I Didn't Just Kiss Her | NCIS | Ziva David and Abby Sciuto | NSFW | Trigger Warning Alcohol and Parties
Her heart was a stubborn pound as she sat against her bedroom door, within it. Her mind was anywhere but where her body was. It was as if they were completely separate entities. She did not know how to feel, and quite frankly, processing it all right now was not her intention. In fact, she wanted nothing more than to forget. Her name was Ziva David and she had faced a dilemma she never thought she would have to. Her own sexuality.
This was not her, she thought. She could not feel this way for another woman. Or could she? Tilting her head back, she stared at the ceiling, her mind drifting back to the party. Abby Sciuto had invited her to a party that evening, and she did in fact attend. There was music, people, fun, dancing, drinks, foods, and even party favors for those who were more daring. Abby, a co-worker and now close friend, was never one to be closed off about her interests, however Ziva had seen a new side of Abby that she never thought existed tonight.
Ziva remembered how she had rather tentatively gotten herself a drink from the table in the front room and began dancing but only slightly before finding herself alone in the hallway off the kitchen of the host’s apartment.
Breathing a sigh, she felt rather uncomfortable being there, out of her element. Though she did enjoy occasional trips to clubs or bars, parties were never really her scene. Internally, she began to question whether or not this was odd. Either way, she had been there. For her friend. The Israeli NCIS agent glanced down at her drink, biting her lip before shaking her head.
"Here goes nothing, I suppose." She spoke, knocking back the alcoholic substance which tasted like a crude mixture of red bull and vodka. It burned at her throat, but soon this stinging was replaced by a pleasurable feeling brought on by intoxication.
Making her way back over to the drinks, she drank two more glasses before going back to the spot in which she previously stood. A rather loosening sensation washed over her and she could not keep from giggling, though there was nothing to laugh about. She then watched as a couple of girls, hands conjoined, made their way down the very same hall, into one of the back rooms. Arousal rushed through her as her curiosity seemed to get the better of her. She wanted so desperately to know what they were doing. She practically jumped when Abby drunkenly tapped her on the shoulder.
"Hey there, pretty lady." She greeted with a giggle, having had herself a couple of drinks herself. "You enjoying the party?" She asked, standing rather provocatively on the other side of the hallway.
Ziva pulled the right side of her bottom lip between her teeth, taking a breath before ultimately shrugging.
Abby rolled her eyes before gently shoving her friend by the shoulder.
"Pfft, Ziva, you are never any fun at all, are you?"
Ziva chuckled, shrugging again before drinking more before going to toss away the cup in the kitchen garbage can.
"Sorry." She spoke as she did so, running a hand through her long and luscious brunette curls.
"C’mon, Zee-vah. This is exactly why I brought you here." Abby explained with a huff. "You need to loosen up and have a little fun, you know?"
Ziva simply pursed her lips to the side in a sort of smirk. She loved Abby, and her persistence was one of the many reasons why.
"Oh Abby, please…" Ziva said, rolling her eyes. "I have fun."
Abby scoffed. She did not buy it much. Ziva never went out on dates any more, nor did she and Abby go out and have girls’ nights either. She figured all she did was make herself into a hermit.
"Oh, yeah. Totally." She replied sarcastically. "Because reading novels and cleaning your weapons is a barrel of monkeys!"
Ziva furrowed her brows, drunken and confused as to what Abby meant by what she had said. Shaking her head, she went to get another drink from the collection in the kitchen, downing it before looking back to the forensic scientist.
"I honestly have no clue what you are going on about, however I can assure I do more than that."
"Okay." Abby said in an almost mocking manner. "I just wish you would get a life, you know, live a little."
Ziva could not keep from letting out a dry laugh, snorting slightly.
"I can assure you, Abigail, I do." She responded, her accent thickening as her drunken state became more apparent.
"Oh really? Prove it." Abby dared, her wilder side coming out even more so now that she was intoxicated.
Ziva crossed her arms beneath her now more noticeable breasts, her shirt not concealing them as most did.
"Abby, how do you want me to do that?" Ziva asked in rebuttal, taking a step closer to Abby, a staggering step.
"This!" Abby finally exclaimed before crashing her lips into the Israeli’s in a passionate kiss.
Ziva was taken aback by Abby’s actions, but perhaps it was her drunken state of which made it impossible for her to stop herself. She felt Abby’s lips moving against her own, never having felt such soft ones before. It made her moan, only slightly, as her own lips began to move in tandem with the Goth’s. Her assertive nature, along with the effects of the alcohol, caused her to become rather dominating of the situation. She cupped Abby’s face within her hands, deepening the kiss as she backed her into the wall behind her. Abby, unable to believe this, shakily allowed her arms to drape around Ziva’s neck, almost begging for the continuance of the lavishing kiss.
Ziva, meanwhile, could not understand the surge of emotions colliding throughout her like tidle waves as she kissed her colleague. The taste of liquor and caf-pow blended in with the natural taste of her mouth caused even more arousal to build. However, somewhere within her told her that what she was doing now, with her friend, was not right. Despite her drunkeness, she was able to acknowledge this. Breaking free from the spell Abby’s lips had cast, she looked at her, within her green eyes, and shook her head.
"I- I can’t. I have to go." Ziva denied herself, backing away from Abby.
There was this pained look in her eyes, like she did not want to but she knew she had to. She knew she had to get out of the situation before it became something she could not undo, nor forget.
"Ziva…" Abby started, her voice barely a whisper. "Wait a minute."
She rushed over to her, her eyes dancing across Ziva’s heart shaped face as if searching for something within it.
"Let me take you home." Abby pleaded, the note of how much she truly cared for her evident within her tone.
Ziva simply shook her head, patting Abby’s shoulder.
"I… do not think that would be such a great idea." Ziva replied, a tear in her eye.
Then, without looking back, the brunette agent turned around and exited the party. Which left her where she was, sitting behind her bedroom door, thinking about it incessantly.
"Damn it!" Ziva grumbled under her breath, burying her face within her knees as they were clutched within her arms.
She did not know how, or when, or anything… but she knew she had to do something about this. Whether she confronted Abby head on, or simply pretended she did not remember or that it never happened, either way, this would be dealt with. She was not going to lose her best friend.