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Chapter 1
The morning began before the sun had risen.
In the half-darkness of the hut, when the world outside still held its breath, Jordi woke with a deep, slow inhale, as if his body had spent the entire night waiting for air. His chest expanded heavily, ribs shifting beneath thick muscle and mass, and the breath lingered before easing out again. For a moment he remained still, eyes closed, listening to the soft creaks of the wooden structure around him and the distant, rhythmic pulse of the jungle beyond.
The air was warm, even at this hour.
He lay sprawled across the wide bed, naked, the woven sheets pushed aside sometime during the night. Sleep had become a physical thing for him, deep, weighty and full, and it often ended this way, his body having claimed as much space as it needed. His back pressed into the firm mattress, shoulders broad and solid, arms resting heavy at his sides. His chest rose and fell with measured strength, thick pectorals easing against gravity. Below them, his abdomen curved outward, dense and powerful, the product of years of disciplined eating and training. His thighs were wide, heavy with muscle, relaxed now but unmistakably strong even at rest.
There was no tension in the way he regarded his body, even half-asleep. It simply was. It filled the space it occupied, confidently and without apology, just as bodies like his were meant to on Eldros de Rimbara.
The blanket lay abandoned near the foot of the bed, no match for the heat that lingered in the hut. The walls, floor, and ceiling were all made of polished wood, warm in color and scent, the grain visible even in the dim light. The hut had been built to breathe, to flex with the climate rather than resist it. Wooden beams curved overhead, sturdy and reassuring, and the floor beneath the bed felt solid enough to support him without complaint. A quiet but important detail on an island where weight was not only accepted, but expected.
Jordi opened his eyes slowly.
The ceiling greeted him first, then the shadows cast by the early morning light slipping through the open slats near the roof. Somewhere outside, a bird called, low and rhythmic. Another answered. The island was waking, just as he was.
He exhaled again, deeper this time, and shifted slightly, feeling the familiar resistance of his own mass as he moved. Mornings always reminded him of his size in subtle ways. The way movement took effort, the way gravity acknowledged him more readily than it did smaller bodies. He welcomed that sensation. It grounded him.
As always, today was already mapped out in his mind.
Helping at the train station came first. The early arrivals would need guidance, and the platforms always benefited from a steady, experienced presence. After that, he was meeting Tobias. The thought brought a faint, contented focus to his expression. They had planned to spend time together before heading out to the waterfalls later in the day. Bathing there had become a shared ritual. Cool water against overheated skin, the roar of falling water vibrating through bone and muscle alike.
And then there were the meals.
Six of them, carefully spaced, carefully chosen. Jordi’s mind moved through them automatically, not with hunger yet, but with respect for the structure they provided. Eating was not an afterthought on Eldros; it was part of one’s rhythm, as important as work or rest. His body required consistency, fuel delivered in generous, intentional portions. He had already decided what the first meal would be, and the second, and the third. The others would depend on the flow of the day.
He shifted again, rolling his shoulders slightly, testing how his body felt after the previous day’s exertion. There was a deep, satisfying heaviness to him, muscles full and dense, joints stable but reminding him, firmly, that today was not meant for training.
That realization brought a flicker of resistance.
Jordi frowned slightly, staring at the ceiling as his thoughts turned inward. Rest days had never come easily to him. Even here, on an island that understood bodies like his, that honored size and strength without question, the instinct to push further remained. Training had shaped him for years, disciplined and relentless, and part of him still measured worth in effort expended.
He flexed one arm, just enough to feel the muscle respond, solid and ready despite the stillness.
He could train. He knew he could. His body was capable, accustomed to strain. The thought lingered, tempting, familiar.
But he also knew why the rest day existed in his plan.
Eldros respected growth, but it also respected balance. The strongest bodies on the island were not those that ignored their limits, but those that understood them. Jordi had learned that lesson slowly, through experience rather than instruction. Ignoring rest did not make him stronger; it made him rigid, dulled his awareness of his own needs.
Accepting rest required a different kind of discipline.
He released the tension in his arm and let his hand fall back against the mattress, the weight of it settling naturally. His breathing steadied. Today was not about pushing. It was about presence. Being where he was needed, sharing space, allowing his body to exist without demanding more from it.
Helping at the station would be physical enough. Walking the platforms, lifting where necessary, offering guidance with a calm authority that came as much from mass as from experience. Meeting Tobias would bring its own energy; time with him always did. And the waterfalls would offer relief, cooling and grounding, water flowing endlessly over stone that had learned, long ago, how to bear weight without resistance.
The day did not lack purpose.
There was no rush.
Outside, the sky was beginning to change, the darkness thinning, light gathering just beyond the horizon. Eldros de Rimbara would soon be fully awake, its people moving into roles shaped by body, choice, and desire. Jordi was part of that rhythm, neither rushing ahead nor falling behind.
Another deep breath filled his chest.
The day waited.
Chapter 2
Jordi left his bed slowly, not out of reluctance, but because his body asked for time.
He leaned forward, planting his feet firmly on the wooden floor, feeling the weight of himself settle downward before committing to the movement. Rising required some effort. The mattress dipped once more under him before releasing its hold, and he straightened with a controlled exhale. His size made the motion slightly more demanding than it would have been for someone lighter, but the effort was familiar, even reassuring. It reminded him where he stood in his body and in the world.
At one hundred and forty kilograms, Jordi knew exactly what he was.
On Eldros de Rimbara, numbers carried meaning. Weight was not hidden here, nor treated as something abstract. It was visible, tangible, and openly acknowledged. Jordi was not among the heaviest inhabitants of the isle. There were men whose bodies towered over his in width and mass, men whose chosen path led them ever further into unbelievable size and whose presence reshaped rooms around them. Jordi respected them, just as Eldros did.
But he was no longer among the smaller residents either.
His weight placed him solidly within the island’s core. Large enough to command space without effort, heavy enough to be taken seriously without explanation. His body spoke for him in subtle ways. Through the way floors responded, through the way others adjusted their pace around him, through the ease with which structures accommodated him. He belonged here without question.
He stepped away from the bed, bare feet pressing into the smooth wooden planks. The floor answered with a soft, familiar creak, not a protest, but an acknowledgment. The hut had been built for bodies like his. Its beams were thick, its foundation stable, its proportions generous without excess. Nothing here needed him to shrink or adjust.
Still naked, Jordi crossed the bedroom at an unhurried pace. His movements were measured and automatically calculated. Each step shifted his mass forward in a steady rhythm, hips and shoulders moving in quiet coordination. There was self-consciousness in the way he moved through the space. On Eldros, the body was not something to conceal in solitude. It was simply the vessel through which the day would unfold.
He passed through the doorway and into the kitchen.
The change in space was subtle rather than dramatic. The kitchen, like the rest of the hut, was constructed entirely of wood. Walls, ceiling, floor, all shared the same warm tones, darkened slightly by age and the constant presence of heat and humidity. The air moved freely here, circulating without resistance, carrying with it the layered scents of damp earth, leaves, and distant water.
A large window dominated one side of the room.
Through it, the outside pressed close. Dense greenery filled the view. Broad leaves overlapping, vines winding through unseen trunks, shadows shifting as small creatures moved within them. Light filtered through the foliage in uneven patterns, scattering across the kitchen floor and catching on the polished surfaces of the counters. The forest did not announce itself loudly; it simply existed, close enough to feel present without ever intruding.
Jordi paused near the window for a brief moment.
He stood there, shoulders relaxed, arms heavy at his sides, letting the light settle over him. The day was advancing quietly. Somewhere beyond the trees, the island was stirring. People waking, paths filling, routines beginning. From here, wrapped in wood and warmth, it felt distant and contained.
He turned toward the counter.
The routine of breakfast required little thought. His body knew the sequence as well as his mind did. He reached for the shaker, its weight solid and reassuring in his hand. Measuring the powder had become instinctive over time. He added milk, sealed the lid, and shook it with smooth, controlled motions.
His shoulders rolled slightly with each movement, muscles in his upper arms and chest tightening and releasing in steady rhythm. His back shifted under his skin as he worked, broad and dense. There was no strain in the motion. This was not effort; it was maintenance.
He set the shaker aside once the contents were mixed, foam settling slowly at the top.
Next came the pancakes.
He poured the batter into the pan, the surface already warm. The sound of it spreading was soft and familiar, followed by a gentle hiss as heat met mixture. He filled the pan carefully, cooking multiple pancakes in succession, flipping each one with practiced ease. The smell rose quickly, warm and grounding, blending with the natural scents drifting in through the window.
As he worked, his body responded naturally to each action. When he leaned forward, his weight shifted subtly through his legs. When he lifted the pan, the muscles in his arms bunched and held before easing again. His movements were deliberate but unforced, shaped by repetition rather than urgency.
Ten pancakes in total.
He stacked them neatly on a large plate, the pile substantial without being excessive. He carried the plate to the table, feeling the familiar pull of gravity as he moved. The chair accepted him without adjustment when he sat, its structure solid beneath his weight. He placed the plate down, followed by the shaker, and settled into the seat.
Eating came without rush.
He cut into the first pancake and took his time, chewing slowly, aware of texture and warmth rather than hunger. This meal was fuel, but it was also reassurance. His body would be fed. The day would proceed as planned. The structure he relied on remained intact.
He drank from the shaker between bites, the cool liquid contrasting with the warmth of the food. Each swallow settled comfortably, spreading outward rather than weighing him down. He had learned long ago how to pace himself, how to let meals support him rather than overwhelm him.
As he ate, his thoughts drifted, unhurried.
Finn came to mind, as he often did during meals.
Small. Energetic. Talkative to a degree Jordi found exhausting. Finn’s presence tended to fill rooms in an entirely different way than Jordi’s did. Through motion and sound rather than mass. He spoke quickly, jumped between topics, and rarely paused long enough for silence to settle.
Jordi found him irritating more often than not.
And yet, the arrangement worked.
Finn did the grocery runs. He navigated markets with speed and enthusiasm, returned with bags full and arms moving as much as his mouth. The refrigerator stayed stocked, shelves filled with exactly what Jordi needed, in quantities that matched his routine. Finn never forgot items, never underbought, never hesitated to haul heavier loads than his size suggested he should.
Jordi didn’t understand where the boy got the energy.
He rarely engaged Finn beyond what was necessary. A nod here. A brief instruction there. Finn talked regardless, narrating his own movements, his plans, his observations. It never seemed to bother him that Jordi offered little in return.
The pancakes disappeared steadily from the plate.
By the time Jordi reached the last one, his body felt settled. Not heavy nor strained. Simply anchored. He finished the shaker and set it aside, empty now, and leaned back slightly in the chair. His hands rested on the table, fingers relaxed.
Outside the window, the forest continued its quiet motion. Leaves shifted. Light changed. The world advanced at its own pace.
Soon, Jordi would stand again. He would dress, leave the hut, step into the larger rhythm of Eldros de Rimbara. The train station would need him. Tobias would be expecting him later. The waterfalls would offer their familiar weightless relief.
But for this moment, there was no demand.
Chapter 3
Jordi stood in the bathroom, facing his reflection.
The mirror ran nearly from floor to ceiling, set into the wooden wall with a simple frame darkened by years of humidity. Morning light filtered in from a small opening near the ceiling, enough to illuminate the space without harshness. The bathroom, like the rest of the hut, was built entirely of wood. The floor was smooth beneath his feet, the walls warm in tone, the air already heavy with heat.
His naked body filled the mirror easily.
He regarded himself without hurry, eyes moving over familiar contours. Broad shoulders sloped outward, thick with muscle. His chest sat heavy and full, rising and falling steadily as he breathed. Below it, his abdomen curved outward, dense and substantial, neither tense nor slack, simply present. His thighs were wide and powerful, carrying the weight of him without complaint, calves thick and steady beneath them.
On Eldros de Rimbara, a body like his was not exceptional, but it was still worthy of attention.
He adjusted his stance slightly, shifting his feet apart, grounding himself more firmly. The mirror reflected the change immediately. He turned his torso a fraction to the side, studying the way mass and muscle arranged themselves differently at the angle. The lines of his shoulders changed. His chest projected more prominently. He held the position for a moment, then relaxed again.
He raised his arms once, slowly, elbows bending outward.
The movement brought definition to his upper body, muscles responding automatically. His shoulders tightened, biceps rounding beneath the skin, chest lifting slightly as he held the pose. He did not strain. He did not force it. This was not performance, only awareness. A quiet check-in with the body he inhabited.
He lowered his arms and shifted again, planting his feet wider, squaring his shoulders to the mirror. His posture straightened naturally, spine aligning itself with practiced ease. The pose made him look heavier, his presence concentrated rather than spread.
He nodded once, almost imperceptibly.
There was no judgment in his expression. No comparison. His body was exactly where it was meant to be at this moment. Large, capable, familiar.
Turning slightly toward the sink, he reached for the water. He splashed his face slowly, the coolness cutting briefly through the warmth that clung to his skin. The action required more movement than it once had. He had to lean forward carefully, adjusting his stance so his weight remained balanced. His shoulders brushed close to the counter as he cupped water in his hands and brought it up again.
He worked methodically, mindful of where his body was in space, aware of how close his chest came to the edge of the sink. He did not rush it. When he lifted his arms to wash under them, the reach was slightly awkward, elbows angling outward, shoulders rolling forward to make room. The motion was constrained not by discomfort, but by size. There was simply more of him to navigate.
He accepted that without irritation.
Here, effort was not seen as failure. It was seen as evidence.
He dried his face and reached for his toothbrush. Brushing his teeth was another small exercise in spatial awareness. He leaned back a little this time, giving himself room, elbows lifted outward to give his biceps and chest space. Foam gathered, he rinsed, repeated, and finished with the same unhurried rhythm that had carried him through the morning so far.
When he was done, he straightened again and looked briefly at his reflection once more.
Nothing had changed. And that, in itself, was reassuring.
He left the bathroom and walked back into the bedroom, the wooden floor responding softly beneath him. The space felt calmer now, more settled. The light had shifted while he was gone, creeping further across the floor, touching the edge of the bed.
