your just enough.
Just take it slow. You'll get there. I know it. :)