I want the word to go away

Julia \\ 19 \\ Schizophrenic James, Harlow, Susie and Bianca are my best friends. I think they're why I'm in here.

[julia--marsden]

ooc; gotta get on later. school has been kicking my ass :(

[milugarcia]

[21cmusic]

[julia--marsden]

Coraline!

[coraline-j]

  Hiya Jules! Awh, so sweet. I miss you guys too. I’m.. I’m a little on edge. But I’ll be alright. How about you guys? 

[julia--marsden]

Yes, thats why I wanted to make sure you were alright. We're fine as always. Same stuff different day, yeah?

[julia--marsden]

Coraline!

We miss you today. How are you?

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  I don’t know if he willl though. He.. He’s a narcissist.. And lots of people like him. I just- I don’t know sometimes. I hate have that girly feeling. Most of the time I don’t feel it. But when I’m around Landon… It just shows up a lot.   

[julia--marsden]

Yeah but maybe he could change for you! You're great Coraline, think positive. I've never felt like that so i'm not sure. but if its a good feeling then you have to go with it!

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  I don’t think it’s crazy at all. I like him a lot, Jules. But, I don’t know. It was really nice…

[julia--marsden]

Oh, I see. Well he kissed you. That must mean he likes you, yeah? Wow. Maybe he'll ask you out Coraline!

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[julia--marsden]

I understand. Thats like those people who can be very smart outside of school but know nothing in school, yeah? Secrets? Oh I can keep a secret, I promise. Is something wrong?

[coraline-j]

Exactly like that. So, I didn’t sound like a weirdo when I said that. Yeah, anyway. My secret. I trust you, a lot Jules. I’m counting on you to keep it a secret. Landon and I kissed! It.. it was.. It was amazing.   

[julia--marsden]

No, not weird. I understand. You and... Landon? You kissed him? oh gosh. That's a bit crazy don't ya think!? wow.

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  I guess were all a bit unintelligent and intelligent all at the same. If that goes and makes any sense at all. But.. There’s something I wanted to talk to you about. Like best friend secret stuff. 

[julia--marsden]

I understand. Thats like those people who can be very smart outside of school but know nothing in school, yeah? Secrets? Oh I can keep a secret, I promise. Is something wrong?

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  Well I guess I just have positivity towards you. We’re all crazy. I’m just more crazy than others. 

[julia--marsden]

Well I think you're smart. Very smart but strange for wanting to be my friend. I'm crazy a bit crazy too remember? I have made up people in my head, supposedly.

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  Hmm, I’ll have to disagree on that. I feel like you know more than I ever could. 

[julia--marsden]

Don't be ridiculous. I don't know much to be honest! You may think i do but nope. You're crazy Coraline.

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  It really is the truth. I think you use it more than others too. They should be proud! They just should be.   

[julia--marsden]

Well my friends are smart too. They used to help me with homework. Sometimes they remember more than I do. So yes i'm proud of them too. You're smart too Coraline!

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[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  Yeah! You are smart! What you just said to me.. It made so much sense.. And It sounded so intelligent. I bet your friends are so proud to live in such a smart brain. 

[julia--marsden]

Oh nono. I just speak the truth. Maybe I just use my brain more than others. I hope their proud of me no matter what happens though. They're awesome.

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  I just we’re all tired of this place… Nothing ever seems to work in our favor. You know, you’re really smart, Jules. 

[julia--marsden]

Yeah, we all just want to get 'better' or whatever. We just wait for whatever is to come. I'm smart? How so? 

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  I’m decent.. I guess. I really don’t know how I am. I mean, there has been some good-great things that have been happening. But some things are getting worse. How are you and all your friends? 

[julia--marsden]

Well you gain some and you lose some. We can never win Coraline. We are just human. I'm alright, we're alright. Tired of this place...

[julia--marsden]

I'm so tired...

[coraline-j]

  Well I missed you most certainly. I’m just glad that you came out. 

[julia--marsden]

I guess I am too. Sometimes things are scary. anyways.. How are you? Whats new?