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Sometimes I wonder why I don’t have a partner at 32 and get all depressed and in my head about it. But then I have nights like tonight and I realize I have everything I could ever want.

The baby is snuggled up so close that both of us are on one side of a queen size bed. Now to find a well paying job with good benefits.

I’ve got a roof over my head, food in the fridge and clean clothes (well if I can ever get the laundry done).

#transparenting #trans dad

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Thoughts of a trans man

I’m having top surgery in less than two weeks and I’m so excited and really nervous and a bit scared to be honest.

I don’t know why I’m scared. Is it normal to be scared and a bit apprehensive? It’s a major surgery so there is some assumed risk. And although I am finally going to look the way I see myself but they have been there for the majority of my life.

Trans boy goes to the water park

So it’s the first time I’m going to the water park since coming out as trans. Slightly nervous but its just too hot to do anything but sit in the lazy river. Updates will come.

The reason I went off T and back on again

So about a year ago I decided that I was going to go off T because as I was staring down 30 I realized that if I was going to have a third child it should better be sooner rather than later. So I went off t postponed top surgery and tried to find a partner with whom I could co-parent.

So a year has passed and nothing has come my way despite my looking so it’s time to reschedule top surgery and resume my transition.

Now it’s time to be me. Not being me has been depressing and generally not fun. So this non-binary, pansexual trans masculine person is now looking for love where he ought to be within the trans masculine community.

What are you supposed to do when you find yourself falling more and more for a good friend?

And say said friend was going to come stay with you and your kids for a while. And on top of it all said person would most likely be sharing your room/bed with you.

This boy needs some advice.

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Not a topic for debate.

I cry myself to sleep each and every night. But tonight it's not because of the pain coursing through my body. Tonight it's because he doesn't see me. He talks of the love that broke his heart and soul. The love that broke him. As I sit across the table silently eating my diner. We fuck quick and dirty. But I know his heart isn't in it. His heart is elsewhere not here with me. And yes the pain is so bad I sometimes cry out. He got me a hot water bottle for the pain. I know he cares. I know he wants his heart in it. And as he sleeps and I lay here. I can't decide which is worse. The pain I feel every moment of every day. Or the pain I feel knowing I'm invisible.

#broken heart #pan trans #feel invisible

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Yesterday I said that bookmobiles are an instant reblog. Today, I learned that rule also applies to book donkeys.

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BIBLIOBURRO

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There are so many other awesome biblioanimals out there:

Bibliocamel! (Bactrian editon)

Biblioelephant!

Bibliocamel! (dromedary edition)

Bibliopony!

I get very excited about biblioanimals.

I've lost my legs. I don't think I'll ever get them back. One of my two best friends tells me to be optimistic. But that's hard to do when you spend all day I'm in bed because getting around the house in the wheelchaor you have is too hard because the darn thing is too big. Why is it that getting even the smallest amount of assistance when you're disabled is harder than the peace process in the Middle East? And all that is just to try to get a phone call from home health to be assessed to get an appointment with a home health nurse to be assessed in order to get appointments to be yet again assessed by physical and occupational therapists to then get appointments with aforementioned therapists. I mean the shear redundancy of it all is staggering.