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I feel so trapped - trapped in this rotation, this program, this hospital, this profession, this country - and I really, really want out. Mga shet.

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Because here is where I post the things that truly matter... About a month ago I found THE BEST JEANS from Mango. Jeans/trousers/slacks/pants just do not look good on me and I do not look good in them. But these pants though, they were perfect. So i got four of them. I haven't seen them since I brought them home for washing. Apparently my mom's already turned the house upside down looking for them but they're still nowhere to be found. Today I have to finally let them go. I don't know why I can't be happy.

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No longer a flightless bird

Today, after a year of having a license, two years of owning a car, three driving schools and thousands of pesos on uber, I drove on my own to Manila at 11 PM. I recently got undeserved props for something quite honestly mundane. I feel silly having to sorta hide the achievement I am actually incredibly almost embarrassingly proud of. I'm free!!!!

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Nasusuka ako sa nangyayari sa mundo.

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Let me just leave this here

You can't help what you feel but you can help what you do.

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I talk to myself in the first person plural. Not sure if that's more weird or sad. Today is pretty fucking tough for us.

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Shet ang sakit pala. Can't even say "first mort" kasi tangna dalawa sila. Sorry.

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Things have been pretty fucking shitty

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Why med

Huhuhu.

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Binge watching Gilmore Girls. 

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Vertigo

Like the world is spinning out of your control, when you thought it was safely cuddled there for all eternity. Lol daming arte.

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Day 3

I'm sensing a trend here. The subjects that are supposed to be insanely hard turn out to be ok (or not, baka feeling lang ako shet) but those that are historically "pamigay" were rather shitty.

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Day 2

Worse than I thought.

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Day 1

Bad, but not as bad as I thought it would be. This does not mean much because the level of bad I imagine should really not exist in a world where children dream.

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OMGGGG boards na maya maya! Nakakaloka. 100% UPCM! Sige 100% nalang lahat ng takers, para walang favoritism. Thank you!

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Psychological wellness update

Still got it! Lol.

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Today in the boards chronicles

7 days nalang! Kaloka.