you're a sunflower

She was a bad bad, nevertheless Callin' it quits now, baby, I'm a wreck Crash at my place, baby, you're a wreck July Verena - 32 - Owner of Moonstone

[observantistic]

ZOE KRAVITZ 📷 by Zoey Grossman for Rolling Stone 2018

[julyinho]

closed starter: @dylanxadams​

“Don’t think about this question. Give me the first answer that pops to your head. If you were to die, who would miss you?”

[julyinho]

powersofdestiny​:

Destiny didn’t know how to deal with everything that happened at Halloween. She didn’t know how to process any of it. She was the furtherest thing away from violence, she’d never even hit anything let alone anyone. So, she just kind of… Wasn’t dealing with it. But, electing to ignore it all was never going to work, not in the long term. The first realisation of that was happening right now, because as she was looking at her ex, she was wondering what she’d do if she had been one of the casulties of that night… She nodded a little when July asked her to come into the back, her hands digging into her denim jacket pockets she swallowed and followed. “Do you have anything else too?” She asked, a quietness to her voice. “Other than the oil? A-Anything stronger to… Help me sleep…” 

Destiny didn’t look alright. The lack of sleep evident on her face. As soon as they got to the back room July wrapped her arms around Destiny. She hadn’t done this in a while. However, things have changed. Right now she couldn’t act like Destiny was her biggest regret. This was the person she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. Still does once she gets over her shit. “A hug works. Among other shit but lets start with a hug for now. You can punch me later.”

[julyinho]

powersofdestiny​:

Perhaps if she wasn’t so tired, this might have felt like less of a weighty exchange. But, as she stood in the shop she had grown to love during her time with July, everything just felt so heavy. Destiny had wanted to spend the rest of her life with this woman, in this store, learning everyday from someone who truly amazed her. She still wanted that. It had been months, and still wanted that. The break up hit her like a sack of bricks, knocking out all the air in her lungs and sending her down to the floor. It came out of nowhere. It left her with so many questions, the biggest simply being… Why? Because, nothing that was said that made any sense. It’s not you, it’s me. It took her by so much surprise that she didn’t even have time to build up a fight against it. But then, she grew to realise that wouldn’t have worked anyway. How can you fight against being… Unloveable? Deep down, that’s what she put it down to. 

“Right… I thought everything looked– different,” she breathed in slowly, trying not to panic or say something she shouldn’t. There were so many things she wanted to say. Especially as their eyes locked. Destiny could only bare to look into July’s for a matter of seconds. If she stayed in them much longer than that, she would break down and cry. She’d promised June she was done crying over July. Des nodded weakly when the silence was finally broken, sniffing up and pulling on the sleeves of her own shirt as she finally was able to shift from her planted spot to follow her ex into the back. How are you. She almost scoffed. “I’m okay…” Destiny nodded with a slight shrug. “And I– I mean I don’t think I could come in here and ignore you even if I wanted…” She cut herself off because she heard how that sounded. “Anyway… What about you? How are you?” 

Luckily July had some of her employees working the floor today. She didn’t want to talk to Destiny out in the open. Not after the carnival. She hid from the chaos. Ever since then she has been mellow. Not knowing how to feel after seeing body after body drop around her. The pain in Destinys voice struck a chord. They weren’t supposed to be like this. They couldn’t be friends when their relationship was so strained. “Follow me to the back. I’ll get you what you need just...please.”

[lemon-nation]

@indulgencerpgstarters​

“I’m gonna be honest, I didn’t hear a single thing you said. I was checking my dms.” 

[julyinho]

“I was saying that we do not sell baby oil. If you need something to oil up with I suggest Walgreens. Just don’t mistake baby oil for lube. It may trigger a womans reproductive system.”

[julyinho]

closed starter: @jacobdaniels​ location: moonstone

“Jacob I have a proposition for you. What do you say about coming over to my place for hot chocolate and Christmas movies on Netflix?”

