Yearner

22 - nonbinary - polyamorous (married)

[judepisschariot]

born to wag, forced to wiggle ✊😔

[dariamorgandabber]

Can you please promise me that during your time together you’ll take lots of cute romance pictures with cute text, and cuteness, so more of us polyfi people can have cutely accurate things to reblog?  Please and thank you. <3 

[emsum14]

Hey everyone! First, I want to share that I identify as polyamorous and have for the past 8 years. I'm also a student at Widener University working on my PhD in Human Sexuality. I'm currently at the "collecting data" part of my study and struggling to access my target population. `

Back in 2017, I entered into a polyamorous triad with a married couple. I was a novice and didn't see the pitfalls, and despite that we made the relationship work for three years. Throughout that experience, I often wondered how things might be different if there was a roadmap for navigating relationships of three people. Is it different, fundamentally, from dyadic relationships? Are there skills or subjects that are more important or prominent? This, my research was born. This dissertation has been a labor of love, and if I'm being honest I've more than once wanted to just quit (but the students loans remind me I need the finish line). But when I remind myself of why I'm doing this, it genuinely sparks a fire in me. I felt alone in my relationship, misunderstood and unsure how to make our problema better. We couldn't find a therapist willing to see the three of us. It seems the helping profession, and research at large, is behind the times. And I'm hoping this project will be the first of many that encourages researches to look at triad relationships specifically. 

When I tried to share the research study in a Facebook group, I was met with opposition. "Are you prepared for pushback when people ask why you're researching triads when they aren't even the most common form of polyamory?" Yes, I am. I'm researching triads because no one does. Not directly or specifically, anyway. And I would know, since I've gathered research on the subject for five years. And maybe triads aren't the most common (despite the media representation), but this population deserves research too. Maybe what we learn here will help inform future researchers (and therapists) about what matters most in these relationships. 

So, that said, if you're currently in a polyamorous triad, or know someone who is, PLEASE consider taking this survey and passing it on. I'm not here to exploit a vulnerable community; I'm trying to build a body of literature that should already exist. This particular study explores relationship maintenance behaviors in polyamorous triads. And as I said, this survey, and the research associated with it, has been a labor of love. Thank you so much for your support!

This survey explores behaviors that partners engage in regularly to maintain their relationships with both partners in a polyamorous triad.

[alex-was-an-emo]

I hired this moving company and they said you were the boss

[polyamorousmood]

Do you love them unconditionally or do you love them on the condition they don't love anyone else?

[judepisschariot]

be careful what you joke about. i taught my husband about threesomes and now i'm polyamorous.

[apple-anachronism]

being a werewolf would be cool but i guess we cant all have what we want

[aubryjoi]

Did it 👍 (eventually)

[judepisschariot]

i have that thing that makes my joints too slippery...... elder download syndrome....,,...

[redstonedust]

its kinda hysterical to me that these days when a tv show or movie is poorly written people start questioning whether it was actually written by chatGPT. i mean i know it's just because chatGPT is on everyone's minds now but like how embarrasing is that as a screenwriter. plot so ass that people straight up don't think a human being wrote it............

[dirtyfanta]

i’m to masc to be fem and to fem to be masc

i’m like a secret third option

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

[judepisschariot]

all the bones taste the same to lexapro

[kosmogrl]

I hate change, I’m scared of change, I need something big in my life to change soon or else I’ll go crazy

[whimsyjewelz]

pleaseeee let me crawl into ur ribcage and make a home there let me live in ur skin pleaseeeepleaseplease plsplzlzlz for the one time ,,,,,

[gelatinoussorceress]

woof woof

reblog if u agree

[modernmusess]

there’s something so gutwrenching about the fact that the female characters in obsession have real dreams and wishes but never get the chance to see them realized, while both male characters waste their wishes on short-term selfish satisfaction. they were complex, free-spirited young women who just wanted to create art, and they were destroyed by a man determined to confine them to his superficial perception of them. nikki wanted to be a writer, sarah wanted to be a tattoo artist and now neither of them will get to be anything at all