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[justagirlwithbpd]

Thinking about relapsing

[justagirlwithbpd]

I just wanna be happy

[justagirlwithbpd]

I hate when something good happens to me because then something really bad happens right after. Nothing good will ever happen to me

[justagirlwithbpd]

I’m a disappointment

[justagirlwithbpd]

He’s the reason I suppress my feelings

[justagirlwithbpd]

he makes me cry

[justagirlwithbpd]

never fall in love

[justagirlwithbpd]

I tell him I’m sad then I he asks how that happened and I just say it just happened randomly but I can’t tell him he caused it. I just want comfort

[justagirlwithbpd]

my head is filled with nothing. I’m very tired

[justagirlwithbpd]

He lied to me and I believed it

[justagirlwithbpd]

My attempt failed. I’m ashamed

[justagirlwithbpd]

Planning out my suicide today. I hope the people I helped on tumblr do great in life and stay happy. Follow your dreams and not your boyfriends. Never focus on men. Think for yourself please.

[justagirlwithbpd]

Never knew someone I love so much makes me want to kms

[insaneyve]

I am definitely going to die alone. I am going to die unloved, depressed and useless.

[justagirlwithbpd]

First thing I did when I woke up was cry. I didn’t go to my classes today I stayed home. I was doing so good. What happened to me.

[justagirlwithbpd]

I feel numb

[justagirlwithbpd]

This is the worst feeling ever. I’d rather die than feel this