He approached it and began to make it up.
The mattress dipped slightly as he leaned over it, his weight transferring forward. He gathered the sheets with both hands, lifting and shaking them into place. The motion required coordination. The fabric was light, but his reach was wide, and he had to adjust his grip once or twice to align everything properly. He smoothed the surface with broad strokes of his palms, working around the space his body occupied rather than trying to move himself out of the way.
Once the bed was made, he straightened with a small exhale.
The wardrobe stood against the far wall, doors slightly warped from years of heat. He opened them and reached inside. Clean clothes waited there, folded and familiar. He pulled out what he had already chosen for the day: dark jogging pants, a white tank top, and an undergarment.
He set them on the bed and stood for a moment, considering the sequence.
He picked up the underwear first.
Pulling it on was always the most awkward part. He stepped into it carefully, guiding one leg through, then the other. The fabric stretched as it moved up over his thighs, resistance meeting motion. He had to pause briefly, bending slightly, adjusting his grip to pull it higher. His thighs were thick, close together, and required patience to accommodate.
He worked the fabric upward inch by inch until it settled where it needed to be.
There was no embarrassment in the process. Only concentration.
Next came the jogging pants.
They went on more easily, though still with effort. He threaded his legs through, pulled them up, shifted his hips to help the waistband slide into place. The dark fabric settled comfortably once it was on, designed with bodies like his in mind. He adjusted them once, smoothing the material over his thighs.
Then he picked up the tank top.
The white fabric looked deceptively simple in his hands. He lifted it and pulled it over his head, arms threading through with careful precision. The garment resisted immediately. The opening caught briefly at his shoulders, fabric stretching as he worked it downward. He paused, adjusted his stance, and tried again, tugging it lower.
The tank top clung as it moved.
He had to raise his arms slightly, then lower them, shoulders rolling forward and back to guide the fabric into place. The material stretched across his chest, sliding slowly over the curve of his abdomen. For a moment, it seemed as though it might not settle properly at all.
He persisted.
After several careful adjustments, the tank top finally sat where it was meant to. It hugged his torso closely, fabric pulled taut across muscle and mass alike. He smoothed it down with both hands, feeling the snug fit settle.
He stood there for a moment, breathing evenly.
The process had taken time. More time than it once had. More effort than he sometimes expected.
As he looked at himself again, now dressed, a thought crossed his mind.
Maybe he should ask Finn more often.
Not just for groceries.
The idea lingered quietly. Finn was energetic, efficient, always moving. Helping with dressing would not embarrass Jordi. On Eldros, assistance was not a sign of weakness. It was simply another way bodies worked together.
He did not decide anything yet.
For now, he adjusted the hem of the tank top once more, rolled his shoulders to settle the fabric, and stood ready. The day waited beyond the hut, steady and predictable.
And Jordi was ready to meet it.
Chapter 4
Jordi sat quietly in the tram as it moved along the coastline.
The ride would take roughly twenty minutes, long enough for the rhythm of motion to settle into his body, long enough for the landscape to unfold without urgency. The tram glided smoothly over its tracks, its movement steady and unhurried, matching the pace of the island itself. Outside, the beach stretched wide and pale, curving gently along the edge of Eldros de Rimbara like an unbroken line drawn between land and sea.
Jordi sat upright in one of the spacious seats, his back supported easily, his legs set apart to accommodate his size. On his lap rested a black sports bag, heavy and familiar. Inside it, carefully packed in sturdy tupperware containers, was his second meal of the day. He rested one hand lightly on the bag, not protectively, just aware of its presence. The weight was comforting, a reminder of structure and continuity.
The tram windows were wide, unobstructed.
Jordi stared out at the sea, his gaze unfocused but attentive, following the slow rise and fall of the waves. The water stretched endlessly, shifting shades of blue and green under the strengthening morning light. Sunlight caught on the surface, breaking into fragments that danced and disappeared as quickly as they formed. The sound of the tram blended with the distant rush of the surf, neither overpowering the other.
His thoughts drifted.
The trams on Eldros were unlike those he remembered from elsewhere. There was no division into multiple cars, no narrow aisles or cramped corners. Each tram consisted of a single, wide coupé with ten generously sized seats, spaced far enough apart to allow bodies of all proportions to sit comfortably. The design reflected the values of the island. Space was not something to be rationed here; it was something to be shared thoughtfully.
Cars did not exist on Eldros.
There was no need for them. The public transport system ran day and night, its routes threading the island together with quiet reliability. Trams followed the coast, cut inland through jungle paths, connected residential areas to markets, stations, and gathering places. People trusted it. They planned their lives around it. The absence of private vehicles gave the island a different cadence, one that favored patience over speed.
Jordi appreciated that.
He adjusted slightly in his seat, shifting his weight until he found a position that felt balanced. The sports bag moved with him, settling again on his lap. Across from him, the tram was empty. There were no other passengers at this hour, and the space felt expansive rather than lonely. The air moved freely through open vents, carrying the scent of salt water and warm sand.
As the tram followed the curve of the beach, Jordi’s gaze remained fixed on the horizon.
His mind wandered without direction, thoughts rising and falling like the waves outside. There was no tension in him now. The morning routine had done its work. His body felt awake, fed and grounded. The day lay ahead with its familiar shape: the station, the steady work, the meeting with Tobias later on.
He was aware of his own presence in the seat.
The way the fabric of the chair responded to his weight. The way his thighs pressed outward slightly, filling the space allotted to him without spilling beyond it. Everything fit. The tram had been built for bodies like his, just as the hut had, just as the station would be. On Eldros, infrastructure did not merely tolerate size; it anticipated it.
He lowered his gaze briefly to the bag on his lap.
Inside, the containers were stacked carefully, lids sealed, portions measured according to a plan he trusted. The knowledge that his next meal was already prepared allowed his thoughts to remain unhurried. There was no need to calculate or adjust. The rhythm held.
His eyes returned to the sea.
The beach continued uninterrupted, a wide band of pale sand bordered by low vegetation. Beyond it, the water deepened in color as it stretched toward the horizon. The island’s edge felt open here, expansive rather than confined. Jordi watched a wave crest and break, white foam spreading before retreating again.
He breathed in slowly.
The tram hummed beneath him, its motion constant. He felt it through the seat, through his legs, through the steady contact of his feet with the floor. Movement without effort. Progress without strain.
Without fully realizing it, Jordi lifted his arm.
The white tank top left his upper arm exposed, the fabric ending high enough to reveal the full curve of his biceps. He bent his elbow slightly, watching as the muscle tightened beneath the skin. The change was immediate. The shape became more pronounced, mass concentrating as strength gathered in a familiar pattern.
He held it for a moment.
The size of his arm was not something he questioned anymore. It was the result of years of consistent work, disciplined training, and deliberate eating. He did not flex to compare himself to anyone else. There was no audience, no competition in the empty tram.
He flexed because he could.
He studied the curve of the muscle, the way it swelled when engaged, the way it relaxed again when he released the tension. Pride settled in him quietly, without urgency or excess. What he felt was not triumph, but recognition.
This was what he had built.
Not all of it was visible in that single flex, but enough of it was there to remind him of the path he had chosen. The early mornings. The planned rest days. The meals spaced carefully through each day. The acceptance of effort, of adaptation, of change.
He lowered his arm again, letting it rest naturally at his side.
Outside, the beach gave way briefly to rocky outcrops before returning to sand. The tram continued its course, unwavering. Jordi leaned back slightly in his seat, shoulders settling, spine aligned comfortably. His reflection flickered faintly in the glass of the window, overlaid with the moving image of the sea.
He did not think of what he still lacked.
He thought of what already existed.
The island around him supported that way of thinking. Eldros de Rimbara did not push its inhabitants toward a single ideal. It offered paths and honored commitment to whichever one was chosen. Jordi’s path was clear to him, not because it was finished, but because it felt consistent.
The tram slowed slightly as it approached a bend, the sound of the tracks changing subtly. Jordi’s hand returned to rest on the sports bag, fingers curling briefly around the strap. The station lay ahead, waiting, just as it always did.
For now, he remained seated, watching the sea one last time as it stretched alongside him, endless and steady.
The journey continued.
Chapter 5
The train station of Eldros de Rimbara lay beneath the elevated boulevard, hidden from the bright openness of the beachfront above.
From the outside, nothing suggested its size. The boulevard stretched wide and calm, separated from the beach by the main street where the tram had stopped. People moved along it at an easy pace, some lingering at the railing to look out over the sea, others continuing on without hurry. Beneath all of that, built into the island itself, the station waited, cooler and much quieter. Designed to receive weight and movement without complaint.
Jordi stepped off the tram as it came to a smooth halt along the main street.
The doors opened wide, level with the pavement, and he rose from his seat without rush. The black sports bag came with him easily, the strap settling tight over his shoulder as naturally as it always did. He paused briefly on the street, letting the tram depart before turning toward the entrance that led down.
The lift was clearly marked.
There were stairs as well, wide and solid, but Jordi did not even consider them. His legs were no longer made for that kind of repetition. Not for climbing down, and certainly not for climbing back up later. On Eldros, that choice required no explanation. The lift existed for bodies like his, and he used it without a second thought.
He stepped inside.
The interior was spacious, the floor reinforced, the walls smooth and cool to the touch. The doors closed with a soft sound, and the lift began its descent. Jordi stood comfortably, feet planted apart, his weight evenly distributed. He felt the motion through his body as the platform lowered, a steady, controlled movement that mirrored the tram’s calm precision.
When the doors opened again, the air was different.
Cooler. Still. The station spread out before him, wide and open, with high ceilings supported by thick columns. Light filtered down through long openings near the edges, softened by the structure of the boulevard above. The space felt anchored.
Jordi stepped out and looked ahead.
The train had not yet arrived.
The platform was empty, the tracks quiet. Digital signage glowed softly along the walls, displaying the schedule in clean, simple lettering. The next arrival was listed clearly: 09:00. Jordi glanced at the time displayed nearby.
08:30.
He had time.
There was no urgency in the station at this hour. No rushing footsteps, no raised voices. The once-a-day arrival of the train shaped the rhythm here, giving both residents and visitors room to arrive, to wait, to settle themselves. The return departure at 23:00 ensured that day visitors could explore the island without rush before leaving again. The schedule was generous by design.
Jordi appreciated that, too.
He moved toward one of the benches near the platform edge and sat down. The seat accepted his weight easily, sturdy and broad, leaving him room to adjust until he was comfortable. He set the sports bag back onto his lap and unzipped it partway.
From inside, he took out a protein bar and a banana.
Both were familiar. Reliable. He removed the wrapper from the bar with practiced motions and took a bite, chewing slowly. The flavor was plain but satisfying, the texture dense. He followed it with a bite of the banana, the softness contrasting with the bar. He ate without distraction, aware of his body, aware of the time, but not constrained by either.
The station remained quiet around him.
He leaned back slightly as he ate, shoulders relaxed, legs steady beneath him. The cool air brushed his skin, a pleasant change from the warmth outside. He finished the protein bar first, folded the wrapper neatly, and placed it back into the bag before returning his attention to the banana.
That was when he heard his name.
“Jordi.”
The voice carried easily across the open space, warm and familiar.
He looked up.
Tobias stood a short distance away, having just entered the station from the same lift Jordi had used moments earlier. He was hard to miss. Tall at 1.82 meters, with a large, powerful build that still moved easily, Tobias carried himself with an energy that contrasted gently with Jordi’s heavier presence.
His black hair was short and messy, as if he had run his hand through it more than once already that morning. His brown eyes were bright, alert, scanning the platform until they landed on Jordi. A grin spread across his face immediately.
He wore a sports shirt that clung tightly to his upper body, stretched slightly across his chest and shoulders, and jogging pants that allowed him full movement. Sports shoes completed the look, practical and well-worn. His size was evident, 125 kilograms of muscle and mass, but his body remained fully functional, responsive and ready.
Tobias walked over without hesitation.
“Thought I recognized that bag,” he said, stopping in front of Jordi. His tone was light, amused. “You’re early.”
Jordi finished the last bite of his banana before responding. He wiped his hand briefly on his pants and nodded once.
“On time,” he corrected calmly. “The train isn’t.”
Tobias laughed softly and shifted his weight, hands resting briefly on his hips before dropping to his sides. He looked around the station, then back at Jordi.
“Still empty,” he observed. “Gives us a moment.”
Jordi gestured subtly to the space beside him.
Tobias sat down, the bench creaking faintly before settling. He adjusted once, stretching his legs out slightly, posture relaxed. The two of them sat there together, bodies filling the space comfortably, without crowding each other.
Jordi zipped his bag close and rested his hand on it again.
“You eat already?” Tobias asked, nodding toward the bag.
“One meal,” Jordi replied. “Just finishing my snack.”
Tobias nodded approvingly. “Good.”
There was no teasing in it. No commentary. Just acknowledgment.
They sat in companionable silence for a moment, the quiet of the station wrapping around them. The tracks remained empty, the time unchanged. Above them, unseen, the boulevard carried on with its gentle flow of movement.
Jordi felt settled.
He had arrived. The train would come when it came. Tobias was here. Everything was exactly where it was supposed to be.
And for now, that felt good.
Chapter 6
Jordi and Tobias sat side by side on the bench as the quiet of the station stretched on, unbroken for a while longer.
Tobias was the first to speak again. He rolled his shoulders once, then again, as if testing how they felt. “Leg day yesterday,” he said, exhaling through his nose. “I forgot how much I hate walking the day after.”
Jordi nodded slowly. “Quads or posterior?”
“Both,” Tobias replied without hesitation. “Heavy squats, then presses. I felt great during it. This morning?” He shook his head lightly. “Not so much.”
Jordi understood immediately. He shifted his own legs slightly, planting his feet more firmly on the floor. “Chest and shoulders for me,” he said. “Two days ago. The soreness only really set in last night.”
“That deep kind?” Tobias asked, glancing at him.
“The kind that doesn’t hurt until you move,” Jordi answered. “Then it reminds you it’s there.”
