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[vintage-tigre]

[princesssokphanny]

A once-in-a-lifetime shot — the moon perfectly framed by a rainbow. Caught at just the right time. 🌈 🌕

[vk20002]

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

[jusjazz]

A man or woman.. lol. Hi. I'm bi.

One day, a man in a black Mercedes will inch up alongside and ask:

You working? Nah. You wanna work? Nah. "

[jusjazz]

A random Friday morning. A few aches and pains here and there. My mental problems are turning to physical problems. I called the crisis hotline just to vent and talk with someone that hopefully I can tell a few things without being panicky of getting in trouble. Some days are better than others!!! Lord. I am Nothing with out you Jesus!! I'm lost Lord .. Help me. God, you are more than a helpmate, You are a life changer.. Forgive me God for my slight hate..My heart is sad. Lord I love you with my entire being but I have conditional love for Your people. Help me work on that just a little bit at a time. I don't want to force myself to care about rude people. Lord😔☹️😞😿 It is so many people who love the Lord, so I pray that You send others to help people. I ask for a peaceful state of mind and more Christians letting them know that everything is about love. I hope You heal me from caring so much. Maybe I was trying to do too much. Don't let me mess this up Jesus!! I need people to be accountable according to Your will. Lord, if I been trying to take Your credit please forgive me Jesus. I am powerless without You Jesus.. Thank you for every good thing that has happened in my life!! Schizophrenia is heartbreaking, sometimes I feel like I am no longer in control of my judgement skills and I have a heaviness in my body at times .Pray for me Holy Spirit 💕🙏🏽💕🫶🏽🙏🏽 I hope people pray more over their life.

Food stamps today.. Walmart here we come 😁😀😃

i want to be in a good mood..

[motivationalquotesworld]

[jusjazz]

I keep peeing on myself which is embarrassing and hurtful. Stupid schizoaffective. Good TV to no TV at all. Paranoid. 😔 Depressed.

"I feel like I'm drowning, but no one can hear my cries for help." 😭😭.

I almost had a wife. Oh my goodness, I am so surprised that I said that.😆😆😆😆 but on the other hand, sad face 😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹I miss her a whole lot but it's time to move on. I don't want to be single any longer. I want to cuddle somebody kind. I'm fucking tired of being lonely. I want some hugs and kisses. Single for 5 years so you can't say that I was rushing. It's about time.. I believe that if I let her go then she would be really hurt and I will be hurt too..😭😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹😢😥 BUT she's married so it's nothing we could do. Honestly, in my deepest thoughts 🤔 I was going to try to see if Steph and I could be the best of the besties. I love Stephanie. I miss her so much. You seriously spoiled me and I can only hope to have spoiled you too. Just maybe we can say goodbye to our relationship and say hello to being besties. God, I don't know what do do next.. Help me move forward with positivity and love... 😐🙃😑 😭☹️🙁

[jusjazz]

Vent and prayer time

Good morning my Lord. Thank-you Lord for all the blessings that you have brought into my life.

You decided to wake me up again this morning so I know you have a plan. I am completely lost without you Jesus. What do I need to do for this day???

Lord, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit: pray for Jasmine Latrice even when I don't pray for myself 🙏🏽 I been sleeping backwards. Sleep in the day and up all night. But honestly I don't mind at this moment because around two weeks ago, I wasn't getting enough sleep. And now Im sleeping better. I still have body aches and pains 😞 Thriving and barely surviving at the same time. God Help ...

I want to go to the smash room so bad.. I think and hope we go to a smash room soon. I have some bottled up emotions. Throw a plate or two. 😁😁😁😁😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🙂🙂🙂🙂

My mommy wasn't feeling good today and I was so worried. My mommy was having heart pains. I was scared. Thanks Lord for healing my pops.

[buttonpoetry]

“Can you believe that you, too, are someone’s altar? You are someone’s wildest dream.”

— Desireé Dallagiacomo, from Sink

[buttonpoetry]

Oldie but a goldie =)

[thespiritualencourager]

“I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined to me, and heard my cry. He also brought me up out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my steps. He has put a new song in my mouth— Praise to our God; many will see it and fear, and will trust in the LORD.”

