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@justanotherskelle
Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart...
VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗 (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)
FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗 (how close a friend they consider them)
SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗 (wanting to have sex with them)
ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗 (hoping for a romantic relationship)
💔 Non-existent 💗 Very low 💗💗 A little 💗💗💗 Hopeful 💗💗💗💗 High 💗💗💗💗💗 Maximum
Send me a URL to hear how my muse would kill them.
new look?
So @seasonaldeity Venom showed me a tip with some make up... I think it looks kinda cute.. but..
what do you guys all think?
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A glass tablet was found, sitting on a journal entry of some sort…
Keep reading
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Dear Diary || Accepting.
It’s been months. Things are different now, yet at the same time, has anything really changed? I can’t help but wonder what I’m missing these days. I went from seeing people every day, to suddenly nothing.
… I wonder how Shorty’s been. It was probably wrong of me to just… stop talking like I did. But I don’t know what else I could have done. It felt like a better move to just, run entirely than to try and stick around even some of the people I used to know. Not that it made much of a difference. I’m not any better now than I was the day I walked away.
I do miss him though. And I hope to god he’s well. If I wasn’t so afraid? I’d get in touch with him again. I miss movie nights and cuddling.
Nearly time. Gotta start making preparations to visit again.
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Leave a ☱ in my askbox for an entry that’s about you.
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君は…[You are…]あなたはある時点でチャンスを持っていただろう誰かです。しかし、最近…私は私が見たことが好きではありません。[You are someone who would have had a chance at some point. But recently … I do not like what I saw.]私が見たことから、私が聞いたことから[From what I have seen, from what I have heard]あなたは自分の必要性について非常に多く考える人です。私はあなたが他人にこれをどのように傷つけるかをあなたが見ているとは思わない。[You are a person who thinks very much about your need. I do not think you are watching how you hurt others with this.]あなたが本当に気にしているのだろうかと思います。[I wonder if you really care.]しかしながら..[However..]もしあなたが私が接続していない人にこれをしていたら。[If you were doing this to a person I was not connected to.]問題はありませんが、…[There is no problem, but …]いいえ…[No…]あなたが彼にそれをやっているからです。すべての人の。これは私の問題です。[Because you are doing it to him. Of all people. This is my problem.]あなたが彼を使用している方法…[The way you are using him …]あなたが他の人に彼をこのボタンとして見せるようにする方法。武器。[The way to make you show him as this button to others. weapon.]それは冗談かどうか…[Whether it’s a joke …]私はそれを感謝しません。私には、嫌なこと。[I do not appreciate it. To me, it is disgusting.]私はそんなに気にしないだろう…あなたがその男のために彼を交換しなかったら。これはあなたにすべてを与える男だった。[I would not mind so much … If you did not exchange him for that man. This was a man who gives you everything.]しかし、あなたは別の道を選んだ。[But you chose another way.]あなたは明らかに誰かに決めました… 反対。[You obviously decided on someone … the opposite.]あなたの問題は何ですか？[What’s your problem?]あなたが押しのけた人を理解できないのですか？[Can not you understand the person you pushed away?]それは何のためだった..？[What was it for ..?]あなたは混乱しています。そして私もあなたが私を気に入らないことを知っています。私はそれを感じることができます。あなたが近くにいるとき、私はそれを見ることができます。[You are confused. And I also know that you do not like me. I can feel it. When you are near, I can see it.]私は静かかもしれない…[I may be quiet …]しかし、私は愚かではない。[But I am not stupid.]あなたが歩む場所には注意してください。[Pay attention to where you walk.]生死。それは私の刃の縁で踊る。[Life and death. It dances at the edge of my blade.]
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[ Journal Entry ]
I’ve been pretty cool with this guy for the most part. He’s been nice, taught me how to make a cake, let me crash at his place for a while.
Good guy.
But lately.
Some things that I’ve heard and, uh…heard.
Have me wanting to deck him.
Don’t get me wrong. He’s still a good guy but fucking hell if I don’t want to beat his ass.
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*where do i begin with this guy…
*we’ve…been through a lot together. good…and bad. and now we’re good again, and i honestly hopes it stays that way? we always worked better as friends. it’s where we were the closest. we were talked, and all that other good stuff.
*i don’t really see us…going south anytime soon? sure we tease each other but…actual romantic things are like…completely off for obvious reasons…
*idk…i just hope to mend some more things, and work towards building our friendship more.
≡ (closest I've got to the line thingie)
Your character has just discovered my character’s journal/diary.
Bitsy...I hope she’s ok. I haven’t seen or heard much from her, but I’ve seen her pop up in Tanks chat. So I know she’s ok right?I need to message her again. See if she’ll show to a stream again sometime. We had fun watching those Asian horrors. The one time we hung together one on one it was really chill too. I’d like to spend some time with her again.Should make her a cake sometime again too.Gonna work on that soon.
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Wash rinse and repeat, it’s always the same mantra
I say I should hang out and then don’t? But when we do it’s like being with an old friend… so why don’t I reach out more?
