ill get over this too

julius jacobson. twenty years with nothing to fear.

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

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"No Superman either." Theo shook his head. "There is Iron Man though. And Thor and Hulk, and some others." Yawning, he just moved to shuffle closer to Julius, because he was warm — like always, for some reason he was always warm, and that felt nice. And it just made the whole situation less tense, making him forget he was supposed to be mad, and Julius as well, and that there were still many things that needed to be explained, but he didn’t want to deal with them now.

[julius--jfc]

Julius smiled widely as the boy shuffled closer, more and more aware of his presence. He leaned down without thinking and pressed a soft kiss to the boy's forehead. "Missed this." He murmured before his eyes went wide and his body stiffened. He closed his eyes, hoping that Theo hadn't noticed though how he wouldn't was beyond him.

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

[notminsoo]

"Of course it’s scandalous," Theo said with a nod, though it was hard to keep a serious expression on his face when Julius was right there with that massive grin on his face that he could see even from where he was lying beside him, and despite the fact his fingers were still curled around the other boy’s jaw to keep him looking at the TV. "There’s no Batman! Batman is DC, this is Marvel, Jules. Geez." With an exaggerated sigh, clearly a fake one, too, because he was not actually upset or anything, Theo let his hand drop from the other’s face, letting it drop on the mattress beside him instead. 

[julius--jfc]

Julius grinned and looked up at the boy once more. "So, no Superman either?" He smirked and watched as Theo's hand fell to the bed. Instinctively, his own reached for it, but he tugged it away at the last second. If Theo wanted to hold his hand, he would have put it back. Julius was determined not to push it with Theo, he knew that he had to go slow. 

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

[notminsoo]

Theo could feel Julius’ eyes on him without even the need to look back at him, and he did not until couple moments later, only to find the other’s face tucked in his neck, that having a small smile tugging at the corner of Theo’s lips and he had to bite it to prevent it from appearing fully. He almost forgot how easy it was to be around Julius, how natural it all felt and that, that was kind of scary, too, he realised that already. “No? That’s scandalous. C’mon then, pay attention, it’s a great movie.” This time, he did smile, wiggling his hand out of the grip of Julius’ fingers in order to wrap his own around the other boy’s chin, so he could tilt his head towards the television with the film already playing there for good few minutes. 

[julius--jfc]

Julius grinned once more as the boy spoke, his eyes dancing. "Scandalous, huh? Alert the presses!" He shouted, soft giggles falling from his lips. He pouted as Theo took his hand away, and let his face be turned towards the television. He wrinkled his brow and settled against the boy. "Where's Batman?"

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

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"You wouldn’t bother me, s’fine," Theo said quietly, his eyes back on the television because he did have an intention to actually watch it though he was pretty sure it would be hard to focus on that when there were so many things that had yet to be said between the two of them, and he knew he should probably be the one to start apologising as well but somehow he could not really bring himself to do it. Not just yet, anyway. So being quiet seemed to be an option in that case, only moving to look what Julius was doing once he felt the other boy move away, quickly catching on and watching how he settled back down just like before, the arm back around him just like before. "Do you even like the Avengers? I love the Avengers.”

[julius--jfc]

Julius settled himself, his head laying on Theo's shoulder as he looked up and grinned at the boy. It still blew his mind how handsome Theo was. The boy was stunning, absolutely gorgeous. Julius buried his face against the soft skin, breathing in the familiar, comforting scent. He shrugged his shoulders and reached the hand not on Theo's hip forward, taking the boy's hand in his own. He bit his lip and looked up. "I've never seen it>"

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

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Theo could feel the other boy move where he was settled next to him, and then there was an arm wrapping around him, feeling himself being pulled back until there was practically no space between the two of them. He said nothing to that, not really knowing what it was he should say anyway, but he did not move away either, Julius’ arms around him still being something that clearly resonated in his memories that were not that much old. “Hi there. I’ve been right here in the same room for the whole time, y’know,” Theo chuckled quietly, a breathless laughter escaping his lips and it surprised even himself he managed to keep his voice normal, say that without stuttering because he definitely was not that calm on the inside as it might have seemed. He just reached with his hand to turn the film on, then letting the remote drop somewhere between all the pillows and blankets, carefully moving his palm to cover the other boy’s hand resting on his waist with his own as if he was scared just a simple touch could burn him. 

