I have this very strong opinion that when youâre young you feel things on such a intense and detailed level. Thereâs an attention to detail when you are like seventeen to twenty-two years old, and youâre longing, or youâre reaching and grasping but never holding ⌠someones attention or someones love or someones dedication and you're just â you cant understand why you spend all day thinking about it. You notice everything â you notice candle ash on the cuff of the shirt and the button, and itâs everything that makes the mythology of those intense feelings that you have. And Iâve always tried to like â without being a completely unhinged adult â keep that level of detail and intensity when it comes to trying to describe a feeling.