Tobias smiled. “That’s the worst. Or the best. Depends how you look at it.”
Jordi considered that for a moment. “It means it worked,” he said finally.
“Exactly.”
They shared a brief, quiet satisfaction in that. There was no need to elaborate further. Both of them knew what it meant to plan sessions carefully, to balance effort with recovery, to accept soreness as part of the rhythm rather than a problem to be solved.
Jordi leaned back slightly, his hands resting on his thighs. “I had to remind myself this morning that today was a rest day,” he admitted. “Didn’t like it.”
Tobias laughed softly. “You never do.”
“I know,” Jordi said calmly. “That’s why I plan them.”
The station remained still around them, but the air had begun to change. A subtle anticipation settled in, not urgent, just present. Somewhere deep beneath the platform, a distant vibration began to build, so faint it was almost imagined.
Tobias noticed it too. He tilted his head slightly. “That’ll be it.”
Jordi followed his gaze toward the tunnel. The digital sign read 09:00, the numbers steady. Right on schedule.
The sound grew clearer, resolving into the low, controlled rumble of the train approaching. Air shifted through the station, a gentle pressure change that moved across skin and fabric alike. Jordi straightened a little, his posture adjusting instinctively.
The train emerged slowly, metal gleaming softly under the station lights. It did not rush in. It arrived the way everything on Eldros arrived: deliberately. The brakes engaged with a muted sound, the cars aligning precisely with the platform.
The doors opened.
People began to step out.
Some moved confidently, backpacks slung over shoulders, eyes already scanning the space with interest. Others hesitated, pausing just beyond the threshold of the train, taking in the scale of the station, the air, the unfamiliar quiet. Their clothing marked them as visitors. Lighter fabrics, practical shoes, expressions caught somewhere between curiosity and uncertainty.
Jordi rose to his feet.
The movement was unhurried but unmistakable. When he stood fully upright, his size asserted itself naturally, not aggressively, simply by existing. Tobias stood beside him a moment later, equally solid, though built differently, his mass carried with more visible ease.
Other hosts joined them along the platform, positioning themselves clearly but without blocking the flow. They wore simple identifying markers, nothing flashy, just enough to signal purpose.
Jordi stepped forward slightly and raised one hand in greeting.
“Welcome to Eldros de Rimbara,” he said, his voice calm and steady, carrying easily across the open space.
Tobias echoed the greeting beside him, his tone warm and open. “You can follow us up toward the boulevard. We’ll help you get oriented.”
The newcomers moved closer, forming loose groups. Some nodded, some smiled uncertainly, some said nothing at all. The hosts guided them gently, indicating directions, answering brief questions, pointing out where lifts and paths were located.
As the flow continued, Jordi became aware of the looks.
Many of the newcomers stared.
Their eyes moved to him almost involuntarily, lingering longer than politeness would usually allow. Some widened their eyes slightly. Others stiffened, their posture betraying surprise they had not expected to feel. A few whispered to each other, hands half-raised as if unsure whether to gesture.
Jordi noticed all of it.
He did not react.
On Eldros, size did not require defense. Shock, when it appeared, was not treated as an insult. It was simply the first response of people whose expectations had not yet caught up with reality.
He remained where he was, visible, steady.
A couple walked past him, their expressions carefully neutral but their attention unmistakably drawn. A group of three younger visitors slowed briefly, one of them glancing up at Jordi and then quickly away again, as if unsure whether looking too long would be rude.
Jordi met none of those reactions with discomfort. He continued to greet, to guide, to indicate the way forward with simple gestures.
Then, among the stream of arrivals, one figure behaved differently.
He was slim, noticeably so, his frame narrow compared to almost everyone else on the platform. He wore a light shirt that hung loosely on him, backpack straps tight over his shoulders. His eyes were bright, alert, and fixed squarely on Jordi.
He did not look away.
Instead, as the group he was with slowed, he stepped slightly out of line and approached Jordi directly. His expression was not shocked. It was energized.
“Excuse me,” he said, voice quick but respectful. “Is it really possible here?”
Jordi turned his full attention to him.
“Possible to what?” he asked calmly.
The young man gestured vaguely at Jordi’s body, not rudely, just broadly. “To become like that. To get… big. Strong. Heavy.”
There was no mockery in his tone. Only eagerness.
Jordi considered him for a brief moment. Took in the narrow shoulders, the light build, the intensity of his interest. Then he nodded once.
“Yes,” he said simply. “If that’s the path you choose.”
The young man’s face lit up immediately. “Really?”
“Yes,” Jordi repeated. “It takes time. Structure. Commitment. But the island supports it.”
Tobias stepped closer, adding, “There are different paths here. Training, food, rest. You’ll learn what works for you.”
The young man nodded rapidly, absorbing every word. “That’s… that’s exactly what I hoped.”
Jordi gestured gently toward the lift. “The hosts will show you where to go first,” he said. “You’ll get all the information you need.”
“Thank you,” the young man said, sincerity clear in his voice. He glanced at Jordi one more time, not with shock now, but with something closer to admiration, before rejoining the group.
Jordi stepped back beside Tobias.
“Every time,” Tobias murmured, watching the departing group.
Jordi nodded. “Every time.”
But there was no weariness in it. Only acceptance.
The station settled once more into its steady calm. The day had properly begun.
Chapter 7
About an hour later, the train stood completely empty.
The last of the newcomers had been guided away, their figures disappearing into the lifts and corridors that led upward toward the boulevard. The echoes of voices, footsteps, and first impressions slowly dissolved, leaving the station in its familiar, grounded stillness. The air felt cooler now, calmer, as though the space itself had settled back into its natural state after fulfilling its role for the morning.
Jordi noticed the change immediately.
When the final host returned from escorting the last group, Jordi allowed himself to step back from his position near the platform edge. His shoulders lowered slightly, tension releasing in a way that came only after responsibility had been carried and set down again. He walked toward one of the benches, his movements heavy but controlled, each step deliberate.
He sat down with a solid, practiced motion.
The bench responded with a low creak before holding firm beneath his weight. Jordi adjusted his position, spreading his legs slightly, letting his mass settle evenly. He rested his hands briefly on his thighs, breathing slow and steady, then reached for his sports bag.
From inside, he removed three tupperware containers.
He placed them one by one beside him on the bench, lining them up neatly. The first held thick slices of bread, already topped and wrapped to stay fresh. The second contained a selection of snacks. Simple, practical, chosen to keep his energy stable rather than spike it. The third held fruit, cool to the touch, cut and ready.
Cold food. Exactly as planned.
Jordi opened the first container and began to eat. He took solid bites, chewing slowly, letting the rhythm of eating anchor him. His body responded immediately, a familiar sense of steadiness spreading through him. This was his third intake of the day, scheduled and expected, part of the structure he relied on without question.
Around him, the station remained quiet.
The train stood motionless on the track, doors closed, its presence no longer commanding attention. Light filtered down from above through long openings beneath the boulevard, casting soft, diffuse shadows across the platform floor. The space felt wide and unhurried, designed to hold weight and time with equal patience.
After a few minutes, Tobias approached.
He dropped down onto the bench beside Jordi with an easy familiarity, his movement lighter but still solid. He set his own bag at his feet and pulled out a protein shaker and a meal bar. Twisting the cap off the shaker, he took a long drink, swallowing deeply before exhaling through his nose.
“That always hits right,” Tobias said, satisfied.
Jordi nodded slightly, continuing to eat.
Tobias tore open the wrapper of the meal bar and leaned back as he took his first bite. He chewed for a moment, then laughed softly. “You know,” he said, “there was nothing special again.”
Jordi glanced at him briefly, then returned his focus to his food. “You say that every time.”
“And every time I’m right,” Tobias replied, grinning. “Not a single one worth sticking around for.”
Jordi didn’t answer immediately.
As he ate, his thoughts drifted back to earlier. To the narrow young man who had stepped forward without hesitation. The brightness in his eyes. The eagerness in his voice when he asked if it was truly possible to become big and strong on Eldros de Rimbara.
Jordi had seen that look before.
It wasn’t common, but it wasn’t rare either. It was the look of someone standing at the edge of a possibility they hadn’t dared to believe in until that moment. The young man’s frame had been slim, but not fragile. His posture had been alert, engaged. He hadn’t looked intimidated by Jordi’s size. Only inspired.
Potential.
Jordi could already imagine how a body like that might change over time, given structure, food, rest, and commitment. He could picture muscle settling onto that frame, weight increasing gradually, confidence growing alongside mass.
And, he admitted quietly to himself, the boy had a pleasant face. Open. Expressive. Easy to look at.
“There was one,” Jordi said eventually.
Tobias paused mid-bite and turned toward him. “Oh?”
“The slim one,” Jordi continued calmly. “The one who asked if it was really possible.”
Tobias smiled immediately. “Ah. Him.”
“There’s potential there,” Jordi said. “If he commits.”
Tobias chuckled. “You always spot that kind of thing.”
“It’s part of being here,” Jordi replied. “Seeing what could be.”
They ate together in comfortable silence after that. Tobias alternated between his shake and his meal bar, while Jordi worked methodically through his containers, moving from bread to fruit and then to the remaining snacks. Each bite settled him further, reinforcing the calm, grounded state he preferred.
Halfway through his shake, Tobias suddenly straightened slightly, as if a thought had just surfaced. “Oh,” he said. “There’s a party this Saturday.”
Jordi didn’t look up. “No,” he said evenly.
Tobias blinked, then laughed. “I haven’t even asked yet.”
“You were about to,” Jordi replied.
“That obvious?”
“Yes.”
Tobias leaned back against the bench, stretching his legs out in front of him. “You never even consider it.”
“I don’t need to,” Jordi said after swallowing another bite. “I train early Sunday morning.”
“That again,” Tobias said, amused.
“That always,” Jordi replied calmly.
Tobias shook his head, smiling. “You could train later. Just once.”
Jordi paused, then answered evenly. “I wouldn’t enjoy the party. And I wouldn’t enjoy missing the session. That’s not a good exchange.”
Tobias considered that, nodding slowly. “Fair.”
He took another drink from his shaker, then shrugged. “I’m still deciding. I’ll probably go.”
Jordi glanced at him briefly. “And train later on Sunday.”
“Exactly,” Tobias said with a grin. “Flexible.”
“Different paths,” Jordi said quietly.
Tobias smiled at that. “Different paths.”
They finished their meals without further discussion. Jordi closed each container carefully and placed them back into his bag. When he zipped it shut, he felt settled again; fed, balanced, and steady.
Chapter 8
After Jordi had emptied all three tupperware containers and carefully stored them back in his sports bag, he rose from the bench with a controlled, practiced motion. The familiar weight of the bag settled against his shoulder as he adjusted the strap. His body felt steady and fueled, the kind of grounded calm that came only when planning and execution aligned perfectly.
Tobias stood as well, giving his shaker a final shake before screwing the lid back on. He slipped it into his own bag and stretched once, rolling his shoulders.
“I’ll head home first,” Tobias said. “Need to grab something.”
Jordi nodded. “I’ll go ahead.”
They exchanged a brief, casual goodbye, the kind that didn’t need emphasis. They had already made their next plan.
“Boulevard,” Tobias said. “Our usual terrace. If it’s full…”
“The one next to it,” Jordi finished.
Tobias smiled. “Exactly.”
They turned toward the lift together, their footsteps echoing softly across the platform. The station felt even quieter now, almost empty, its purpose for the morning complete. The lift doors opened smoothly and they stepped inside.
The lift rose steadily, carrying them upward from the cool stillness of the station toward the open air above. Jordi stood comfortably, one hand resting lightly against the wall, his posture relaxed. Tobias leaned back slightly, watching the indicator lights pass without much interest.
When the doors opened again, the boulevard greeted them with warmth and movement.
Light flooded in immediately, bright but not harsh. The tropical air was thick with distant scents. Salt from the ocean, greenery warmed by the sun, food drifting from cafés just beginning to fill. The boulevard stretched wide in both directions, built to accommodate bodies of all sizes, its paths broad and gently sloped.
They stepped out together, then paused.
Tobias gestured casually down one of the side paths. “I’ll be back in a bit.”
Jordi nodded. “Take your time.”
Tobias turned and headed off toward his apartment complex, his pace easy. The building he walked toward rose organically from the boulevard, its curved lines and layered balconies echoing the natural forms of the island itself. It didn’t dominate the space; it belonged to it.
Jordi watched him go for a moment, then turned the other way.
The terrace was calling.
He shifted the bag on his shoulder and began walking along the boulevard, his steps slow but steady. The surface beneath his feet was smooth, resilient, designed to absorb impact and support weight without strain. Each step felt solid, reassuring.
People noticed him immediately.
As Jordi moved forward, those ahead of him adjusted their paths instinctively. Some stepped slightly aside, others paused briefly to let him pass. There was no fear in it, no tension, just awareness and respect. On Eldros de Rimbara, large bodies shaped the flow of space naturally.
Jordi walked straight through the center of it all.
He felt the subtle changes around him without needing to look directly. Conversations paused and resumed. Glances followed him, then drifted away again. Some people smiled as he passed; others simply acknowledged his presence with a nod.
He enjoyed the feeling.
Not as a performance, not as something earned in the moment, but as a quiet affirmation of belonging. His size wasn’t something he carried defensively. It was something he inhabited fully.
As he passed storefronts and restaurants, reflections appeared in the glass.
Jordi caught sight of himself in one window, then another. He slowed just slightly, letting his gaze linger as he walked. The reflection showed a massive frame moving with calm control. Broad shoulders stuck out of the tight fabric of his white tank top, the material stretched smoothly across his chest. His torso was thick, powerful, heavy in a way that spoke of deliberate choices and long-term commitment.
He liked what he saw.
The reflection shifted as he moved, offering different angles. His posture was upright, confident without stiffness. His stride was wide but steady, each step placed with intention. The bag on his shoulder looked almost small against his frame.
He met his own eyes briefly in the glass.
Blue. Focused. Calm.
He thought, not for the first time that day, that he looked damn good.
