Bonjour

May 16 | 25ans ig@julieetruong

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Janelle Monàe blessed us y’all

[julieetruong]

Self-Reflection on Love

I found out that I think I do prefer chasing people who are in love with my physique than my soul because I do get scared what will happen next when someone does returns the love back. It’s new and it’s different to me. 

I get scared and I try to ruin it by running or starting arguments. Welp. Because everyone is out to hurt me, right? 

[julieetruong]

C’est moi

Hello, it’s me again. 

I just wanted to update you with my life so far - my observations, my feelings, and my thoughts. 

I realized I am a runner. I frequently try to escape my reality as if I truly can. Troubles run faster than waves crashing onto the seashore during a hurricane and faster than the spiraling winds from a vicious tornado. I run, thinking there is an end point where peace and tranquility lays waiting for me with open arms for our final tender embrace. Where the light seems to shelter us from the darkness as we heal from our throbbing fresh wounds during the race. This little race called life is treacherous and adventurous - we never know where we’re going or how it’s going to end, whether it’s off a cliff or to this end point that we’ve been seemingly searching for. I feel life is really short. There’s so much this little race can offer. Every scrape, bruise, and cut we get makes us stronger as an individual. The scenery and views we see every time we triumph over climbing 

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Anna Remarchuk

Hope you have a wonderful day 🌸

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[julieetruong]

In the end, it’s always you that I want...

& i absolutely hate how much power you have over me.

[d-r-e-a-r-y]

[mysharona1987]

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[improbablystilldrunk]

[julieetruong]

Questioning my self-worth

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“I wish it need not happened in my time,” said Frodo. “So do I,” said Gandalf, “and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.”

J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring

I don’t think there’s any quote more suitable for today (9 November 2016)

[del-dystopia]

[julieetruong]

11:30pm

It’s around 11:30pm and I know that I should be studying right now but it’s been extremely difficult with you on my mind. 

The feeling of knowing that we’ll never be together anytime soon is hard to swallow. Knowing the reason why you don’t want to be in relationship and knowing that you are attracted to me puts me in a corner. I feel stuck. Should I wait it out, should I leave , should I just enjoy my time with you and go with the flow... A million questions run through my head before I even decide where I want to stand... I know people would say just to drop it than to stick it through... but the heart wants what it wants even if it causes some pain or loneliness here and there... What’s love without a fight for it, right? 

I guess I’m stuck on deciding to hold on or to let go... And both actions kinda scares me... 

[julieetruong]

I know I am a bitch

I’m impulsive. I can be snarky, petty, mean, and plain cold. 

I guess from all the experiences I’ve dealt with. I HATE being powerless. 

I hate being played. I hate giving so much of myself to someone and have it shattered in front of me. I want to love and I want to love deeply. Ironic how strong my emotions are - there both at the end of the spectrum : hot and cold.

All my bitterness and saltiness are lethal. It’s poison in my body. It’s this darkness I can’t seem to let go. It lingers through the hollows of my chest like a fog. It clears my judgment and it freezes my heart. 

It’s part of who I am. I need to learn to love myself: my darkness and my light. 

All my insecurities and all my fears. All my love and my light. 

[magic-spelldust]

Дмитрий Асеев

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