ough owie cramps
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ough owie cramps
For every ounce of pain I endure,
For every drop of blood I bleed out,
I get infected by the surge of Darkness
And smeared by the stains of Art
I’m having a hard time
Trying to control
All the rushing thoughts
And all the red flags
That maybe I’ve been ignoring.
It’s getting harder to breath
But I keep trying anyways.
It’s hard
When my thoughts are racing
And I can’t keep hold
Of how fast my heart
Is beating.
It all feels like it’s trying
To tear through my ribs
While squeezing my throat
And I keep choking
On the thoughts and things
That never come.
Where is my piece of mind?
Where is my sense of right?
When does the world straighten out?
Make the thoughts stop.
Make the feeling go away.
Bring me back to the feelings
Before I wanted to choke
On the words I want to scream
And hold back the nausea
That wants to rise
Full of bile
And darkening thoughts.
The world is slowing down
And I am speeding up.
My skin feels like it's burning
The air is getting thin
Everything is racing
The worst thoughts
are there saying
"I win.'
While they laugh
and converse
drawing me deeper
and I'm left trying
desperately
to wonder
if I'm enough.
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I want to feel more heartache than what I'm feeling for the hearts that I am breaking. But I don't.
My heart aches for the things that I cannot change, the unknown things that our children will feel.
My heart aches for them.
I want nothing but happiness and wonders from the world for them.
My misery only condemns them to more misery. I refuse to put them there. For them to feel that. This is hard, but that future would be harder.
I will live for them. Die for them.
I will breathe every day for them.
They are my everything.
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