The boulevard opened up slightly ahead, revealing a cluster of terraces overlooking the water. Tables were arranged in generous spacing, shaded by light canopies that moved gently in the breeze. The sound of waves reached him faintly, rhythmic and unhurried.
The familiar terrace came into view.
Jordi scanned it as he approached. A few tables were already occupied, people sitting back comfortably, drinks in hand. He spotted an open spot near the edge, one of his favorites. Plenty of space. Good view.
Perfect.
He adjusted his path toward it, already imagining the cold weight of a milkshake in his hand. The thought brought a small, satisfied smile to his face. It wasn’t part of his strict meal planning, but it fit. He had accounted for it. Indulgence, here, was not the opposite of discipline. It was part of it.
As he walked the last stretch, another reflection caught his eye in the polished surface of a nearby restaurant façade. This one showed him from the side, emphasizing the depth of his build, the way mass settled naturally on his frame. He turned his head slightly as he passed, confirming what he already knew.
Yes. Definitely good.
He stepped onto the terrace area, the surface changing subtly beneath his feet. The tables were sturdy, the chairs wide and reinforced, designed without fuss or spectacle. A server glanced up, recognition flickering across their face, and gestured casually toward the open table.
Jordi nodded in acknowledgment and moved toward it, the chair sliding back smoothly as he reached it. He didn’t sit yet. There was no rush.
He set his bag down carefully beside the table and straightened, letting his shoulders roll back once. The breeze moved across his skin, warm and pleasant. Around him, the boulevard continued its slow, living rhythm.
Soon, Tobias would join him.
For now, Jordi stood there for a moment longer, fully present in his body, in the space, in the ease of the day unfolding exactly as planned.
Chapter 9
A large part of the day passed on the terrace, almost without them noticing.
Time behaved differently there. It did not press forward or demand attention, but unfolded slowly, shaped by long conversations, pauses, and the steady presence of food and drink. Jordi and Tobias remained seated for hours, their chairs angled comfortably toward the water, bodies fully supported by the wide, reinforced frames. The terrace had been built for people like them; space between tables, solid materials, no need for anyone to adjust themselves to fit.
They talked, sometimes at length, sometimes barely at all. Topics drifted from training routines to island logistics, from small observations about people passing by to comfortable stretches of silence where neither felt the need to fill the air. Servers came and went, recognizing them easily, exchanging a few familiar words before setting down drinks or clearing plates.
The sun climbed, then began its gradual descent.
Shadows shifted across the stone floor of the terrace, stretching longer as the hours passed. The light softened from bright tropical clarity into something warmer, richer. A breeze rolled in from the water now and then, just enough to cool skin without cutting through the heat entirely.
Eventually, Jordi finished his fourth meal of the day.
The plate in front of him was empty, scraped clean with deliberate thoroughness. He leaned back slightly in his chair, one broad forearm resting on the table, the other settling against his thigh. He exhaled slowly, not out of fatigue, but satisfaction. The weight in his stomach was familiar and welcome, a deep, steady fullness that grounded him further into his body.
He felt solid. Fueled. Exactly where he needed to be.
Tobias noticed immediately. “That’s four, right?”
Jordi nodded. “Yes.”
“Right on schedule,” Tobias said, shaking his head with a grin. “You really don’t miss a beat.”
“I don’t need to,” Jordi replied calmly. “The plan does the work.”
Tobias laughed softly and took the last sip from his drink before setting the glass down. “I don’t know if I could live like that.”
“You do,” Jordi said. “Just differently.”
That earned him another quiet laugh.
They stayed seated a while longer, neither in a hurry to leave. The terrace continued to fill and empty in slow cycles. People arrived for late drinks, others stood up and left, conversations rising and fading like the tide beyond the railing.
By the time they finally decided to move on, the sun had already dropped significantly.
The sky had shifted toward deeper tones, the light no longer overhead but angled low, casting long shadows across the boulevard. The air cooled enough to be noticeable, brushing gently against skin that had grown accustomed to the warmth of the day.
Jordi pushed his chair back and stood, rising with the same controlled steadiness he always carried. Tobias followed a moment later, stretching his arms above his head before rolling his shoulders loose.
“Ready?” Tobias asked.
Jordi nodded. “Yeah. Tram.”
They gathered their things and stepped away from the terrace, merging smoothly into the flow of the boulevard.
The boulevard felt different now.
Still active, but calmer. People walked more slowly, some in pairs, some alone, voices lower, movements less hurried. Lights along storefronts and beneath awnings had begun to glow, reflecting softly in glass and polished stone. The ocean, barely visible from here, carried its steady rhythm into the evening air.
They walked side by side, their steps naturally aligned despite the difference in their builds. Tobias moved lightly, with an easy bounce still present even after a long day. Jordi’s stride was heavier, broader, but just as controlled, each step placed with intention.
They were about halfway to the tram stop when Jordi heard a voice.
“Eh… hello?”
The voice was tentative, but clear.
He slowed immediately and turned.
The slim young man from the train station stood a short distance away, clearly having debated whether to approach. Up close, the contrast between them was unmistakable. The young man’s frame was narrow, shoulders lightly built, his clothes hanging loosely where Jordi’s clung tight to sheer mass. Yet his posture was upright, alert, eyes bright with curiosity rather than uncertainty.
“Yes,” Jordi said calmly.
Relief crossed the young man’s face as he stepped closer, stopping at a respectful distance. “I was hoping it was you,” he said. “Sorry to interrupt.”
Jordi shook his head slightly. “It’s fine.”
The young man glanced briefly at Tobias, then back at Jordi. “I wanted to ask you something. Earlier. At the station.”
“I remember,” Jordi said.
Encouraged, the young man continued. “I’ve never seen anyone built like you before. Not in real life. And I just…” He hesitated for a moment, then pushed through it. “I want to know how you got that big. How you built all of this.”
There was no awe-struck staring now, no shock. Just focused interest.
Jordi listened, then briefly glanced down the boulevard toward the tram stop. The light was dropping quickly. Time mattered.
“I don’t have much time to talk right now,” Jordi said honestly. “But tomorrow, I do.”
The young man’s expression shifted immediately. His shoulders dropped just a fraction, disappointment flashing across his face before he could hide it. “Oh,” he said. “I’m actually leaving tonight.”
Jordi studied him for a moment longer.
“Will you come back?” he asked.
The question seemed to surprise the young man. His eyes widened slightly, then softened as a smile spread across his face. “Yeah,” he said without hesitation. “Absolutely. I love it here. Everything about this place just… makes sense.”
Jordi nodded once. “If you come back,” he said, “I’ll try to make time. We can talk properly then.”
The young man’s smile widened, genuine and bright. “I’d really like that.”
They stood there for a brief moment, the space between them easy and uncharged. Then the young man extended his hand. Jordi took it carefully, their grip brief but firm.
“Thank you,” the young man said. “Really.”
“You’re welcome,” Jordi replied.
The young man stepped back, blending again into the flow of the boulevard. He glanced over his shoulder once more, still smiling, before continuing on his way.
Jordi turned back toward Tobias.
Tobias stood a few steps ahead, arms crossed loosely, shifting his weight with visible impatience. When he caught Jordi’s eye, he raised an eyebrow. “Done?”
Jordi nodded. “Yeah.”
“Good,” Tobias said dryly. “I thought you were about to start mentoring people on the street.”
“Not today,” Jordi replied, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
They resumed walking side by side toward the tram stop, the evening settling around them with quiet confidence. The boulevard stretched ahead, lit and steady, carrying them forward as it always did.
Chapter 10
Dusk had settled in by the time Jordi and Tobias reached the baths.
The light had softened into a deep, muted glow, the sky no longer bright but not yet dark, suspended in that quiet in-between that made the air feel heavier and calmer at the same time. Warmth still lingered, held close by the dense tropical vegetation that surrounded the mountain slopes. The path beneath their feet curved gently upward, leading them away from the boulevard and toward the natural terraces of water carved into the rock.
The baths lay not far from the neighborhood where Jordi’s hut stood.
They were built into the side of a high hill itself, a series of natural pools spread across different heights, connected by stone paths and shallow channels where water flowed slowly from one basin to the next. Thick tropical plants surrounded everything. Broad leaves, hanging vines and flowering shrubs softening the edges of stone and water alike. The hill seemed less shaped than collaborated with.
As they drew closer, the baths revealed themselves fully.
Soft lighting illuminated the pools, each basin glowing in a different hue. Some were washed in deep blues, others in warm amber or muted green, the colors reflecting off the water and the surrounding foliage. The effect was calm rather than dramatic, designed to guide the eye gently rather than overwhelm it.
Jordi slowed his pace slightly.
“It’s busier than I expected,” Tobias said, already taking it in.
He was right.
The baths were alive with movement. Large, muscular bodies moved through the water with slow confidence. Thick, heavy figures rested along the edges, water lapping against rounded bellies and sagging chests. Slender supporters hovered nearby, helping people in and out of the pools, passing towels, laughing softly, sharing space with ease.
It was unmistakably Eldros.
No one stared. No one hid. Bodies of weight and power were simply present, supported, celebrated without excess. The atmosphere was relaxed and social.
Jordi scanned the pools calmly.
“These ones will be crowded,” Tobias said, nodding toward a large central basin.
“Yes,” Jordi agreed. “But there’s another.”
He turned slightly, angling them away from the main cluster of baths.
“There’s a smaller pool,” he continued, “further along the side of the hill. It’s usually quieter.”
Tobias smiled. “Lead the way.”
They followed a narrower stone path that slipped between dense vegetation. Leaves brushed lightly against their arms as they passed, the sounds of the larger baths fading behind them. The lighting here was subtler, more spaced out, allowing shadows to settle naturally between the plants.
After a short walk, the path opened up.
The pool lay nestled against the rock face, partially hidden by thick greenery on three sides. Water glowed softly beneath a muted light, its surface barely disturbed. Steam rose faintly into the cooling air.
There was no one there.
“Perfect,” Tobias said quietly.
Jordi nodded. “I thought so.”
They set their bags down on a smooth stone ledge and began to undress.
There was no rush, no haste. Tobias helped Jordi with the strap of his tank top when the fabric resisted over his shoulders, tugging it free with practiced ease. Jordi returned the favor by steadying Tobias briefly as he stepped out of his pants, making sure he didn’t lose his balance on the stone.
Soon, they stood naked beside the pool.
Their bodies contrasted sharply in the dim light. Jordi’s was massive and dense, weight settled heavily into thick legs and a broad torso that moved with deliberate control. Tobias was large as well, but more mobile, muscle defined and responsive, his posture relaxed even as his size remained unmistakable.
They stepped into the water together.
The warmth wrapped around them immediately, easing muscles that had carried the day. Jordi lowered himself slowly, exhaling as the water rose over his thighs, his hips, his stomach, until he was submerged up to his chest. Tobias followed, settling beside him with a quiet sigh of relief.
They leaned back against the smooth stone edge.
For a while, neither spoke.
The water lapped gently against their bodies, the only sound besides the distant hum of voices from the larger baths below. Steam curled upward, catching the soft light and dissolving into the evening air.
Jordi felt his body sink into the warmth.
The tension he hadn’t noticed holding drained away gradually. His shoulders loosened. His breathing slowed. He closed his eyes briefly, fully present in the moment.
His thoughts drifted.
Unbidden, the image of the slim young man returned. The eagerness in his voice. The way his eyes had lit up when Jordi said yes, it was possible. Jordi wondered where he was now. Perhaps already preparing to leave, perhaps lingering somewhere on the island, soaking in as much of Eldros as he could before night fell.
He hoped he would come back.
“There he goes again,” Tobias said lightly.
Jordi opened his eyes. “What?”
“That look,” Tobias continued. “You get it when you’re thinking about someone else’s future.”
Jordi huffed softly. “You imagine things.”
“Maybe,” Tobias said. “But you do it a lot.”
Jordi didn’t deny it.
Before he could respond, both of them became aware of movement.
They looked up together.
The foliage at the edge of the clearing shifted, branches parting carefully. A massive figure emerged, moving slowly, deliberately. Even before he stepped fully into view, his presence was undeniable.
The man was enormous.
At least 180 kilograms of dense muscle, his body towering. His shoulders were impossibly broad, his chest thick and heavy, arms hanging like sculpted stone in an unnatural angle at his sides, pushed out by the size of his lats. Every movement carried his weight.
He was supported by two slim young men, one on each side.
They guided him gently, hands steady at his elbows and lower back, murmuring softly as they navigated the uneven stone. Their movements were practiced, confident, clearly familiar with the task.
Jordi’s breath caught.
Tobias straightened slightly in the water. Jordi felt it immediately.
Jealousy.
“It’s him,” Tobias said quietly.
Jordi nodded once. “Dylan.”
Anuj Kumar Taliyan
Filled
Chapter 1
The afternoon sun stood high above Eldros de Rimbara, bright and unwavering, bathing the boulevard in a steady wash of heat and light. The wide promenade stretched out in both directions, paved with pale stone that reflected the sunlight upward, warming the air from below as well as above. Tall palms lined the edges, their fronds swaying lazily and offering only fragments of shade that slid slowly across the ground. Between them, terraces spilled outward from cafés and eateries, tables arranged in generous rows, chairs wide and solid, built for lingering rather than haste.
The boulevard was alive without being rushed. Conversations drifted easily through the warm air, laughter rising and falling like waves. Plates clinked softly, glasses caught the light, and the scent of food lingered everywhere; baked bread, rich sauces, fried sweets, ripe fruit. It was an environment designed for bodies to slow down, to occupy space without apology, and to be seen doing so. On Eldros, abundance was not hidden. It was displayed, welcomed, and respected.
Matthew moved steadily through it all, his pace unhurried but steady. The stone beneath his feet was warm even through the soles of his sneakers, and each step sent a faint vibration upward through his legs. His body carried its weight forward with confidence, shoulders broad, arms swinging naturally at his sides. He did not weave sharply or sidestep; the boulevard was wide enough that he did not need to. People adjusted around him instinctively, not out of avoidance, but accommodation, as though his presence set the rhythm of the space around him.
