Living In A Shadow
I can’t continue to live in her shadow my love. The damage wasn’t done in my name. You are a man of little words and even then I’ve accepted you this way for many years. You have punished me for many moons and suns and maybe it’s my fault. Maybe I should’ve....No I have done all that I could. Your want to give me your name, I’m very grateful for that, but I notice the difference between her and I. The difference in you, your actions says it all. You have crumbled my confidence and I..I have just sat there watching you do so. How could have I let myself endure this for this amount of time? I love you, I know and you know as well. I was once strong enough to leave. Once. But now? I’ve not compared the love you had for her with the love you now have for me. I compare the level of compassion and action you’ve given her and what you’ve never given me.
I need to evaluate all of my emotions and I hope that one day I gain myself back before I let you completely destroy me. I hope I make it to the day where you and I share a name. I don’t think I will ever have the strength to separate myself from you. Not again.
