Multicoloured Freak

Call me Maz [He / They / Ve] {24 years old} [I Follow from lostredsilver] [personal Kin Creations blog: karmic-kinboards]

[justamasskinnie]

Music playlist:

I offer you my vibes 🤳

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to be triply clear

This is a kin blog

PSA

When I talk about memories, they are things that actually happened in my kin lives, they are not: roleplaying, theories, headcanons or fanfics

Other accounts: @lostredsilver (main) + @karmic-kinboards (kin creations)

Also: if you need clarification on the intent of my words, please ask! I struggle expressing emotion due to having difficulty identifying and even feeling emotions (I don't lack them, just don't feel them) so I often overcompensate with lots of unnecessary punctuation or emojis. I do also occasionally use tone tags, usually when I'm overthinking my responses

(also please be patient if you try to contact me, I have horrible anxiety and will procrastinate responding or overthink my answers)

Ok, more general things

Idm the following interacting: SFW age regression, kff*, non-kin*, (obviously) other 'kin, furries

Oops exception: please dni if you openly selfship with any of my kin types OR consider any of them an FO (for non-kin reasons) I'm so sorry, but seeing my names on a self ship or FO list makes me WILDLY uncomfortable unless it's specifically for kin reasons

*(all I ask is you don't reblog any of my posts [only applies to starred])

Regarding a dni, I will just block anyone I don't want interacting, to be specific though if you're: a Proshipper, attracted to minors (as an adult) or animals, or against LGBT+ then that's an automatic no

I'd also like to ask that people avoid using ':)' or '.' at the end of a sentence/block of text [hi! :) this is an example. I'm totally ok if you use them to break up phrase etc. just specifically at the end is anxiety inducing]

*sigh* While I have nothing against objectum individuals, PLEASE don't reblog any of my posts to your blogs, that makes me wildly uncomfortable (if you ignore this I will just outright block you, I don't consent to having my posts, especially my posts regarding my own personal items, used for objectum purposes)

Also. I am very sorry if any of my vents against particular people (by which I mean past life things) upsets you or offends you (presumably because you're a version of the person), but please just scroll past and ignore

Also, while I'm totally fine with DDLC I'd appreciate not talking much about it, I have my reasons (it's nothing from the game itself)

Finally, please be wary that if you respond to me using nearly identical phrasing there's a 50% chance I'll get very irritated depending on the context. I don't know why and I absolutely will not take it out on anyone, this is simply a disclaimer that if I completely ignore or even block someone over this, it shouldn't really be a shock (and if it is, I dunno what to say, this is why you read pinned posts /lh)

I'm a little wary of just handing out all triggers but those are things that I think are most likely to become an issue

If you actually bothered to read all this, drop your favourite emoji

[justamasskinnie]

🥀 Find the flower

🌻

[justamasskinnie]

hiii i know fuck all about kinning but i just wanted to say that its so cool that youre a joey boswell kin i love bread <3

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Thanks, this actually means a lot! I thought Bread was too obscure so it's awesome to see someone else who knows about it :]

[kin-a-character-who]

do you kin a character who was scrapped / unused in their source? -🌌🌒

Do you kin a character who was scrapped/unused in their source?

I do

I do not

Voting ended onMay 10

[fictionkinfessions]

when someone has such a bad take about a character you are a kin of and you just have to… grit your teeth and smile

All headcanons are valid but oh sweet angel help me

-Mr Ant Tenna 📺⭐️

x

[justamasskinnie]

Gangs back together or smth idk

[justamasskinnie]

The only thing I miss about the circus? No muscle cramps

Ow

[otherkin-confessional]

i wish dollkins that aren't ball jointed dolls or pretty, anime-like/inspired dolls were more normalized. i don't want to be seen as ugly. i don't want to stand out from other dollkins after standing out from everyone else. otherkin experience is different for everyone and while ball jointed dolls and what i listed are beatiful and amazing it just makes me a bit sad. so many types of dolls exist and can be anyone!!!