His belly led his movement unmistakably.
The light green shirt he wore clung tightly to his torso, the fabric stretched smooth and taut over the pronounced curve of his stomach. The hem rested just low enough to cover his lower belly, though only barely, the edge hovering at a point that shifted subtly as he walked. The buttons of his blouse were no longer fastened; they simply could not be.
With every step, his stomach projected heavily forward, full and rounded, moving with a soft, controlled momentum. It did not bounce wildly, but it did sway and respond, a gentle, inevitable motion that followed the rhythm of his stride. The weight of it pulled slightly at his posture, encouraging a wider stance, a slower cadence. His body had adapted to this not that long ago, compensating naturally, distributing effort through his hips and thighs.
The heat made the stretch of fabric more noticeable. The shirt clung where sweat gathered lightly beneath it, outlining the firm fullness of his belly in clear relief. The color, pale green, emphasized the shadows along its underside, the curve catching light at the top and fading gradually into shade below. It was impossible not to notice, and on Eldros, there was no reason to pretend otherwise.
Matthew was twenty years old, tall enough that he stood out even before his size was taken into account. At just under one meter eighty, his frame was broad and solid, built to carry weight rather than hide it. His shoulders were wide and naturally set back, giving him an open, grounded posture even when he moved at an unhurried pace.
His hair was dark blond, cut short and kept neat, the sides trimmed close while the top lay flat and orderly, resisting the heat better than longer styles would have. In the bright sunlight, lighter strands caught the light, giving his hair a warm, almost golden edge. A faint sheen of sweat darkened it slightly near his temples, but it only made him look more real, more present in the heat of the afternoon.
His face was round but defined, the fullness of his cheeks balanced by a strong jawline. His skin was light, lightly flushed by the sun and exertion, and his blue eyes stood out clearly beneath straight brows. They carried a steady, observant calm, taking in the boulevard without haste, without tension. When he smiled, which he did easily, it softened his features further, giving him an approachable, relaxed expression that matched the confidence in his stride.
A breeze rolled in from the sea, faint but persistent, slipping between buildings and across the open stretch of the boulevard. When it reached Matthew, it found its way under the lifted edge of his shirt, brushing against the skin just above his waistband. The contrast made him inhale more deeply, the coolness cutting through the warmth that had settled there. His lower belly tightened reflexively for a moment before relaxing again, the sensation grounding and oddly refreshing.
He enjoyed that breeze. He welcomed it.
As he walked, the air continued to move against his underbelly in small waves, especially when he passed open spaces between terraces. The shirt fluttered just enough to remind him how close it was to riding higher, how little fabric remained to cover what his body now claimed. He did not reach down to adjust it. There was no urgency to correct or conceal. The warmth, the breeze, the weight; they all belonged together.
Matthew’s breathing had grown heavier, though not strained. A soft, audible rhythm accompanied his steps, each inhale drawn in through parted lips, each exhale released slowly. It was not discomfort that caused it, but effort. The simple reality of moving a larger, well-fed body through heat and light. His chest rose and fell visibly beneath the stretched fabric, shoulders lifting slightly with deeper breaths before settling again.
He could feel the exertion most clearly in his core. The fullness of his belly shifted with each step, pressing downward and forward, demanding attention from the muscles that supported it. His lower back tightened and released in response, a familiar cycle. There was a mild burn in his thighs, a steady reminder of the work they were doing, but it was not unpleasant. It was honest.
The boulevard seemed built for men like him.
The benches along the path were low and sturdy, their surfaces wide. Chairs at the terraces were thick-legged and grounded, not delicate or decorative. Tables were spaced generously apart, allowing bodies to pass without squeezing or turning sideways. Everything spoke of a place that expected weight, welcomed it, and planned for it without commentary.
The sun beat down steadily, and a sheen of sweat had begun to form along his temples and beneath his hairline. It trickled slowly down the sides of his face, absorbed by the warm air before it could gather. His shirt clung more insistently now, the fabric stretched to its limit across his midsection.
His belly felt heavy, full, and alive beneath it all. Each step sent a subtle tremor through it, a gentle jiggle that settled almost immediately. The sensation was grounding, anchoring him in his body. He was acutely aware of the mass he carried, not as a burden, but as a presence. Something that shaped how he moved, how he breathed, how the world interacted with him.
The breeze returned again, stronger this time, sweeping along the boulevard and lifting the hem of his shirt just enough that a sliver of lower belly was exposed before the fabric fell back into place. The air cooled the skin there, and Matthew exhaled slowly, the sound low and contented. The relief was brief but satisfying.
He slowed his pace slightly, not stopping, just allowing his body a moment to adjust. His breathing deepened, the light panting steady and controlled. His shoulders relaxed further, arms swinging in a looser arc. The boulevard stretched on ahead, open and inviting, terraces continuing in long, sunlit rows.
Chapter 2
Matthew continued along the boulevard, the steady rhythm of his steps carrying him forward through the heat and light. The promenade remained wide and accommodating, its generous space allowing him to move without interruption. His breathing had settled into a calm, audible pattern again, the earlier exertion easing as his body found its pace. The warmth of the sun lingered on his skin, familiar and constant, and the breeze from the sea returned in gentle intervals, cooling him just enough to keep the walk pleasant.
Most of the people he passed greeted him openly.
A man seated at a café table lifted his glass in a casual salute as Matthew went by, his expression relaxed and friendly. A pair of women walking side by side smiled and nodded, their eyes following the heavy forward curve of his body with clear approval rather than curiosity alone. Further ahead, a server stepping between tables paused briefly to give him a respectful incline of the head, as if acknowledging something solid and dependable moving through the space.
Matthew noticed it all, and he enjoyed it.
The nods were not exaggerated, not theatrical. They were simple gestures, woven naturally into the flow of the boulevard. Here, his size did not interrupt conversation or draw whispered commentary. It invited recognition. He felt it in the way people adjusted their paths slightly to give him room without breaking stride, in the way chairs were nudged back from table edges just a fraction more than necessary, not out of caution but consideration.
Some people stared.
Not rudely, not with discomfort, but with open wonder. Their gazes lingered as he passed, following the heavy sway of his movement, the way his body occupied space so confidently. A young man leaning against a palm tree turned his head fully to watch him go, eyes wide, lips parted slightly in something close to admiration. A couple paused mid-conversation at a terrace table, one of them nudging the other subtly as Matthew moved past, their attention caught without shame or restraint.
Matthew felt a quiet thrill each time it happened.
He did not quicken his pace or avert his gaze. If anything, his shoulders settled more comfortably, his steps growing just a fraction slower, more deliberate. He allowed himself to be seen. The awareness of eyes on him did not tighten his muscles or draw him inward. It did the opposite. It affirmed his presence, confirmed that he belonged exactly where he was.
This, too, was Eldros de Rimbara.
Not every look was kind however.
As he approached a narrower section of the boulevard where terraces pressed closer to the path, Matthew caught sight of a man standing near the edge of the promenade. The man’s posture was rigid, his arms folded tightly across his chest. His gaze, when it landed on Matthew, did not soften or linger with interest. It hardened.
The man’s mouth twisted downward, and he muttered something under his breath, the words indistinct but the intent unmistakable. His eyes flicked over Matthew’s body with sharp disapproval, lingering on the stretched shirt, the forward thrust of his belly. The look was quick, but it carried weight, sour and cutting.
Matthew noticed it immediately.
He felt it as a disruption in the rhythm of the boulevard, like a sudden wrong note in an otherwise steady melody. It was not something he was used to here, not yet. He did not feel shame or embarrassment. The reaction simply registered as odd, out of place.
Before Matthew could even fully process it, the moment shifted.
Two figures in white uniforms stepped into view from the edge of the square, moving with quiet precision. Their clothing stood out sharply against the warm tones of stone and skin around them: crisp white fabric with light blue panels running along their sides, clean lines that spoke of purpose rather than decoration. Each wore a small, silver-colored button on their chest, catching the sunlight briefly as they moved.
They approached the man calmly.
There was no shouting, no sudden movement. One of them spoke first, seemingly controlled. The other positioned himself slightly to the side, blocking the man’s line of sight to the boulevard. The exchange was brief. The man’s expression shifted from irritation to surprise, then to something closer to alarm. He gestured once, sharply, but his movements were restrained, already losing momentum.
People nearby noticed, but they did not react with shock.
Conversations dipped momentarily, then resumed at a lower volume. A few heads turned, eyes following the scene with mild interest rather than concern. This was not spectacle. It was procedure.
The man was guided away from the boulevard with firm, practiced efficiency. One uniformed figure placed a hand lightly but decisively on his arm, steering him toward a waiting transport at the edge of the square. The other walked beside them, posture straight, gaze forward. Within moments, the man was gone, removed from the flow of the afternoon as cleanly as a misplaced object set aside.
Matthew watched it happen.
He stood still for a few seconds, feet planted firmly on the warm stone, his breathing slowing further as he took it in. He had known the rule, of course. Everyone did. On Eldros, disapproval of large bodies was not tolerated. It was not debated or negotiated. It simply was not allowed.
Still, this was the first time he had seen it enforced up close.
The efficiency of it struck him most. There was no drama, no escalation. Just a clear boundary upheld without hesitation. The boulevard did not ripple with tension afterward. It settled almost immediately back into its comfortable rhythm, as though the interruption had been absorbed and neutralized.
Matthew exhaled slowly.
He felt no fear, no lingering unease. If anything, a quiet sense of reassurance settled in his chest. The rule was not abstract here. It was active, present, and unmistakably real. For someone who had not been on the island very long, that mattered.
He shifted his weight slightly and resumed walking.
The looks that followed were kind again. A woman seated at a nearby table caught his eye and offered him a small, approving smile, as if to say that everything was as it should be. Someone else gave a brief nod of acknowledgment as he passed. The rhythm returned, uninterrupted.
Matthew did not dwell on the incident.
He let it pass through his thoughts and out again, just another detail absorbed into his growing understanding of Eldros de Rimbara. He had arrived not long ago, still learning the shape of the place, the way its rules manifested not on signs or walls but in behavior, in space, in quiet enforcement.
His mind drifted, as it often did after eating well.
He thought of lunch.
The memory rose easily: the heavy wooden table at Pascal’s place, the plates that had arrived one after another, the comfortable silence punctuated by satisfied sounds of eating. Pascal, broad and solid like so many others here, had laughed openly as Matthew accepted another serving without hesitation. They had eaten slowly but thoroughly, savoring richness without restraint.
Pascal had become his eating companion quickly after his arrival on Eldros. It had felt natural, almost inevitable. Shared appetite, shared appreciation. There had been no awkwardness, just two men enjoying food in abundance, exactly as the island encouraged.
Matthew could still feel the aftermath of that meal in his body.
The fullness lingered, deep and settled, shaping the way he moved now. His steps were measured, his pace relaxed, his breathing still slightly heavier than it would have been otherwise. It was not discomfort. It was consequence, pleasant and tangible. His body carried the evidence of enjoyment openly, without apology.
He adjusted his stride as the boulevard widened again, giving him more space. His arms swung a little more freely, his shoulders loosening. The sun continued its steady watch overhead, unbothered by the passage of time or people.
The island unfolded around him, consistent and welcoming.
Matthew walked on, content to let the afternoon stretch ahead of him. The looks, the rules, the weight he carried, the warmth of the sun, all of it blended into a single, grounding experience. He was still new here, yes. But moments like this made it clear that Eldros de Rimbara was already shaping itself around him, just as surely as he was learning to move within it.
Chapter 3
Matthew left the boulevard behind him as the space widened into a vast, open square at its end. The stone beneath his feet shifted from the smooth, pale paving of the promenade to broader slabs worn softly by years of sun and footsteps. Ahead, the palace rose in calm authority, its pale façade catching the light and reflecting it back into the square. Wide steps led upward, flanked by banners that stirred lazily in the warm air. The openness of the place made the heat feel more present, more honest, with nowhere for it to hide.
At the foot of the square a cluster of snack stalls had gathered in a loose arc. Their awnings were bright and inviting, colors faded slightly by sun and salt but still cheerful. The air around them was thick with scent: fried dough, warm oil, sugar, spice. It drifted outward, carried on the breeze, and Matthew felt it settle low in his chest and belly like a promise.
He slowed without thinking.
The walk from Pascal’s place had not undone the fullness of lunch. If anything, the steady movement and heat had made him more aware of it. His stomach felt heavy and full, the weight sitting forward and low, pressing gently against the stretched fabric of his shirt. Each step reminded him of how much he had eaten, how well-fed he was, and instead of dampening his appetite, the sensation sharpened it.
He smiled to himself.
Three snacks, he decided.
Not one, not two. Three. The thought came with a quiet thrill, a simple indulgence layered on top of an already generous afternoon. On Eldros, this kind of decision did not require justification. Wanting was enough.
He approached the stall at the center of the arc, where a flat grill hissed softly and trays of prepared food were arranged in neat rows. The vendor looked up and met his gaze without hesitation, his expression neutral but attentive. Matthew pointed calmly, selecting three different snacks with steady gestures. His hands moved easily despite the fullness he carried, his posture relaxed, shoulders open.
The vendor nodded, assembling the order without comment.
Matthew stepped aside with the paper container held carefully in both hands, the warmth of it seeping through immediately. The weight was reassuring, substantial enough to register. He turned his body toward the nearest terrace, scanning briefly before choosing a table set slightly apart from the others. The chair there was wide and sturdy, its legs planted firmly on the stone.
Lowering himself into it took a moment of adjustment. He shifted his feet wider, angled his knees outward slightly, and let his weight settle back and down in a controlled motion. The chair accepted him easily. His belly followed, rounding forward naturally, resting close to the table edge without pressing into it. The fabric of his light green shirt stretched smooth across the curve, the hem hovering just above his waistband.
He set the container down and exhaled slowly.
The first snack was still hot when he picked it up. He leaned forward just enough to take a bite, mindful of the space his body occupied, then settled back again as he chewed. The flavor was rich and satisfying, and he felt it drop into his already full stomach, adding warmth and weight. His belly responded with a subtle shift, firm yet yielding, accommodating the addition without complaint.