‭‭— Psalm ‭40:1-3‬ ‭(NKJV‬)

[jusjazz]

O my goodness. I am sleepier more than usual. I have weird aches and pains. Lord, make every thing alright. For the past 3 months, I have been chilling with the grandparents 😉 Movies, dominoes (the game), just chill back time watching movies and playing charades. Getting some good laughs in. My Granny been doing some cooking. I want some more banana pudding 🤤🤤. Ready to get my food stamps. I am probably going to get the homeless some Kool aid. I need some deep rest and not just sleep. Granny blessed this room and me too 😀😀 Blessing!! 💗 It's Sunday Funday 😁 I wanted to write in my journal but this is close enough!!! I couldn't focus.

God 🙏🏽 Heavenly Father. I love you. I am totally lost without you Lord. Comfort me Lord. Help me know when to speak and when to be quiet. Lord, I need you to show me what happened to my life.. 😭😭😭😭 I'm mad at myself [I don't feel as if I can talk to God one on one] Where did I go wrong 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔 No hate in my life, I'm just nonchalant and indifferent 😐😐. I don't know who should be in my life!!!

[jusjazz]

A relatable poem

Hearing voices, seeing things that no one else can see That's what "Schizoaffective Disorder" really does to me.Going night after night without sleep, believing I am fine I wish this disease was someone else's instead of being mine.Medications in the morning, medications for the night I beg not to take them but others say it's right.It will slow down your thinking, you won't talk quite as fast You'll start living in the moment not focus on the past.One day I'm feeling happy, the next I'm feeling sad My moods go up and down, it make me really mad.I need structure and balance that's what the Doctors say And I should try to exercise a little every day.Life sure isn't easy as you can plainly see If anyone can manage this, I hope that it's me.

Written by: Sherri Vogel

[jusjazz]

Well well.. It's morning time here. It's @4:40 am. I slept a little backwards as always! I did get out the house though!! Yesterday was a slightly productive day. Family dollar (picked up a few items) KFC for dinner. I really appreciate my granny for taking me to get a few things that I need. And then on top of all that, my granny is getting my feet done tomorrow!! Blessing. I already clipped my toe nails to make a good impression. LMBO. But I definitely need that massage chair. I have been having a lot of aches and pains!!! 😔😔 Woosah! Lord please help alleviate this pain. I want some sonic, subway, or a place called 601 for a good burger 🍔. Then, I am going to get me some weed gummies and weed lollipops. Looking forward and praying for a better day 🙏🏽🙏🏽 I might complain some times but it's a few times throughout the day were I feel horrible. Dizziness. I haven't totally been ok since October 30, 2024. Then the dizziness is accompanied by a dull pain.😑😞☹️ But later on today, I'm going to get a pedicure 😁 Thank you God for the good "blessina" We all have something to try to be happy about I hope and pray.. God keep on blessing me, my family, and friends as well as polite strangers. Amen 🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽 Heavenly Father 🙏🏽 Heal my body!

[jusjazz]

Christmas Day 🫶🏽💟🫶🏽 Happy birthday my good Lord. Grateful for the day. I sent a few messages out to other people for Christmas! Lord Lord Lord!! We played head, shoulders, knees, and cup lol. Fun time. Salmon🦪 and pizza 🍕 for Christmas!! I just want to wish everyone a Merry Merry Christmas! I just wanted to take some time to wish Tumblr peeps a good time. I'm sure people were full for the holiday 😁😉 blessings my Lord 🙏🏽🙏🏽. I have to say a small prayer for those who have lost family. I also have to pray for people with a mental illness and people in shelters. I know it might be a little sad for the holidays without family but remember, they want you to be happy 😀😁😀😌 Just try to dig deep and enjoy the holiday!!

[jusjazz]

Hurting. I am feeling horrible. My body is full of aches. My body feels heavy. Toothache yesterday. Face ache today, so fucking horrible 😢 Please send me a kind word or two..

McDonald's

Hamburger 🍔

Caramel frappe 🧋

Terrible day except dinner. I did have some sleep but it wasn't peaceful 😔 Thighs screaming at me because of my leg pain 😭

[jusjazz]

October 10, 2024

Strip club action on the way!! Lap dance. Touch a few booties 😜 whoop whoop

[jusjazz]

Birthday blessings to me

Todays date (10/05/2024) @ 12:15 am

My emotions are all over the place. Sad and Happy!! Loved and Lonely !! Hopefully my birthday going to be ok. Strip club action!! Tomorrow I am going to this place called Andrettes. I'm ready to put my driving to the test❣️🥰

I want somebody to lay next to me 😍 No sex in years. 💟💙💟