Maybe it’s because to most people I feel like I’m just….. Peripheral, if that’s the right word. Not really all that important. So I just kinda let myself linger in the background, eventually forgotten.
I keep thinking I get better then fall back into the same old antisocial bullshit
It’s so hard to fight it but I have to… I need to
I need to become someone that deserves friends like him…
Despite how far I’ve come, I feel like I still have a long road ahead
If only I didn’t have the social skills of a shy toddler.
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Your character has just discovered my character’s journal/diary.I spoke with him a little today. It’s always.. weird I guess?Like... we speak one on one and he listens? Put him in a crowd and you have no doubt about what he feels and thinks, but... it’s hard to speak up. He’s got this... level of ... authority? It would be way too easy to just fall in line and do whatever he said when he said it, how he said it... I want to trust him more. I just.. always get this feeling that he could turn on a dime, and I know he’s loyal to those he cares for. I know he’s trustworthy. Heh.. more than I am right?I dunno... he still kinda scares me? He has this power.. and I’m not talking about physical strength although he has that in droves of course... not even talking about his magic, although that too is some powerful shit...I’m talking about this power to get what he wants done how and when he wants it, and if I don’t fight it.. I’d get lost in the crowd and never seen again.He honestly has the ability to make me feel like I’m smaller than I am. Like I’m only around 2 inches tall and he’s stood above me with his foot raised.He makes the jokes about the blender and I don’t know whether to be flattered I’m part of all that, or terrified, because I know he’s perfectly capable and it wouldn’t be much more effort for him than crooking his little finger. Heh.. he could probably tell someone else to do it and use even less effort...I’d probably let him. He’s got this way... you feel like he can see right through you, like.. -right- through you. Straight into the soul. And that’s the last thing I’d need. Heh.. almost had a crush on him for a bit y’know.Thankfully for my life and his sanity, his steadily growing attraction and friendship with Blue saw put to that. Then again, I doubt anything there would have changed anyway. Someone like that? Forget it.I don’t know how he sees me. Sometimes it feels like we have a friendship growing, and then other times I get the feeling he barely tolerates me, purely because Tank happens to have some kind of feelings for me in his own way. Or because I need to know that if I ever actually managed to hurt Tank.. I’d have him to deal with.It’s confusing, and terrifying and exhilarating... and I can’t help but poke the lion with a stick because... honestly? I want to make him proud. I just.. I don’t think I can. I have a knack for doing the wrong thing, saying the wrong thing and knowing all the ways to wind him and those he cares for up without even trying.I’d do anything I could if I thought it would help him, or make him smile? Honestly though? I don’t know if there’s anything I’d be able to do. He’s... heh.. I guess really? He’s everything I’m not. I wanna see him happy though. I wanna see him safe. I don’t think it shows.. and I don’t think he’d care much if I told him that. Wouldn’t mean much coming from me. Words don’t mean much when I can’t put it into action, and putting things into action with Lucky? I wouldn’t even know where to start. I don’t know what I’d have to do. Who I am.. what I am.. it just seems to be wrong.Heh. Time to turn in before this entry takes up my entire fuckin’ journal.
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Your character has just discovered my character’s journal/diary.
Heh...I...missed this.We talk again you know? I know, I know. It’s just friends. Always. It’s definitely better that way. Bee has done wonders for him though. It’s amazing to see him be like... relaxed again. That flirty nature, it’s easy to fall back into old ways around him, and he’s no less comfortable to cuddle into. I’m glad for that. I see him quite a lot lately, I guess that helps? Like... he’s kind of demanding. Always wanting this, that or the other... stream, food, drink.. but.. it’s comforting in some ways? At least I know what he wants. It’s not hard to do.Not sure how serious he was about the earlier talk. The flirting but..I honestly wouldn’t have minded doing that at all. I think it could be fun.Part of me hopes he was serious, that it’s something that will one day happen.Part of me is terrified if it does, he’ll realise he’s still so far out of my league that I’m not worth talking to anymore.Doesn’t help he’s the father of the only kids I have. That I look at them and I see which parts of us got inherited and which parts are purely them.I missed it though. I’m glad to have this chance to sort things out and to remake old friends. I’m glad I got to appologise. I’m relieved that he forgave me. Heh, I already forgave him a long time ago, even if he doesn’t know what he needed to be forgiven for.I wanna grow closer. Friends at the very least.
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Your character has just discovered my character’s journal/diary.
...I hate him.I fucking..-hate- him.He doesn’t get it. He just.. doesn’t.. -get- it.I get it.. there must be something there. Tank seems enamoured?But... he’s got no sense of knowing or understanding.. still gotta put his two pence in though. Fucking...Does he even know he has literally managed to destroy just that little bit more confidence I had. I was trying.. I was trying to learn.. but what I’ve learnt?I don’t trust. I don’t like. I can’t. Someone who will literally take what is a joke and make it out like I see someone I care about as nothing more than a shield.LIke I’d tell -him- I’d fuckin’ die for Tank if he suggested it. Fight for myself huh?Yeah... like I’d -actually- expect anyone to protect me from their S/O. I was joking. But you? You’re a fucking JOKE!