🌌

[justamasskinnie]

Broken haunted porcelain doll here to say you're not ugly at all, I wish I was a raggy doll tbh, I prefer softer textures plus ragdolls are so much more expressive in design

Officially jealous /lh

[justamasskinnie]

Just remembered my self assigned name let's gooooooo

[otherkin-confessional]

i wish dollkins that aren't ball jointed dolls or pretty, anime-like/inspired dolls were more normalized. i don't want to be seen as ugly. i don't want to stand out from other dollkins after standing out from everyone else. otherkin experience is different for everyone and while ball jointed dolls and what i listed are beatiful and amazing it just makes me a bit sad. so many types of dolls exist and can be anyone!!!

🌌

[justamasskinnie]

Broken haunted porcelain doll here to say you're not ugly at all, I wish I was a raggy doll tbh, I prefer softer textures plus ragdolls are so much more expressive in design

Officially jealous /lh

[justamasskinnie]

"One more time, tell me you miss me! I love the attention!"

Aka why the fuck is Helios a goddamn gay theatre stereotype right now?

[justamasskinnie]

"I pledge the absolute truth"

[justamasskinnie]

Quotes from Magical Mystery Kin (I do not know who)

[with a thousand yard stare]: "Your destiny is endless, your destiny is endless, your destiny is endless, your- (repeating)"

"You're desolate."

"Expunge yourself."

"Sunlight is disease."

"the birds yearn for flight."

"I lay waste to you."

"Redaction."

"Pray."

[justamasskinnie]

So. Whoever this is, is clearly a villain of some kind

[justamasskinnie]

Have yet to figure out who this is btw

[justamasskinnie]

Don't mind me, recent kin feels

Bury me in the abyss

Bury me in the catacombs

Bury me in the you know who we aren't

Bury me in the sleet

Bury me in the fires

Bury me in the glance that could silence gods

Bury me in the aether

Bury me in the brimstone

Bury me in the my words are not mine

Bury me in the individual

Bury me in the cage

Bury me in the Who is me without we

Bury me in the conformity

Bury me in the vessel

Bury me in the seek but you will never find

Bury me in the bright

Bury me in the trees

Bury me in the rise from grave, fall from grace

[justamasskinnie]

New kintype in the process of dropping

I called myself Helios ONCE and started getting vibes gdi

Anyway here's the basic shape of my halo :D

[justamasskinnie]

Fathers forgive me for that I have sinned.

Oh lord have mercy on my mere form

Never asked to be like this never asked to be

Never asked to be the first one to see

I have wandered the dark paths, been in the light

Slept through the day and was awake at night

Tried to ease me wrong by thinking it's right

And yet I haven't been in the right to fight.

Shall I be or shall I not be

That is the question

My future is yours

I am no longer in control

Consider me below you

In a world so desolate and bleak

I believed I was strong but maybe I'm weak

A false God believing waltzing in a realm of unity

Your honor I've done the thing

I have gathered my things and crushed them with me hands

Watching the hole in my chest bleed

Am I too blame

Maybe , maybe not

All this jestering for the simple right to exist

To some degree I deserve the hurt

To make up for this blasphemy

It is hard to not repeat words

Whispering words we already heard

Just for this matter I wish to be free

And released from it all.

I have no no brain no chest and no idea

I'm merely an echo in the atmosphere

I am something dirty, some caricature of it all

Maybe I deserved to fall

From the heaven I had easy access to

From something that only belongs to you

I should have known my place all along

How do I plead? Guilty

Treason, heresy, homicide

I have a scar that'll never heal

Blasphemy, wrath and gluttony

I was feared below so now how dare I reach above

Jealousy envy misery

Complete is what I wish to be

Rhyming like a child staring at the paintings at walls

All in all I know my place. Away from the light away from the dark.

I deserve the void, the desolation and the nothingness.

Im a color I don't deserve to be

I wield something never ment for me.

I apologize,

The last word is yours

Words to post

[justamasskinnie]

Peacing out for the foreseeable, see y'all whenever I return

[lostredsilver]

Three new names for the name hoard

Ermis

Helios

Kytheros