i will cry, and that is a threat

lesbian, yearning, depression. this is basically my diary and im glad that tumblr doesnt have an algorithm that lets my friends find this blog

[doggogills-but-worse]

self destructive impulses are crazy. I want a cigarette.

[just-a-garbage-dump]

what am I supposed to do when I'm manic? coke?

[bennys-basement-deactivated2026]

Hickeys? Hot. Bite marks? Hotter. The imprint of my hands left on your wrists after pinning them so hard that it looks like a burn? Fucking perfect.

[fxther-figvre]

she’s so pretty she still looks like an angel while i’m doing the most depraved and ungodly things to her

[just-a-garbage-dump]

I don't want her to want me. I want her desperate.

[just-a-garbage-dump]

thought about being manhandled for too long and got so horny I blacked out

[just-a-garbage-dump]

hmmmmm want her in my bed. not in a sex way. in a touch starved way.

[just-a-garbage-dump]

can't recall if I haven't felt attraction like this ever before, or if it's just been a long time and I don't remember the feeling

[just-a-garbage-dump]

I'm a bit of a freak for looking forward to the pain of my big tattoo coming up

[sophielovesbooks]

How old were you at the lowest point in your life? Reblog this and put it in the tags, plus your current age maybe. I'm trying to see something.

[watcherscrown]

I'm sorry but this is so funny

[cookiesonfire]

Pretty boy in my lap. Pretty boy curled up comfortably in my arms. Pretty boy looking up at me with big watery eyes. Pretty boy hiding his face in my neck. Pretty boy letting my hands wander over him, doing whatever I want, touching however I want. Pretty boy breathing and moaning into my skin. Pretty boy squirming and losing his mind a little bit. Pretty boy begging me for more. Pretty boy tilting his head up, wanting a kiss. Pretty boy being so so good for me, and I lose my mind a little bit.

[impunishedbylove]

fake idgafer, i saw you yearning

[just-a-garbage-dump]

I hate having a crush. I feel crazy.

I want to bite her

[just-a-garbage-dump]

I think if anyone called me a "good boy" I would just explode

[just-a-garbage-dump]

what if I wanna be babied huh? what then?

[just-a-garbage-dump]

the breakup really was the best thing I could've done for myself.

[just-a-garbage-dump]

man getting put on antipsychotics really did numbers for my mental health

just looking back through my posts and realizing I haven't felt like that in .. a while. havent been this stable in a long time.

I feel like I'm less creative, ina. way, but it's still an improvement I think I'll take the creative blow. I can still do it, it just doesn't come as easily

[just-a-garbage-dump]

just want someone to give me a hickey. or five.