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Hawaii made: California built

[juliannec]

Dear Ungrateful Bitch

Didn’t know that I could bend both ways

Open the door and laid out a path

Answering all your beck and calls

Crucified for all that was wrong

Even with things that was beyond my control

Bend over backwards to make things right

Unsatisfied

Went above the chain of command

With a demand

Demanding that I should be put down

Now everyday as I try to get paid

Bending over taking this shit that you made

I am flexible

I am patient

But there’s just so much shit that I can take

You are abrasive

Truly lacking perspective

I’ve bent backwards and forwards cause of you

I will stand up straight and give no power to you

[juliannec]

Relieved

I’ve been relieved, I am relieved

Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel

Please guide me in this new direction

Help me with this new sensation

Peace? Is that you calling out to me?

What is this that I see...

Good riddance to that piece of shit that is left behind me

[juliannec]

Million Pieces

I am angry all the time, feels like I am losing my mind

Violent angry thoughts in my head, wanting to shove a body in a keg

Roll it, bounce it, let it roll down the hill and crash into a million pieces

[juliannec]

I am starting fresh....

[juliannec]

A surprise from Jeff ❤💕

[juliannec]

Happy 1️⃣ year Anniversary!!! I can't believe that it's already been a year since our wedding day. Wish you were here to celebrate with me. But I do appreciate our short phone conversation earlier today. Out of all the days I could hear from you, I'm glad that today was one of those days. Looking forward to celebrating many more anniversaries with you. I love you so much ❤️

[juliannec]

Happy Birthday Rachelle!!!! I miss you so much. I'm so sad that I am missing your birthday this year. Sad that I am missing out a lot of things. Just know that I love you always and that I am there for you no matter what. ❤

[juliannec]

The original Starbucks #linestoolong #imstillhere (at Starbucks)

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Exploring with my love ❤ (at Pike Place Market)

[juliannec]

at Space Needle

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#2016bestnine Happy New Year everyone!!!

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First meal of the year 🥘 (at Mama's Cantina)

[juliannec]

Happy New Year everyone!!!! (at Space Needle)

[juliannec]

What a total shock this weather is to me. After all the gloom and rain has passed, the view is beautiful

[juliannec]

#igotthegreenlight #cityofeverett (at City of Everett)

[juliannec]

I know we have a new anniversary, by this is still one not to forget. This was the day that I first saw your face. We are finally on our own here in Everett. To be free, total, faithful, and fruitful with each other. I love you Jeff ❤️

[juliannec]

Oh Caryn. We've been inseparable, and for the first time we're miles apart. This is a new chapter for us. I am proud of the confident woman you've become. We've been together for many years and we continue to chose to be in each other's lives, through the good times and bad. It still feels the same even though I am all the way in Washington. I can't wait for you to come up and visit me. Happy Birthday Bae 😉 P.S. Making the video took longer than this Birthday shout out 😆but you know what they say, a picture is worth a thousand words 🎂🎊🎁🎉