thinking about owning a pup... him jumping me as soon as i come home after a long day, greets me with kisses, already short of breath from the excitement of seeing me, hearing "i missed you" said repeatedly like a chant... puppy on my lap, grinding himself against me as soon as i sit down, panting with his tongue out... dropping him off of me, letting him fall hard on the floor, seeing his hurt expression for a moment until he resumes humping my leg, desperate and dumb and pathetic... pressing into him until it hurts, until pain joins the pleasure, his eyes rolling, his mouth drooling all over himself...