[julius--jfc]

Julius felt his entire body erupt in goose bumps when Theo didn't pull away. He breathed out a soft sigh of relief and squeezed gently on the boy's hip. Nodding as Theo spoke, the boy nodded and chuckled. "I know.. I just.. didn't wanna bother you or anything." He mumbled, his heart pounding when he felt Theo's hand cover his own. He licked his lips, string straight ahead at the movie, trying not to read into the situation. After a few minutes, Julius shivered slightly, before sitting up and pulling away from the boy. He reached under them and yanked the comforter out, pulling it over their legs. After sitting up for a second, he scooted back next to the boy, wrapping his arm around his waist once more. 

[notminsoo]

burdened with glorious purpose || julius & theo

To be quite honest, Theo was not a huge fan of the idea having to share one room with Julius; even though the two of them used to spend most of their time together before, as of lately he was just glad he could be alone with his thoughts. Which apparently changed and he was left in one room with Julius, and, okay. He knew ignoring him was not going to work in any way, or not for long at least, and it was not like he wanted that anyway. Maybe a little bit, but it was clear sooner or later he would have to face to the other boy anyway, at some point. It took literally three steps to cross the small space separating the two beds, and in the following moment Theo was dropping down on the mattress beside Julius. Which felt familiar in a way, and also not, and he was just not sure how he was supposed to feel about that whole just yet. He just made sure he was comfortable, too aware of the warm body beside his own, the remote clutched between his fingers probably too tightly as his eyes squinted on the television screen to find the desired film. 

[julius--jfc]

Julius watched as the boy walked over to his bed, his jaw clenched and his eyes wide. Just as he expected, feeling Theo fall onto the bed next to him set off a wave in the boy and he shivered slightly. He didn't know where they stood, try as he might, Julius couldn't figure it out. He knew that he still loved the boy and wanted nothing more than to be with him again, but Theo was confusing him. He reached over to put his arm around his ex-lover and then hesitated, pulling away. Biting his lip, the dark haired boy swallowed hard and slipped his arm around the other boy's waist, tugging him close. "H-" He coughed, his throat feeling suddenly raw. "H-hey, hi."

[notminsoo]

Okay, see you there. Well, here, because you are, like, literally here. 

[julius--jfc]

Yes, yes I am. Here. 

[notminsoo]

Yeah, I know, funny, right?         Yours can do. 

[julius--jfc]

Alright, perfect. 

[notminsoo]

Watch the Avengers? I really feel like watching the Avengers.

[julius--jfc]

Yeah, absolutely. Lucky neither of us has to even go anywhere. My bed or yours?

[julius--jfc]

@caesardressing: here comes the sun, do do do do.

[notminsoo]

Yeah. Yeah, we can do something, if you want.

[julius--jfc]

Yeah? Really? Great! What do you want to do?

[notminsoo]

Yeah?

[julius--jfc]

Can we.. do something?

[trent-chase-blog]

Hi.

[julius--jfc]

I'm sorry.. I miss you..

[julius--jfc]

text || ellllllis

Ellis: I'm sorry :/ I miss you too

Jules: brother day?????

[notminsoo]

Like what? Alcohol?

[julius--jfc]

If you want. Theo..

[julius--jfc]

text || ellllllis

Ellis: America is shit and the turkey was good

Jules: sad I didnt see you :( miss you brother.

[trent-chase-blog]

Surprise, bitch.

[julius--jfc]

Trent! Uh - hey.