[sorenkingsley]

[julyinho]

powersofdestiny​:

Destiny had been putting this off for days but last night she had literally used the last essense of the oils she used to help her drift off to sleep and she was officially OUT. She had tried to find something similar online, she’d even looked up how to make them but she knew nothing would work as well as the Lavender & Frankincense oil mixture that was sold at Moonstone. She’d taken enough of it to last up until now after their breakup, so she hadn’t needed to come in but… She just knew she wouldn’t be able to sleep without it so she sucked it up. Was she over July? No. She loved her. But, it wasn’t reciprocated; at least that’s the impression she got considering how everything collapsed the night she admitted those feelings. It was amicable. As far as breakups went but, yeah, Destiny’s heart was still bitterly bruised by it. “I, um… I’m out of my oil… I just– I just need that, and then I’ll be out of your way, I’m sorry…”

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. July stood frozen behind the counter. Her body felt heavy. Destiny couldn’t be here. Once upon a time July believed that this was the woman she’s marry one day. They’d settle down with two cats Rami and Remy. A goldfish too that wouldn’t live long so they’d pick one name and add junior onto it when they got a new fish. She purchased the ring and everything. Instead of proposing, she broke up with Destiny. Blaming it on some bullshit excuse of not putting as much effort into the relationship. When the truth is she was afraid to let herself be with Destiny. All the parts that she hated, being embraced by someone else scared the living daylights out of her. 

July shook her head, bringing herself out of her daze. “No...you don’t have to rush out. I can help you. We recently switched up the shop a little so the oils aren’t where they used to be.” For a moment longer she stood there staring at her ex. Her eyes held all the words she wanted to say but couldn’t because she’d sound foolish. There’s no going back. Even if part of her did hope they’d be able to start again. She wore the ring that was meant for Destiny around her neck everyday. To others it was her mothers old wedding ring. To her it was a reminder of the best thing she gave up. “Come on it’s in the back.” She walked around, leading Destiny to the back. Without thought she asked “How are you? I don’t want you to come into my shop and feel like you have to avoid me. It’s weird but y’know...we can coexist.”

[favoritelittlelyrics]

Katy Perry, “Small Talk”

[razorbladeromantics]

i have feelings for u. not telling u which ones.

[julyinho]

closed starter: @powersofdestiny​

location: moonstone

“Good morning good morning. Welcome to Moonstone. Your number one source for natural remedies except marijuana. I don’t sell that here unfortunately. I do tarot readings as well. If you get a bad reading please do not leave a bad review on Yelp. I don’t control the....” July looked up from her inventory list to see her. Destiny. It’s not like they ended on terrible terms. Destiny simply got too close. July ran. It happened whenever she felt like the walls were closing in on her. She missed her ex more often than not. July had been contemplating saying I love you for weeks before ending the relationship. It was too real for her. “Destiny what...what are you doing here?”

[julyinho]

chloematthews​:

Chloe grinned mischeviously and raised her eyebrows as the other woman took the bait and ran with it, “well, now I’m sold on natural remedies,” she said, allowing her eyes to rake the other woman’s body, she had turned it sexual, so now it was appropriate. She was rather surprised that the woman went straight back to selling, though it was her job after all. “Essential oils sound good,” she agreed. She laughed at the mention of sex side tracking her, “but sex is the best distraction,” she stated innocently.

“As you should be. I’m free tonight. Are you?” This was breaking one of her rules. Don’t fuck the customer. Rare for July to have rules as morally askew as she is. She browsed the essential oils, looking for the relaxing go tos. “Lavender is a given considering it is often associated with relaxation and sleep. You could also go with Vanilla which can have a sedative effect on the body. If you like flowers you have the options of Rose or Geranium. Sorry is this too much?”

[julyinho]

thedominions​:

“i get your point, though truly a night at the strip club is worth it if you have so much cash to spare.” dominique truly loved any place in town where she would end up drunk off her ass for the night, once she’s off her shift, she’d surely spend a few hours more to drink away the night, or when she’s encountered people like the woman in front of her? she just knows her night is going to be fun in a new level. “in town? i guess….three months? not that long–and i would be down for shots, as long as you don’t tell my boss.”

