Meg Griffin

You say you’re fine but mask your tears by sitting in the rain

[josiej8]

Tickets for Benefit Bash @ O2 Academy2 Islington | Sun 29 Sep 2019 @ 6:00 pm | Browse ticket types & offers | View seating map

Hey guys!

On the 29th September 2019, I’m playing a gig to raise money for BBC Children in Need and would love if you came down and showed your support. Currently there’s a promotion going on where you get a free poster of you buy a ticket from 1/6/19 - 30/6/19 but that’s subject to availability and only applies to general tickets (as with VIP you already get a free poster).

It’s a charity that’s meant a lot to me and I would love for you all to come down to show your support!

Thank you

[josiej8]

Peace

Peace

I know when I’m being lied to, yet I stay silent to keep the peace

I let myself walk into a trap, hoping that the pain would ease

I set myself on fire, it burns but I keep moving on

No one will miss me, when my souls dies and I’m gone

Falling rocks as the mountain breaks down

Raging currents cover me while I drown

Screaming out but no one hears

While I sit in silence and cry these painful tears

Sometimes it’s just easier to take the blame to keep the peace

Even though I’m not in the wrong and hope the pain would cease

I lay down looking up at the night sky

Because very soon, my soul will twinkle and shine up high

[josiej8]

An Alien poem

‪Alienated from the rest of the world, An outlaw, a disgrace, can't even look at my face‬ ‪Mentally retarded, a mistake existing in this human land‬ ‪I'm not human, just another alien with a dismantled human body‬ ‪My actions don't reflect the ones of normal human behaviour‬ ‪I will never fit in, I will never be one of them‬ ‪You try to be normal but your fucked up mind says no ‬ ‪You try to be somebody but people look the other way ‬ ‪They stare mesmerised by this non human creature walking amongst them‬ ‪They laugh when you try and to be like them‬ ‪I'm an alien, I'm a nobody, stuck in this cruel world by mistake‬

[josiej8]

It Began As A Seed (Happy Birthday Tom)

It began as a seed and slowly started to blossom Revealing its inner beauty and you my dear Tom You’re like that seed that slowly started to grow Grew into something that you’ll never know

The days went passed and the sun shone bright Igniting its rays and shining a light Inch by inch it started to take shape Nine months later you wanted to escape

As the years went by you grew into who you are Started out small and come so far Fulfilled your dreams and fulfilled your passion Molded into a man who’s personality was smashin

Look ahead there still more to come But don’t forget where you’ve come from It began as a seed and started to Blossom From all the TWFanmily have a very happy birthday Tom  

[josiej8]

Wonder

I shut out the world and sat against the wall I stared into the blank space, as my conscious began to fall I heard the screams and I heard the pain Torn down into shreds, no strength to gain

They ask what’s wrong and I fake a smile You wanna hide it but inside you go wild The shrieks and demons kick on the inside Nothing but a fake smile left on the outside

Fear is when it hits you the most Hits and kills you when you’re at the most Following an empty path to the known Depression is now your home

You wonder when it will all come to an end You wonder when this wound will mend Where smiles are real and tears are history No end in sight to this monstrous mystery

[loveorflames]

Nathan Sykes

[josiej8]

DANG!

[navigationenthusiast]

[josiej8]

WHAAAT! WHERES THAT FROM? 😂

[josiej8]

@nathansykes You are a gift from God

There's something very important I've meaning to tell you. I haven't had the guts to say it properly in person because well you know, I get taken in by your beauty and everything that I wanna say just flies out the window. Well I may have said some of it in chunks but let's do it properly. So proud of you. So proud of how far you've come from the band days to now! For goodness sake you have an album in the top 20 and all those positive comments you get from non TW fans! Like seriously, you've moulded yourself into a new person and I love it! I love the music, I love your passion, I love your dedication and the sheer effort you put in with your fans! Who else goes above and beyond at the level you do? You work so hard, seriously, harder then anyone that I have ever supported in the past! To be honest I think you work too hard in my opinion then my protective instincts start kicking in and I start telling you off about looking after yourself! And I will tell you off now! GET SOME REST! I appreciate every single thing you've done! It's the most beautiful thing ever! Your new album is so amazing! I can't stop friggin listening to it! Literally! From the moment I wake up, I have blasting on Spotify to when I'm out in public, it's blasting through my iPod! Literally it's all I've listened to ever since I came out! You my boy, have a very VERY bright future ahead of you! Keep up that good work, keep on at it! Can't wait for what you have planned in the near future. I'll be patiently waiting (swear down if it's another two years for album number 2!) because your existence is a gift from God! Love you so much! (As a fan who loves their idol of course not the um couple love). Thank you for everything! I will continue to love and support you as long as I'm breathing! (And possibly after death too LOL).