That feeling… The unmistakable awareness of fullness growing deeper, heavier, made his shoulders relax further.
He took another bite, then another, eating slowly but with intent. There was no rush. The square around him moved at its own unhurried pace, people drifting past, others seated nearby in easy conversation. The palace loomed above it all, unmoving and patient.
By the time he reached the second snack, his stomach was full.
Not just satisfied, but packed. The weight of it pressed forward, drawing his attention inward. He leaned back slightly in his chair, adjusting to give his belly more room, and felt the familiar pressure spread across his core. It was a sensation he loved. His breathing deepened a fraction, each inhale lifting his chest before settling again.
He ate on, aware of every swallow, every small shift inside him.
With the third snack, the fullness tipped into something more. Overfull. The kind of fullness that made movement slower and posture more deliberate. His stomach felt stretched now, firm beneath the taut fabric, heavy enough that he became acutely aware of how he sat, how he breathed. He paused between bites more often, not because he wanted to stop, but because he wanted to feel it.
This, he thought, was fantastic.
He leaned back again, closing his eyes briefly as he chewed, letting the warmth and weight settle fully. The world around him softened at the edges as his attention turned inward, and with it came memories he had not expected.
He saw the kitchen of his childhood home as clearly as if it were in front of him. Clean counters. Measured portions. His parents’ watchful eyes. Every meal planned, every snack accounted for. Candy kept out of reach, treats reserved for special occasions that never seemed to come often enough. Fatty food was spoken of with disapproval, indulgence framed as weakness.
He remembered being hungry when he wasn’t supposed to be.
Remembered wanting more and being told no. Wanting seconds and being reminded to be sensible. The careful way food had always been handled, monitored, limited. The tension that had wrapped itself around eating, turning something simple into something loaded.
He swallowed and opened his eyes.
The contrast was almost dizzying.
Here he sat, in the open air, belly full to the point of heaviness, crumbs on the table in front of him. No one watched with concern. No one counted. No one frowned. His body was allowed to be exactly what it was, and his appetite was not something to correct or control.
He finished a bite of the third snack with a quiet sense of triumph.
The paper container was almost empty now. His stomach felt round and tight, the fullness pressing outward, making him acutely aware of the stretched shirt across his midsection. He shifted again, letting his weight settle more evenly into the chair, his thighs supporting part of the load.
He breathed out slowly, lips parted.
For a few seconds, he simply sat there, letting the sensation wash through him. The square felt warmer now, the air heavier. Or maybe it was just him. Either way, he welcomed it.
A voice cut gently through his thoughts.
“Would you like something to drink?”
Matthew startled, just slightly. His head lifted, eyes focusing again as a young waiter stood beside the table. The movement drew a soft sound from his chest, a quiet exhale that bordered on a laugh. He shifted forward a fraction, re-centering himself.
“Yes,” he said without hesitation. “A banana-chocolate milkshake, please.”
The words came easily, the choice obvious. He could already imagine it; cold, thick, sweet, settling on top of everything else, adding another layer to the fullness he already enjoyed.
The waiter nodded and slid a menu onto the table in front of him, the laminated surface catching the light. Matthew glanced at it briefly, more out of courtesy than interest, before letting his gaze drift back across the square.
The waiter stepped away.
Matthew leaned back again, the chair creaking softly under the shift. His belly felt impossibly full now, heavy and present, and he rested one hand briefly on it, fingers splayed, acknowledging the weight beneath his palm. He smiled to himself, content, grounded, entirely at ease.
The milkshake would come later.
For now, there was the warmth of the sun, the hum of the square, and the deep, satisfying fullness that anchored him firmly in the moment.
Chapter 4
By the time the waiter returned, the paper container sat empty at the edge of the table.
Matthew had taken his time with the last bites, but there was nothing left now except a few crumbs and faint smears of oil on the surface. His stomach felt dense and heavy, filled to a comfortable limit that made every small movement calculated. He noticed it when he shifted his feet, when he adjusted his posture, when he drew a deeper breath. The fullness was impossible to ignore and he had no desire to.
The young waiter approached with an easy stride, carrying a tall glass beaded with condensation. Inside, the banana-chocolate milkshake was thick and pale brown, the surface crowned with a soft swirl of foam. He set it down carefully in front of Matthew, the glass making a quiet, solid sound against the tabletop.
“There you go,” he said with a friendly smile.
Matthew’s eyes lingered on the drink for a moment before he looked up. “Perfect,” he replied.
The waiter waited, pen poised, menu already in hand.
Matthew glanced down at the menu again, this time more serious. He didn’t feel hesitation so much as anticipation. His stomach was already full. Overfull, even, but the presence of the milkshake, cold and sweet, opened something in him rather than closing it. The idea of adding more didn’t feel excessive here. It felt expected.
“I’ll have a double omelet with bread,” he said, tone calm and certain. Then, almost as an afterthought that wasn’t one at all, he added, “And a generous slice of the chocolate cake recommended in the menu.”
The words settled pleasantly in the air between them.
The waiter’s smile widened, not in surprise but approval. He nodded and began writing, his pen moving quickly across the pad. “Excellent choice,” he said easily.
As he finished noting the order, his gaze flicked back up to Matthew’s face, curious rather than assessing. “You’re new here, right?” he asked. “I don’t think I’ve seen you before.”
Matthew smiled back, warmth rising easily. “Yeah. I am,” he said. “I moved here recently. I’m staying with my brother.”
Recognition lit the waiter’s expression. “Ah. That makes sense.” He straightened slightly and offered a hand. “I’m Oliver.”
“Matthew,” he replied, taking it.
The handshake was brief and relaxed, nothing formal about it. Oliver tucked the pad under his arm again, already shifting his weight to step away.
“Well, welcome to Eldros de Rimbara, Matthew,” he said. “I’ll get this started for you.”
Matthew nodded, watching him go as Oliver turned and moved back toward the terrace doors, disappearing into the shaded interior beyond. The table felt quieter after that, the hum of the square flowing back in around him.
He reached for the milkshake.
The glass was cold against his fingers, condensation slick beneath his grip. He lifted it carefully, mindful of his balance, and took a slow, steady sip. The thickness of it surprised him just enough to make him smile. It was rich and sweet, banana first, then chocolate unfolding beneath it, heavy in a way that matched how he already felt.
The milkshake slid down into his already crowded stomach, and he felt the immediate response. A subtle tightening. A deeper sense of fullness. He lowered the glass and set it back down, exhaling through his nose.
He leaned back in the chair.
The movement made the chair creak softly, wood adjusting under his weight. His belly shifted with him, round and firm beneath the stretched fabric of his shirt, the fullness pulling slightly downward as gravity settled it more comfortably. He rested his forearms on the armrests for a moment, then let one hand drift to his middle.
Almost without thinking, he gave the taut curve of his belly a gentle, lazy pat.
The sound was soft, more felt than heard.
He laughed under his breath.
This place was incredible.
Never before had he been able to eat like this, so freely, so openly. Not just able, but allowed. Encouraged, even. The absence of limits felt surreal in the best possible way. There was no voice in the back of his mind counting bites or warning him to stop. No sense of needing to earn or justify what he enjoyed.
And it hadn’t cost him anything.
The thought made him smile again.
On Eldros de Rimbara, kindness and a smile were enough. That was one of the island’s strange rules, set down long ago by the Lord himself, woven into the culture so deeply that no one questioned it anymore. Food was shared freely with those who came openly and respectfully. Payment was not coins or credit, but presence. Appreciation. Good will.
Matthew had no problem with that.
It was easy to be kind here. Easy to smile. The warmth of the island made it natural, and the way people treated him, his body and his appetite, made it effortless. He didn’t have to brace himself or stay alert. He could simply exist.
He took another sip of the milkshake, smaller this time, savoring it.
The square continued its slow rhythm around him. People passed. Others lingered. Somewhere nearby, cutlery clinked softly against plates. The palace loomed above it all, unchanged, watching over the quiet indulgences below.
Matthew leaned back a little further, finding the balance point where his weight rested most comfortably. His belly pressed outward, round and pronounced, the fullness undeniable now. He breathed deeply, feeling his chest rise and fall above it, feeling how completely his stomach occupied him.
He let his eyes drift half-closed.
It was strange to think how recently his life had felt constrained. How food had once been something to negotiate, to limit, to explain. Here, it was simply part of being alive, part of being present on the island. A shared language everyone understood.
Another gentle pat to his belly, more affectionate than playful this time.
He felt at home.
The omelet and cake would come later. He knew that. He didn’t need to rush toward them. For now, there was the milkshake, the warmth, the deep satisfaction of being exactly where he was, exactly as he was.
Matthew smiled, content and unguarded, and let the afternoon continue to unfold around him.
Chapter 5
The double omelet proved to be far more ambitious than Matthew had expected.
It sat on the plate in front of him, thick and folded over itself, the surface still glossy with heat. He stared at the food for a moment, aware of the way his stomach already pressed forward, dense and overfilled, before he lifted his fork again.
With effort, he took another bite.
The movement required will now. He leaned forward slightly, shoulders rounding as he brought the fork to his mouth, then settled back again with a slow exhale. The omelet was rich and heavy, filling in a way that went beyond comfort. He chewed thoroughly, swallowed, and felt it add to the already overwhelming fullness inside him.
A quiet sound escaped his throat, half sigh, half groan.
He paused, resting the fork against the plate, and closed his eyes briefly. His belly felt stretched tight, the pressure deep and insistent. There was a dull ache there now, not sharp, not alarming, just the clear signal of excess. He noticed it immediately and found that he didn’t mind it at all.
He took another bite.
Each one took more time than the last. His breathing grew heavier, audible again as he worked through the food. Between mouthfuls, he reached for the milkshake, tilting the glass carefully to drain the last remaining swallow. The sweetness slid down slowly, thick and lingering, and settled heavily on top of everything else.
He set the empty glass down with a soft clink.
“That’s… a lot,” he murmured to himself, not in regret but acknowledgement.
The plate was nearly clear now. He worked through the final bites of omelet with determination, shoulders tensing slightly with the effort. When the last piece was gone, he lowered his fork and let it rest on the plate, hands falling to his thighs.
He leaned back fully this time.
A long breath left him, followed by another low, involuntary groan as his body adjusted. His stomach felt enormous, painfully full now, the pressure spreading outward and downward. The fabric of his light green shirt had been creeping upward without him noticing, tugged by the sheer roundness beneath it.
Now, it had nowhere else to go.
A strip of his lower belly was visible above the waistband of his jeans, skin warm and lightly flushed by the heat and the strain of fullness. He noticed it when the breeze crossed the exposed skin, cool and unexpected.
His breath caught.
Not from embarrassment, but from the sudden awareness of being seen.
The terrace was not empty. People passed by the edge of the square, others sat nearby, their attention drifting casually as attention often did here. Matthew felt a flicker of anticipation as he realized his underbelly was on display, round and unmistakable.
How would they react?
He didn’t rush to pull his shirt down. His hands stayed where they were, resting heavily on his thighs. He stayed still, letting the moment exist.
The looks that came were exactly what Eldros had taught him to expect.
Curious glances lingered without judgment. A few smiles appeared, subtle and approving. No one looked away quickly or uncomfortably. No one frowned. The exposure of his lower belly did not disrupt the rhythm of the square. If anything, it blended into it.
Matthew let out a slow breath, relief and excitement mingling in his chest.
A familiar voice cut gently through the moment.
“You doing alright there?”
He looked up to see Oliver standing beside the table again, his expression open and amused rather than concerned. His eyes flicked briefly toward the cleared plate, the empty glass, the visible curve of Matthew’s stomach, before returning to his face.
Matthew smiled, breathless but genuine. “Yeah,” he said, nodding eagerly. “I’m good. Just… very full.”
Oliver chuckled softly. “I can see that.”
There was no edge to it. No teasing. Just honest appreciation, as though he found the sight impressive rather than alarming.
“Honestly,” Oliver added, gesturing lightly toward the table, “it’s kind of impressive. Not everyone goes that hard.”
Matthew laughed, a short sound that made his belly tighten again. He instinctively brought one hand up to it, palm resting against the taut curve, feeling the firmness beneath his fingers.
“I might’ve overdone it,” he admitted, still smiling.
Oliver shook his head. “On Eldros? That’s barely a crime.” He tilted his head toward the untouched chocolate cake. “You sure you don’t want another pastry while you’re at it?”
Matthew followed his gaze.
The slice of chocolate cake sat patiently on the plate, layers dark and glossy, the surface catching the light. Even now, especially now, it looked incredible. The thought of eating it made his stomach protest faintly, a deep, aching pressure that spread outward.
He wanted it.
But he also knew himself well enough to pause.
“Not another pastry,” he said, voice slow but steady. “Just… a coffee. With that.” He nodded toward the cake, which he had already begun to approach, a fork resting nearby.
Oliver grinned. “Good call.”
He scribbled a note quickly and tucked the pad away. “I’ll bring that right out.”
As Oliver turned to leave again, Matthew shifted in his chair, trying to find a position that eased the pressure even slightly. The chair creaked as he leaned back, then forward a fraction, then back again. His belly felt enormous now, stretched to its limit, the dull ache deepening, but still, undeniably, enjoyable.
He rested both hands on his stomach.
The skin there felt tight beneath his palms, the rise and fall of his breathing clearly visible. His shirt had ridden up further, exposing more of his lower belly, and he let it stay that way. The air against his skin was cool, soothing, grounding him in the moment.
He glanced around the square again.
No one stared inappropriately. No one whispered. The island held him exactly as it had before, making space without comment.
He picked up his fork and broke off a small piece of the chocolate cake.
Not to finish it. Just to begin.
The first bite was slow and deliberate. Rich, dense, intensely satisfying. He chewed carefully, savoring it, letting the flavor spread before he swallowed. The reaction from his body was immediate: a renewed wave of pressure, his stomach tightening as if in protest.