“maybe i should spend more time at them. i can’t say no to beautiful women.” july wasn’t talking about the strippers. the way she looked at dominique was proof alone. “you should come by moonstone sometime then. i hear the owner is great in bed.” july ordered a round of tequila shots for the both of them. working sober is a myth. “i promise i won’t tell a soul.”

[julyinho]

chloematthews​:

Chloe’s eyebrow raised at the next comment, but the expression on her face showed that she was in no way offended by the statement, in fact it was quite the opposite. “Are you offering?” she retorted with a smirk. A lack of sex wasn’t really something Chloe was very concerned about but she was happy to have the woman aid her. She pouted as she was told to cut down on the coffee, “not sure I can do that,” she admitted, she was usually good and didn’t drink it too late, well unless you counted espresso martinis, which she also enjoyed. “I have absolutely no feeling about them,” she admitted, “as I don’t have a clue what they are.”

Well that took a turn July wasn’t expecting. “Now I am.” July had a habit of losing focus whenever sex was on the table. This time she was genuinely trying to help her customer. They can talk about sex later. “Fair enough. Essential oils are oils that target certain things. They smell wonderful depending on which you use. So if you’d like, we can look at those. Then we can discuss our other arrangement. I have a bad habit of getting side tracked when it comes to sex so order is important right now.”

[julyinho]

graysonxdu​:

Grayson was sipping on his tea and nearly choked at July’s continuation. “Jesus,” he’d known July for a while now so this shouldn’t have surprised him, he just hadn’t double checked to see if anyone was in the store still. “I mean, I fully believe you.” He admitted, “But, I feel like I really shouldn’t have been picky the other night. It was slim pickings and I took what I could get.” He laughed again, looking over at his boss.

“You should. When it comes to shit people shouldn’t do but def should do I’m your girl. Have you gotten any lately? You’re starting to look pale.” July knew sex had nothing to do with his shitty complexion. It’s fun to fuck with him. “We need to go to a club one night. See if we can find someone worthy of your time.”

[ofhotheads-blog]

sex+romance headcanons!

Send me a symbol. Please note that some answers may be NSFW.

🌟 What is my muse’s sexual/romantic orientation? 💦 At what age did my muse lose their virginity? 😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date? 😊 Would my muse ever ask someone on a date? 👍 Does my muse prefer to be asked on a date, or would they rather do the asking? 😉 What are my muse’s fetishes/kinks? 💬 When did my muse go on their first date? 💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? 💗 Has my muse ever been in love? 👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like? 👰 Would my muse ever get married? 🌼 Would my muse prefer a big wedding or a small wedding? 🍬 Is my muse a sub, dom, or switch? 🏩 What was my muse’s first time like? 🎆 Is my muse into monogamy? 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship? 🔥 Would my muse ever be up for a threesome? 👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public? 💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak? 💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? 💋 How many people has my muse slept with? 👀 Is my muse the type to sleep around? 👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner? 😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship? 💲Would my muse ever date/marry/sleep with someone because they were rich? 👓 Would my muse ever lie for sex? 👿 Would my muse ever blackmail someone into sex? 🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush? 🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if nobody ever had to know? 💍 Has my muse ever had a one-night stand? 💝 Does my muse like Valentine’s Day? 💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?

[julyinho]

July || Evangeline || Lenny || Leslie || Augustine || Gio || Wynter

[ofhotheads-blog]

EVER WONDER WHAT MY MUSE SAYS ABOUT YOURS?

Send me a symbol.

📖 for what my muse would write about yours in their diary. 📷 for what my muse would say to the paparazzi about yours. 💋 for what my muse would say to the person trying to woo your muse. 🔪 for the eulogy my muse would give for yours. 💌 for a letter my muse would write to yours. 📫 for a letter my muse would write about yours to a third party. 📨 for a text my muse would send to yours. 💬 for a text my muse would send to yours to a third party. 💀 for what my muse would say upon hearing about your muse’s death. 👪 for what my muse would say to your muse’s child about them. 👊 for what my muse would say upon hearing yours has been arrested. 💒 for the toast my muse would give at your muse’s wedding.

[julyinho]

July || Lenny || Wynter || Evangeline || Augustine || Gio || Leslie