semi-hiatus til dec. 10 (ap) @joystolen - Tumblr Blog

i made a jack skellington blog because…mmmhhfuck

anyway, i’ll try to be here a little bit throughout next week, as well as on jack. might work on mal’s blog a little, too. i only get next week off from my course bc it’s thanksgiving but i’ll still have to catch up on things. so i’m like, literally exhausted. but come talk to me whenever you want.

#im so tired #and it's almost 1 am this is pointless #// OOC.

i made a jack skellington blog because...mmmhhfuck

#SIGHS LOUDLY #u know how jack is restless and unhappy with halloween? das me with my life #// OOC.

just gonna go on semi-hiatus starting today until december 10th. uhhhhhhh tw under the cut if you wanna see me go full emo

i feel bad bc i’ve barely done anything on robert, but it also means i’m not gonna be rebooting mal’s blog until december. at least not officially. i won’t be going into anything fully until this current class i’m in is done and i can rest

but life has fucking sucked lately, not only because of how challenging my current class is, but because just yesterday i found out that if i changed my major, i could go into an actual exciting senior year of college (i could learn DIGITAL MEDIA and VISUAL THEORY and TV/FILM PRODUCTION and a bunch of either classes revolving around media and being creative!!! like hello im a creative person!!!) and it got me feeling so good like! my future? actually looking good? for the first time EVER? tell me it ain’t so!

it ain’t so

my dad and i got into a fight just this morning and because i’m a shitty child and a terrible person, he told me he’s not gonna pay for my college anymore. right after the day i started to feel actually hopeful of my future! and of course i can’t pay that shit so what do i tell him? i’m dropping out (which i’ve been wanting to do for a while now because i was hating everything). and he says fine, but i either gotta move out or pay $1,000 a month for rent just to stay in the house. despite working for $5 an hour under my dad. part-time. but i’ve told myself for over two years now that if i drop out of college / completely fail it, i’ll just kill myself because otherwise i’d be a burden to society just as i am to my parents and work at burger king for the rest of my life! so now that’s been in my head all day!

my mom is the only person i’ve talked to today. she says because she and dad promised they’ll pay for my tuition, they’ll keep paying, but i don’t? believe her? because that’s literally turning around the decision of my stubborn dad. and i dunno if he changed his mind. and i don’t want to talk to him, nor does he wanna talk to me, i guess. i either gotta go back on my antidepressants or make another appointment with my therapist because i’ve been on and off suicidal/depressed for over a week now. have a nice thanksgiving

#suicide ment cw #// OOC.#there's so much more to this whole thing but it pretty much boils down to me being a terrible child

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this blog does not condone the sexualisation of minors. this blog will not tolerate pedophiles.

#im looking especially at the hirodashi shippers who don't even age hiro up #lmao BYE #mobile psa #pedophile mention cw

my aesthetic: sending in a paper literally 1 minute before the deadline

#truly a power move #mobile ooc

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#sdhgjdfkghlkfjhg i love him #// ROBERT.#ok i'll be here uhhhh like after i finish my paper

rbcages

how are you so quiet about it? your sadness i mean. how do you hold it in your chest, in your eyes, in your teeth without letting it speak; how does it stay still?

#// MUSINGS.

azureroar replied to your post: robert having never deleted abigail’s text...

… frick man u make me wanna finish my abigail blog that’s been sitting for like two years

well i’m here now

#azureroar #SSJDKGHLDKJFHKJFG #MY ARRIVAL IS A SIGN THAT YOU SHOULD GET BACK TO MAKING HER #// OOC.

robert having never deleted abigail’s text messages from his phone in the 2 years that she was presumed dead? transferring and backing up all his data as he upgrades his phone every year and Makes Sure abby’s texts are still there? more likely than you think,

#// HEADCANONS.#why cant he move on

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