He closed his eyes briefly and smiled.
“Yes,” he murmured.
The coffee arrived soon after, steam curling gently from the cup. He wrapped his fingers around it gratefully, the warmth a comforting counterpoint to the cool breeze on his exposed skin. He took a careful sip, then set it down beside the plate.
He wasn’t in a hurry.
The cake would wait. The coffee would help. His body would take its time adjusting.
Matthew leaned back again, heavy and full and entirely at ease, his hands resting over his swollen middle. He felt stretched, yes. Even aching. But beneath it all was a deep, undeniable satisfaction.
He had eaten good today.
And here, on Eldros de Rimbara, that felt like exactly the right thing to do.
Chapter 6
Standing up turned out to be far more difficult than Matthew had imagined while he was still sitting.
He placed his feet wide apart on the warm stone of the terrace, toes angled outward for stability, and leaned forward carefully. Both hands pressed down against his thighs as he tried to gather momentum. The sheer weight of his stomach pulled forward and downward at the same time, dense and unyielding, and the effort forced a loud, strained groan from his chest.
He pushed.
Nothing happened.
His body wavered but refused to rise, the pressure in his belly flaring sharply as his muscles protested. He let out a breathy laugh, half amusement, half disbelief, then tried again, shifting his weight and bracing harder.
Another groan escaped him, louder this time.
Before he could adjust for a third attempt, movement caught his eye. Two young men from a nearby table had already stood up. They approached without hesitation, expressions open and amused, clearly understanding the situation without needing explanation.
“Looks like that was a serious meal,” one of them said lightly.
Matthew chuckled, breathless. “You could say that.”
They each took a position beside him, one on either side. Their hands were steady and confident, offering support without pulling or rushing him. Matthew inhaled deeply, feeling his chest expand as much as his overfilled stomach would allow.
“Alright,” he said. “Here we go.”
With their help, he pushed again. His legs straightened slowly, his body rising in stages rather than all at once. The pressure in his middle intensified as gravity shifted, drawing a low, involuntary groan from him, but this time he made it upright. He stood there for a moment, swaying slightly, belly hanging heavy and prominent, his shirt still ridden up enough to leave his underbelly clearly exposed.
Then all three of them laughed.
It wasn’t mocking or awkward. It was the kind of laughter that came naturally from shared effort and mutual understanding. One of the men glanced openly at Matthew’s stomach, eyes widening slightly, then shook his head in appreciation.
“That’s impressive,” he said. “Honestly.”
Matthew grinned, one hand settling instinctively on the taut curve of his belly. “I might have underestimated myself.”
“Or overestimated,” the other added with a laugh. “But respect either way.”
Their gazes lingered without shame on his exposed underbelly, the smooth, stretched skin catching the light. Matthew felt none of the familiar tightening he once would have expected in moments like this. No instinct to cover himself. No embarrassment. Just warmth, pride, and a lingering sense of amusement at his own situation.
“Thanks for the help,” he said sincerely as he steadied himself. “I really needed that.”
“Any time,” one of them replied easily. “Enjoy the rest of your day.”
Matthew nodded, still smiling, and carefully turned away from the table. The simple act of pivoting sent a fresh wave of pressure through his stomach, heavy and insistent. He adjusted his stance automatically, feet set wider, posture adapted to accommodate the sheer fullness he carried.
Then he began the slow walk across the square.
Each step was deliberate. The weight in his belly shifted with every movement, pulling slightly forward, making his gait heavier and more pronounced. His breathing grew louder almost immediately, deep inhales followed by long, controlled exhales as he managed the pressure inside him. It wasn’t pain exactly, but it was intense, his stomach stretched to its limit, packed full and still settling.
He could feel eyes on him.
People turned their heads as he passed, some pausing mid-step, others watching openly from terrace tables. His exposed underbelly drew attention, the rounded swell impossible to ignore as it moved with him. On Eldros, that attention carried no judgment. It was curiosity, admiration, simple interest.
Matthew enjoyed it.
The awareness made him slow down rather than hurry. His shoulders stayed back, his chin lifted slightly. He allowed himself to be seen as he was, full, heavy and visibly affected by his indulgence. The knowledge that his body drew attention didn’t make him smaller. It made him feel grounded and undeniably real.
The tower rose ahead of him, tall and solid, its white surface cooler in color than the sunlit square behind him. By the time he reached its entrance, Matthew was grateful. The walk hadn’t been long, but it had been enough. Walking with a stomach this full demanded more from him than he had expected, and he felt the effort deep in his core.
Stepping inside the tower’s spacious hall felt like entering another world.
The air was cooler, still, echoing softly. The floor was wide and smooth beneath his feet, and the space around him felt generous. He let out a long, audible breath as the temperature dropped, relief washing through him.
“Yeah,” he muttered under his breath, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “That was… ambitious.”
He continued forward at an even slower pace now, one hand hovering near his belly as if ready to steady it if needed. The pressure inside him had sharpened during the walk, the fullness shifting with every step, but here, in the quiet hall, it felt more manageable.
The elevator doors waited at the far end.
When they slid open, Matthew didn’t hesitate. He stepped inside and immediately lowered himself onto the wide bench built along the wall. The seat was clearly designed for bigger bodies like his. As soon as he sat, his weight settled fully, and he leaned back with a deep, grateful groan.
The relief was immediate.
His belly spread heavily across his lap, round and full, still partially exposed beneath the lifted hem of his shirt. He rested both hands on it, fingers splayed, feeling the firm tension beneath his palms. His breathing slowed gradually as the elevator began its smooth ascent, the hum of the mechanism steady and unobtrusive.
Everything here was built with intention.
Wide spaces. Strong materials. Seating placed exactly where it was needed. Nothing felt accidental or begrudgingly accommodating. The tower, like the rest of Eldros de Rimbara, expected large, heavy bodies. It welcomed them without comment.
Matthew smiled softly.
He closed his eyes for a moment, focusing on the sensation of being supported. By the bench, by the building, by the island itself. His stomach still felt overwhelmingly full, stretched and heavy, but now the intensity had softened into something almost pleasant again. The ache remained, but it was no longer demanding his full attention.
He shifted slightly, adjusting his posture, and let his belly settle more comfortably. The fabric of his shirt stayed where it was, no longer worth adjusting. He didn’t bother pulling it down.
Why would he?
As the elevator climbed, Matthew thought about how different this day would have felt anywhere else. The stares. The help standing up. The exposed skin. The obvious consequences of eating too much. All of it would have carried tension, explanations, defensiveness.
Here, it carried none of that.
Here, it was simply part of being alive.
The elevator slowed as it reached his floor, and Matthew opened his eyes, feeling steady, calm, and quietly satisfied. He remained seated until the doors opened fully, taking his time, allowing his body to adjust.
Everything here was made for him.
And for the first time in his life, that felt completely natural.
Chapter 7
The elevator doors opened onto the thirty-fifth floor with a soft, muted chime. Matthew stayed seated for a moment longer, hands still resting on his swollen middle, letting the motion stop completely before he pushed himself up. When he stood, the familiar heaviness pulled forward again, and he instinctively widened his stance before stepping out.
The corridor stretched wide and calm in front of him.
It was noticeably broader than the hallways he had known elsewhere in his life, more like a quiet promenade than a passageway. The floor was smooth stone, cool underfoot, and the walls curved gently rather than cutting sharply inward. Light flowed evenly along the ceiling, leaving no shadows, no sense of being squeezed or rushed forward.
Matthew waddled into the hallway.
His steps were slow and careful, his gait shaped entirely by the fullness he carried. Both hands held his belly firmly, palms spread over the taut curve as if anchoring it helped him keep his balance. The weight felt enormous now that he was upright again, dense and unrelenting, shifting slightly with every step.
He breathed loudly, steadily, not bothering to hide it.
Every few meters, chairs and benches lined the walls. They were wide and low, upholstered in sturdy fabric, clearly designed to take weight without complaint. Matthew noticed them immediately. His eyes flicked toward one, then another, registering how easy it would be to stop, to sit, to let the pressure in his stomach ease before going any further.
But he didn’t.
Cody’s apartment wasn’t far. He knew that. And despite the strain in his middle, there was something deeply satisfying about continuing on, about feeling the consequences of his indulgence with every step. This hallway existed for bodies like his; it wasn’t a test. Choosing not to sit wasn’t about proving anything. It was simply preference.
As he waddled forward, his thoughts drifted back to the first time he had stepped into Cody’s apartment.
He remembered the shock vividly. The sheer size of it had stunned him into silence. The ceilings had seemed impossibly high, the rooms expansive enough that sound didn’t bounce back immediately. The windows alone had been larger than some entire rooms he’d lived in before, pouring light across wide floors and open space.
At first, Matthew had assumed it was about money.
He had said as much, still turning slowly in place, taking it all in. Cody had laughed, leaning casually against the kitchen counter, completely at ease in a space that seemed oversized by any conventional standard.
“That’s not how housing works here,” Cody had said.
Matthew had frowned, confused. “Then how does it work?”
“Weight and intent,” Cody had replied easily, as if the answer were obvious.
Matthew had stared at him. “Intent?”
Cody had nodded. “Who you are now, and who you plan to be. A heavy guy who doesn’t plan on losing weight gets more space than a light guy who wants to stay light. And if you’re heavy and you plan on getting heavier?” He had grinned, spreading his arms to gesture at the apartment around them. “You get the best places.”
The memory made Matthew smile now, even as his belly pressed firmly into his palms.
At the time, it had sounded unreal. Almost absurd. Housing not tied to income, productivity, or social value, but to the simple physical reality of one’s body and the honesty of one’s intentions toward it. Yet here he was, waddling through a hallway that existed because of that philosophy, heading toward an apartment that had been assigned with that exact logic in mind.
His logic.
Matthew adjusted his grip slightly as another wave of pressure rolled through his stomach. The fullness felt settled low and forward now, pulling his posture back just a fraction to compensate. He paused for half a second, not stopping, just recalibrating, then continued on.
The corridor remained quiet, steady, supportive in its design. No narrow turns. No awkward obstacles. Everything flowed, accommodating his pace without demanding speed.
When he reached Cody’s door, Matthew slowed to a careful stop.
The door itself was wide and solid, the frame thick, the handle positioned slightly lower than standard. He reached into his pocket for the key, fingers fumbling a little as his attention split between the task and the constant, insistent fullness in his middle.
He leaned forward to guide the key toward the lock.
That was when his stomach bumped the door.
The contact was gentle but unmistakable. A soft, rounded press of flesh against wood that stopped him short. Matthew froze, then looked down at himself, blinking in surprise.
His belly was sticking out farther than he had realized.
It hung heavily in front of him, round and firm, extending just enough that it reached the door before the rest of him did. For a moment, he simply stared, recalibrating his sense of space. Somewhere between the lunch with Pascal, the omelet, the milkshake, the cake, and the walk home, his body had shifted without him fully noticing.
A short laugh escaped him.
“Oh,” he said quietly. “That explains a lot.”
There was no embarrassment in the realization. Just mild astonishment, and a strange sense of respect for the sheer volume he had managed to carry with him this far. He adjusted his stance, stepping back just enough to give his belly space, and tried again.
Before he could line the key up properly, a deep sound surged up from his chest.
A loud burp broke free, unrestrained and resonant, echoing faintly down the wide hallway. It was followed by a long, slow exhale, his shoulders dropping as a small measure of pressure finally released.
Matthew grinned.
The sound hadn’t startled him. It hadn’t embarrassed him. It simply was. Another honest response from a body that had been pushed past fullness and was now processing the results.
“Yeah,” he murmured to himself, breathing easier. “That figures.”
He slid the key into the lock this time without trouble. The mechanism turned smoothly, and the door opened with a familiar, solid click. Matthew nudged it wider with his shoulder and waddled inside, the cooler air of the apartment immediately wrapping around him.
The space beyond felt like a reward.
He stepped over the threshold and paused just inside, a hand still resting on his belly, breathing steadily as the door closed behind him. The apartment was quiet, open, waiting. Light streamed in from the windows, stretching across the floor, emphasizing just how much room there was to exist comfortably.
Matthew stood there for a moment longer, letting his body settle.
His stomach was still overwhelmingly full. Heavy and demanding attention, but now he was home. And here, in a place designed for bodies like his, that fullness didn’t feel like something to manage or hide.
It felt appropriate.
He smiled softly, already awaiting the relief of sitting down properly, of letting the day finally slow. For now, though, he simply stood there, hands on his belly, breathing deep and steady, content and grounded.
Exactly where he belonged.
Chapter 8
Matthew stepped from the hall into the living room, the space opening up around him in a way that still felt faintly unreal, even after having lived here for a while. The room was wide and airy, the ceiling high enough that sound never felt trapped. Light poured in from the tall windows, washing over the broad floor and the solid, low furniture arranged with generous gaps between it all. Nothing crowded him. Nothing forced him to move carefully except his own body.
His gaze went straight to the wall opposite the couch.
The scoreboard hung there, impossible to miss. Cody had made it himself; thick wood, smooth and warm-toned, with the edges slightly rounded. Two names were burned into the surface in dark, confident lettering: CODY on the left, MATTHEW on the right. Beneath each name ran a series of tally marks, carved deep enough to last, each one a quiet record of a meal won, a challenge completed, a limit pushed.
Matthew waddled closer, his steps slow and deliberate. His belly shifted heavily with each movement, still packed full from the afternoon, and both of his hands came to rest on it out of habit. He leaned back slightly to get a proper look and began counting.
Cody was ahead.
By five marks.
Matthew’s lips pressed together for a moment as he took that in. Five wasn’t nothing. It represented time, effort, appetite and proof that Cody had been winning more often than not. But instead of irritation or doubt, the sight sparked something familiar and welcome in him: motivation. The gap wasn’t discouraging. It was a challenge waiting to be answered.
Behind him, the couch let out a low creak.
Cody lay sprawled across it, completely at ease, his large body sunk deep into the cushions as if the furniture had been built specifically with him in mind. His posture was relaxed to the point of indulgence, one leg stretched out, the other bent slightly, thick thighs spreading comfortably. His dark shirt had ridden up over his middle, unable and unwilling to contain the sheer width of his underbelly.