[josiej8]

Lot Of Love

When it’s a little late and the lights out Its the love you show without a doubt It’s the long hours you put in and dedication Exhausted after a long day, you crave a vacation

But you continue and continue to show a lot of love Because you know the fans will rise you above Even when you may have had, a really bad day The smiles they show, their happiness is insane

Doesn’t matter how long or exhausting the hours are It’s all worth it, you set the bar Everyday you make people’s day glow Because every minute, our love for you grows

Your music has the power to mend a broken soul It connects so deep, the emotion is raw Your voice so soft and soothing when you sing You’re the best out there, you’re our king

What did we do to deserve the kindness and love you give Every song you release, is so addictive Even though your career has only just begun Thank you for everything, you have done

When it’s a little late and the staff wanna kick you out You stay because your love is true without a doubt All the long hours you invested and all that stress Your music is finally out there and a huge success

[josiej8]

Shame

I can apologise a million times But hurt cannot be mended as time flies An open wound, hard to mend I cut you deep and I was supposed to be a friend <p> A little bit of happiness, is all I crave I wanted to help and let you be brave But instead I brought nothing but shame Opened your wounds deeper, and disappointed your name <p> Disappointed everyone who cherished and loved me All because I wanted to to escape and finally be free Free from these chains that have held me for years But instead, I bought nothing but tears <p> I can apologise a million times I hurt you real bad, worse then a million crimes I tore you down and made you weep Because I bought shame and cut you deep

[wantedsource]

x/x

[josiej8]

HIS SMILE OMG

[mcguinessdaily]

Jay rehearsing for BIG The Musical

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OMG SHSBSBSB

[sheoing]

“Eww! Don’t cheer you dirtbags” (X)

[josiej8]

I miss that day so much! I actually payed 300 quid just to go to that show VIP 😭

[unofficialjaymcguiness]

Nathan and Jay reunite on Strictly

[josiej8]

JAYTHAAAN!!

[goldsforevers]

Siva: Jaybird, I don’t want to be mean, but could you just remember the words? Jay: Listen guys, I have never pretended to be good at my job, okay? (x)

[josiej8]

MY HEART 😭

[mcguinessdaily]

birdspotting: Shaved, sweating, and short-haired for #danceselfieday - BIG up @danceproms

[josiej8]

EHEBDJDJEKSBSJW

[josiej8]

Short Story - Deep Depression, Only a Mask

I took one look in the mirror. Ugly was the first thought that popped into my head. Useless was the second thought. No good, idiot, stupid. The blade touched the skin then slashed it open followed by red crimson blood dripping on the cream mat. The pain wasn't enough. The process repeated. All the demons in my head wouldn't go away, just eating me alive and plunging me into a deep wall of depression. On the outside, it was all smiles and laughter, like I was the happiest person in the world. Care free and joyful. But what people failed to realise, is that all this happiness was fake. The exterior was only a mask to cover the true suffering. No one would ever have a clue because if anyone found out, I would get labelled as an attention seeker. I took one last look in the mirror, my stomach dripping down with blood. I couldn't cut anymore, it was far too painful. But the demons and their curses were even more painful. Tears fell from my eyes suddenly smashing the bathroom mirror, the fragments falling onto the floor. Nothing. The demons wouldn't leave my head. I couldn't take it anymore. There was only one way to cut these demons off and shut them up for good. Death. I grabbed the strongest and most dangerous pills from the medicine cabinet and traced the label with my finger. Would people actually miss me if I'm gone? Would people waste their tears on my dead soul? Would they even care? Well not really because if they truly did, then they wouldn't hurt me in the way they did. I knew I only had one thing left to do. I spilled the contents of the bottle in my hand and swallowed all the pills at once. "Why the fuck aren't they working?" I said to myself. I'm still standing. All of a sudden, blood starts pouring out from my mouth and the room starts spinning. I've succeeded. I poisoned myself. In a few seconds, all the demons and the pain will be murdered. I will finally leave earth and never cease to return. I feel my fragile body hit the floor, struggling to breathe. This is it. I see the white light. I see eternity. I see happiness for the first time. I will never have to suffer again. My soul leaves my body and floats out into the distance. I've made it. I've left earth. I've......I feel my soul suddenly being forced back into my body. No no no no they better not be bringing me to life! I look down at my flesh and see the paramedics trying to shock me back. "Please stop" I plead but they can't hear my ghostly sound. I'm suddenly attached to my body again unable to leave. Why did you have to bring me back to life? Why did you have to make me suffer again? I was quite happy being dead! This is so unfair! I finally had the chance to leave and you bought me back to life! My eyes slowly flicker open and I'm attached to machines. I've been bought back to life. I survived this brutal overdose. I'm indestructible. (Based on a real life experience)