Alive

J.T is short for Jordan Thomas Evans. I'm 16 and lover of photography.

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We will, we will J *he finally released him from the hug*

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Okay... I trust you.

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You’re a good friend.

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I’m trying J.  We’ll get out of here.  I don’t know when but we will.

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I hope so.

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I… Okay.

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I love you Jman *he kissed the top of his head like a brother would* c’mon, you can hide under my blankets if you want?

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You're a good friend.

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I don’t know anything otherwise. No… wouldn’t try it.

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Well there you go, I’m not leaving here without you J.

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I... Okay.

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SHUT UP J!! You are NOT a burden!! *he pulled him in again* would you leave here without me?

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I don't know anything otherwise. No... wouldn't try it.

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What if I wanted you to?

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W-What?..Why? Why would you want me to J?

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Because, I'm a burden to you. I don't want to weigh you down.

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I can’t help it! It’s how I feel!

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I know, I know but I’m not leaving without you okay? I’m not gonna leave you behind!

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What if I wanted you to?

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I’m being serious! I’m weak, worthless and I’m no help to anyone here!

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You’re my BEST FRIEND J! Stop talking like that! I’m not leaving here without you!

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I can't help it! It's how I feel!

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You may have to leave without me.

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Fuck off! I’m not leaving here without you!

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I'm being serious! I'm weak, worthless and I'm no help to anyone here!

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I feel like I can’t.

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I know, I know but you can J, please you’ve got to hang in there. We’re gonna get out of here, we are.  I’m not getting out without you.

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You may have to leave without me.

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I’m so done… I can’t do it.

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YES you can J! You can! Just hang in there!

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I feel like I can't.

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No. I lost him. Him…

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Shhhh We’ll get out of here J, we will, I’m not leaving here without you! You’ll see him again!

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I'm so done... I can't do it.

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I lost everything… Everything.

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Shhh I know J, we all lost something. *he rubbed his back gently trying to calm him*

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No. I lost him. Him...

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No, no, no… I need out.

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I know J, I Know.  But right now that’s not gonna happen.  I’m sorry *He kept his grip on him*

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I lost everything... Everything.

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I-I don’t know. Oh fuck.

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Shhh Jman c’mon shhh calm down okay? *he went over to him and pulled him in for a hug*

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No, no, no... I need out.

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I don’t know! I came into my room and they were just gone!

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Shhh maybe..maybe they’re just washing them?

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I-I don't know. Oh fuck.

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They took my blankets!

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What!? Why? They can’t do that!?

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I can’t hide now. Oh shit!

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Calm down J, it’ll be alright.  Why did they take your blankets? What happened? What’d they say?

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I don't know! I came into my room and they were just gone!