That belly dominated his silhouette.
It bulged out heavily beneath the lifted hem of his shirt, soft and wide, folding over itself as it spread across his lap. The weight of it pulled the fabric into gentle tension, the blubbery mass rising and falling subtly with his breathing. Cody didn’t adjust it. He never did.
In his hand, he held the last slice of pizza.
The empty box sat open on the coffee table in front of him, cardboard flattened and shiny with oil, its job clearly finished. Cody took his time with the final slice, chewing slowly, savoring it, blue eyes half-lidded with contentment. He glanced up as Matthew approached the scoreboard and followed his line of sight without needing to ask what had caught his attention.
A grin tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“Well,” Cody said, voice easy and amused, lifting the pizza slice slightly as he gestured toward Matthew, “someone’s eaten well today.”
Matthew turned from the scoreboard, the movement unhurried. His belly came with him, heavy and unmistakably swollen beneath his light green shirt, the fabric stretched smooth across the curve. He stood tall despite the fullness, shoulders relaxed, stance wide.
A warm swell of pride rose in him.
“Not really,” Matthew replied, a small smile playing on his lips. “It was a pretty light meal.”
Cody barked out a laugh, low and genuine. “That’s what you’re calling it now?” He pointed openly at Matthew’s middle. “Because that looks anything but light.”
Matthew shrugged, the motion subtle but confident, his belly shifting slightly under his hands. “I mean it. I could’ve eaten a lot more.”
The words came easily, without bravado or apology. He meant them.
Cody finished the last bite of pizza and set the crust back into the empty box. He wiped his fingers together once, then let his hand settle comfortably on his underbelly, palm spreading across the soft, blubbery weight there as if to emphasize his own point of comparison.
He studied Matthew openly, eyes flicking from the stretched shirt to the way Matthew stood, braced but relaxed, clearly feeling the consequences of his meal and enjoying them.
“You’re bragging,” Cody said finally, though his tone carried more approval than accusation.
Matthew lifted his chin just a fraction. “I’m just being honest.”
Cody’s grin widened, competitive spark lighting up behind the laid-back exterior. He shifted slightly on the couch, the cushions compressing further under his weight, and let out a satisfied breath.
“Alright then,” he said. “If that was light, we should probably fix that.”
Matthew’s attention sharpened instantly. His stomach was still full, too full, maybe, but the idea didn’t cause hesitation. If anything, it sent a quiet thrill through him.
Cody tilted his head toward the scoreboard without even looking at it. “Eating contest. Tonight.”
The words landed solidly in the room.
Matthew didn’t answer right away, but not because he was unsure. He felt the dense weight in his belly, the lingering pressure from everything he’d eaten that afternoon. He acknowledged it, measured it, and then dismissed it.
“Yeah,” he said simply. “I’m in.”
Cody laughed again, clearly pleased. “Knew you would be.”
Matthew took a few more steps into the living room, stopping near the coffee table. From here, the apartment spread out in all directions, every element reinforcing the same quiet message: space was not something to earn here. It was given.
He glanced once more at the scoreboard, then back at Cody. Five marks behind. For now.
Cody leaned back deeper into the couch, one hand still resting comfortably on his underbelly, fingers splayed. “You know,” he said casually, “most people would’ve tapped out after a day like that.”
Matthew smiled. “Most people aren’t here.”
Cody snorted. “Fair point.”
Silence settled between them, easy and familiar. Matthew stood there, breathing steadily, feeling the weight of his body and the warmth of the apartment around him. His stomach was still packed full, heavy and demanding attention, but beneath it was something stronger: a will to eat more.
He looked at Cody again, who met his gaze with the same quiet certainty.
“Tonight,” Matthew said, reaffirming it.
Cody nodded once. “Tonight.”
The scoreboard waited.
Chapter 9
Matthew moved slowly away from the living room, his pace noticeably heavier than before. The walk from the boulevard, the brief waddle from the elevator, the time spent standing near the scoreboard, and the moment of renewed competition with Cody had all worked together to shift something deep inside him. What had been fullness earlier had now gathered into pressure; low, dense, and impossible to ignore.
One hand slid instinctively to his lower belly as he made his way down the short corridor toward the restroom.
Each step sent a subtle reminder upward through his body. His intestines felt packed and active, the results of the afternoon’s eating finally asserting themselves. Matthew breathed steadily, unbothered but focused, his body language calm and practiced. This wasn’t unexpected. It was simply the next stage.
The restroom door stood open and inviting.
He stepped inside and closed it behind him with a soft click, the quiet settling instantly. The space was wide and thoughtfully designed, just like the rest of the apartment. The floor was cool stone, the walls smooth, the fixtures solid and unyielding. Nothing here felt fragile or temporary. Everything was made to support weight and size.
Matthew paused for a moment in the center of the room.
He shifted his stance, feet wide apart, and exhaled slowly. The pressure in his gut intensified slightly as he stopped moving, his body recognizing that relief was close. He reached down and unfastened his pants, pushing them down his thighs in an unhurried motion. Then he lifted his shirt with both hands, bunching the fabric up beneath his chest.
His belly filled the space in front of him.
It was large and tense, round and prominent, stretched tight from everything he had eaten. The curve extended forward confidently, skin smooth and warm, rising higher than it had earlier that day. Matthew looked down at it briefly, then placed one hand against it, rubbing slowly in a grounding, familiar motion.
There was no judgment in the gesture.
Just pleasant acknowledgment.
He turned and lowered himself onto the toilet with care, adjusting his footing until he was settled properly. The seat supported him easily, his weight spreading evenly as he leaned forward slightly. His belly hung heavily between his thighs now, closer to the floor, changing the way his body balanced.
Matthew rested his elbows on his legs and closed his eyes.
He focused on relaxing.
The walk home, the standing, the anticipation of another eating contest, all of it had tightened him more than he realized. He consciously loosened his muscles, letting his breathing deepen. The pressure responded almost immediately, building in a slow, deliberate way.
As he waited, his thoughts drifted.
They always did, in moments like this.
He thought about Cody, stretched out on the couch, pizza box empty, one hand resting casually on his wide underbelly. He thought about the scoreboard on the wall. The clean lines burned into wood, the tally marks carved deep and permanent.
Five behind.
The number still mattered.
Every time Matthew lost one of their eating contests, it left a mark deeper than the board itself. Embarrassment, and a sharp, internal awareness of falling short. He took pride in his appetite, in his endurance, in how far he could push himself. Losing meant that someone else had pushed further.
That feeling lingered.
It stayed with him, pressing at him the same way the food now pressed inside his body. A reminder. A challenge. Something unfinished.
His muscles responded.
Matthew braced himself slightly, hands gripping his thighs as he bore down gently. The effort was immediate and demanding. His body resisted at first, the mass inside him slow to move after so much intake.
He breathed through it.
Time stretched.
Then, gradually, with effort and patience, his body gave way. A large, heavy release began, the sensation deep and unmistakable. Matthew let out a long, steady breath, his shoulders lowering as he committed fully to the process.
It wasn’t quick.
What he had eaten had been substantial, and his body responded in kind. The movement was slow and deliberate, requiring sustained effort. Matthew stayed present, breathing steadily, letting his body work at its own pace.
When it was finally over, he sagged forward slightly, relief washing through him in a deep, grounding wave.
The pressure eased.
He remained seated, unmoving for several long moments, simply breathing. The tension drained from his core, replaced by a heavy calm that settled through his lower body and legs. His stomach was still full, very full, but the sharpness was gone now, replaced by a manageable, familiar weight.
Matthew stayed where he was.
There was no need to rush. Eldros wasn’t a place that demanded efficiency from bodies. It allowed time. It expected physical reality. Sitting quietly after effort wasn’t indulgence here. It was normal.
He leaned back slightly and rested one hand again on his belly.
It was still swollen, still round and taut beneath his palm. He felt the slow movement inside as his body adjusted, processing what remained. Tonight, there would be more food. More effort. More competition.
He smiled faintly.
The thought didn’t cause dread. It caused excitement.
Matthew thought again about the contests with Cody. The rhythm of them, the mutual respect beneath the competition. Cody never mocked him when he lost. Never gloated. The scoreboard wasn’t humiliation; it was history.
And history could change.
He stayed seated a while longer, letting his breathing return fully to normal, allowing the exertion to settle. The restroom remained quiet and supportive around him, the solid fixtures and open space reinforcing the same message as the rest of the apartment: his body was expected here.
Eventually, he shifted, preparing himself mentally and physically to stand.
He did so slowly, carefully, respecting the work his body had just done. His stomach still hung heavy, still demanded awareness, but it felt steadier now. Less urgent, more contained.
Matthew adjusted his clothing, lowering his shirt back over his belly, though it didn’t quite cover the full curve anymore. He didn’t bother correcting it further. There was no reason to.
When he finally opened the door and stepped back into the apartment, his posture was calm and grounded.
Tonight was coming.
And after everything; after the eating, the walk, the pressure, the relief, Matthew felt ready.
Not lighter.
Just settled.
Exactly as he should be.
Chapter 10
Matthew went to the bathroom after he left the restroom, letting the quiet linger. His body felt calmer now, heavier but settled, the earlier pressure replaced by a deep, comfortable fullness that rested low and forward. He reached for the light switch near the shower and turned it on, the soft illumination filling the space evenly.
It was time to wash up.
He began to undress without hurry. First his shirt, lifting it over his head with both hands. The fabric slid up and over his broad chest and then over his belly, which pushed forward prominently as soon as it was freed. The air felt cooler against his skin, especially across the stretched curve of his stomach. He exhaled softly, enjoying the sensation.
Next came his pants, then his underwear, until he stood fully naked in the bathroom.
His belly immediately made itself known.
As he turned toward the shower, the round weight in front of him shifted and bumped lightly against the counter. A gentle thud of skin against solid surface. Matthew laughed under his breath, amused, not startled. He adjusted his stance and moved again, only for his belly to brush the edge of the sink this time.
It was impossible to ignore.
And he loved it.
Every small collision was a reminder of how much space he occupied now, how much more presence his body demanded. The bathroom wasn’t small by any measure, yet his belly still found its way into things. He took his time moving, not trying to avoid contact, letting it happen naturally.
Before stepping into the shower, Matthew stopped in front of the mirror.
He stood there quietly, feet planted wide, shoulders relaxed, and looked at himself.
His reflection filled the glass easily. A young man of twenty, tall and broad, skin flushed lightly from the warmth of the apartment and the walk earlier. His dark blond hair sat neatly as always, slightly mussed now but still orderly. His blue eyes were clear, calm, focused.
And below all of that…
His belly.
It pushed outward proudly, round and heavy, stretched from the day’s eating. It sat high and forward, full and tense, the skin smooth and faintly warm under the bathroom light. He turned slightly to the side, watching how the curve changed, how it led his movement.
Matthew smiled.
Then he stepped onto the scale.
It was an old one, sturdy and wide, kept in the bathroom mostly for him. Cody had tried it once, months ago, and the result had been a broken mechanism and a lot of laughter. Since then, the scale belonged to Matthew alone.
He waited for the numbers to settle.
125 kg.
Matthew blinked once, then smiled wider.
That was five more than before.
Not imagined. Not guessed. Measured.
He stepped off the scale feeling pleased, not surprised. The number didn’t shock him. It felt earned. It felt like proof of consistency, of appetite, of intention.
Satisfied, he turned and stepped into the shower.
The water came on warm and steady, cascading over his shoulders, down his chest, and finally over the broad curve of his belly. He closed his eyes and let it run, hands moving slowly across his skin. The water traced every contour, every rise and fall, emphasizing just how much of him there was now.
His belly jutted forward even more under the spray, the warmth relaxing the skin and muscles. He rubbed soap across it carefully, fingers spreading wide, following the shape without hurry. The contact with the shower wall was unavoidable at times; his stomach pressed gently against the tile when he leaned forward, the sensation oddly comforting.
When he finished, Matthew stepped out and dried himself, again taking his time. By the time he left the bathroom, his body felt loose and heavy in the best possible way.
He made his way to his bedroom wearing nothing but his underwear.
The bed waited, wide and low, built with the same quiet consideration as the rest of the apartment. Matthew sat down carefully, the mattress dipping under his weight, his belly settling onto his thighs. He leaned back slightly, hands resting on either side of him, breathing evenly.
He reached to the bedside table and picked up a block of chocolate and a small handful of candies.
He didn’t rush.
He broke off a piece of chocolate and let it melt slowly in his mouth, savoring it. The sweetness lingered as he chewed, followed by the soft, familiar satisfaction of eating when he was already full. He followed it with a few candies, the sugar adding another layer to the fullness he carried.
As he ate, his thoughts drifted again.
This time, to Pascal, his eating companion.
Pascal’s suggestion echoed clearly in his mind: a weekly eating contest. Regular. Structured. Something to look forward to. Something that would turn appetite into pattern, into shared experience rather than isolated indulgence.
Matthew considered it carefully.
It wasn’t just about winning. It was about commitment to eating, to growth, to intention. A weekly contest meant consistency. It meant choosing this path openly and repeatedly.
The idea felt right.
He shifted on the bed and lay back fully, adjusting until he was comfortable. His belly rose above him now, a solid, rounded presence that dominated his view. He rested one hand on it, feeling its weight, its warmth, the slow movement beneath the skin.
Lying like this, he felt a quiet certainty settle in him.
Leaving his parents’ house had been the right choice.
Here, in Eldros de Rimbara, nothing about his body felt like something to negotiate or explain. Space wasn’t conditional. Appetite wasn’t questioned. Growth wasn’t something to hide or justify.
Here, his body made sense.
His breathing slowed as fatigue finally caught up with him. The afternoon had been full; eating, walking, settling. His eyelids grew heavy as his hand remained resting on his belly, fingers relaxed.
Matthew closed his eyes.
Sleep came easily.
And with it, the calm knowledge that he was exactly where he belonged.
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