Juicy

[juicychoices]

I’m burning. It’s in my belly. The ache.

How can I be stronger and let down the burden ?

I’ve been carrying it for a long time

And it’s really heavy

I need to .keep. .moving

Breathe

One day at a time

Life can be easy

Can you trust me?

[juicychoices]

Memory 💕

Hi

Today is a memory.

It’s already gone. Watching it pass by.

All of my dreams have come true (it doesn’t get any easier)

It stays here, that feeling. That wanting.

Thankful for that burning desire.

I want to take it off of him and turn it towards the next big thing ( a lot of small things)

That’s my life in New York

That’s your life in New York

There’s your dream. Live it, love

- June 2020

[you-are-another-me]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Your journey will be lighter and easier if you don’t carry your past.”

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Feelings don’t die easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That’s exactly the reason it’s so hard to move on.”

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“It’s important that you keep your feelings and your self worth in different places because when feelings get hurt it shouldn’t change how you view yourself.”

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[divine-nonchalance]

“Consider that you were alive before you were conceived. That you saw the turmoil on this planet, you heard the cries and decided to come and help. To infiltrate, to go undercover and change the whole mess from the inside. And here you are. Every time you get back up on your feet you lift not only yourself but all of mankind. Every act of kindness to yourself is a spark of light for the world. Continue to nurture yourself. Your heart is never lost. It’s always there, the flaming well of your soul.”

— Sejeluho

[juicychoices]

Note to self

This is all the hidden anger that you held and denied for such a long time - releasing. It’s okay to feel this way. It’s okay to feel the despair, loss, rage, anger, burning feeling inside. You are safe to experience these emotions now. You are safe to let them leave you. You are safe to send them out. They don’t serve you anymore. You are stronger than you think. Keep going. Winter time won’t last forever. I am proud of you.

[juicychoices]

Never again U & I

There’s so much passion in me, I’m burning and I hate you right now

I hate your fake words

I hate your disrespectful ways

I want to burn this bridge

This is the last time I’m writing

Fuck you

[juicychoices]

Fucking fuck

I am currently pissed off the charts because of the situation. Situation exists only in my mind, me holding it there is the only thing. It’s not real and it pisses the shit out of me.

He fucking lives his best life like fucking nothing happened and I had to go through all that bull crap shit of almost wanting to vomit from life.

Fucking fucking shit.

Fucking vomiting this bullcrap feeling! Fuck you Ryan, you hear me?? Fucking fuck you!! Fuck you and all your fucking bullcrap habits and words. Your fucking fake existing, fuck you!!!

Fucking hate that I care about you. You will never ever ever have me again. You fucking pack all of your memories and get the fuck away from me forever. Fucking burn.

I wish I deleted you from my life long time ago. You fucking ass, I wish I could slap you. I wish I could forget you.

You no longer exist. You are not even a memory. I resign from the memories of you that fucking choke my throat. Fuck you and your fake heart that makes you ashamed of being yourself. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. I hate what you did you me. I hate that I let you do this to me. I hate that I did this to me. I hate you. I wish I could forgive myself. I wish I could love myself despite all of my choices and deeds. I wish it was easier. I wish I was better. I wish I was... I wish I am

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