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desperately trying to be okay

[justashittypotato]

Reading, listening, watching

Searching for something entertaining

Moving further away, longing

Another reality, i am looking

[justashittypotato]

How can i want live

Longing to stay in this dream

Wishing in to leave

This reality i'm in

[justashittypotato]

Just give me some self-worth

To get me through harsh moments

Moments of weakness

And moments of desperation

I just want someone

Who'll remind me i'm worth it

[justashittypotato]

Everyday feels like a fairytale

Everyday i fall for you

That smile captivates me everytime

But yeah, this is reality

Being with you is just a dream

Just like a fairytale, it's non-existant

[qvotext]

(source: @qvotext​ on instagram)

[justashittypotato]

It may seem bad

That everything that happens

Seems to test you

Everyday is a struggle

Every day, you just want it to be over

Then in one moment

You feel okay

You feel great

And look back

Everything that happened

Was always something you can handle

Everything seems too much

But you eventually got through it

Looking back, the past seems harsh

But here you are, still fighting

Here you are, stronger

Here you are, on the way to being okay

Cause everything that was given

Was something that was never beyond you

Always be hopeful

Always be thankful

Cause every struggle

Makes you stronger the next day

[justashittypotato]

It's not like everyday

You connect with someone romantically

That moment, when you felt

Someone is weighing so much in your heart

It's not like everyday you'd feel

Longing for someone

Wanting to be by their side

Talking about random stuff

Sharing different opinions in life

You don't meet someone

Whom you feel like that everyday

Now it's just sad

I've met someone like that

And everyday i miss her

Everyday i want to see her

And everyday i think about how,

She doesn't feel the same way

[justashittypotato]

Bright stars at night

Mesmerizing full moon in the sky

Artistic paintings to admire at

Unrealistic dreams, too good to be true

All these remind me of you

How beautiful you are

How admirable when i look at you

Sometimes, you're so near yet so far

Sometimes, reality hits me

And reminds me how you can never be mine

[qvotext]

words by Sage Francis

(source // qvotext on instagram)

[justashittypotato]

I'm more concerned of those people who cared about me. I don't want any of them blaming anyone if ever i go away. But if it was just me, i woudn't be posting anything now. I'd be peacefully slumbering in my coffin right now

[anger----issues]

[justashittypotato]

Zhamira Mae

Everyday i miss you. There's not a single day that you don't come to my mind. It's sad that it had to end this way. After a long time I wanted to feel how it is to love again. And then now, it'll be ending. Though it was short-lived, i'll always treasure those moments i had with you. In those fewmonths, i felt happy, romantically. I felt what i longed for. Now that it's close to ending, i figured it would be nice to write what i feel about this now. I'll be letting go now. Once again, i'll let fate handle whom i'd end up with. I tried, i have no regrets. I did what I could. But in the end, i'm not the one you need. Every conversation ended up feeling like me just bothering you. So yeah, that's it. I know you'll be happy someday. I know someday, someone will make you feel like how i felt with you during this short-lived romance. You'll be happy, you'll always be okay, i'm praying for it. I wish you the best, always.

[justashittypotato]

I really am glad to meet you

I hope you become better soon

I know you're struggling

But i don't think i'm the one for you

I tried, but you pushed me away

I talked with you

But i saw how you treat me differently

But i loved you

I can't get my self to hate you

I can't do anything for you

Cause you won't let me

All i could do is hope

That you're alright

And pray that someday

You could say, I'm better now

[thehopefulquotes]

If you're always trying to be normal you will never know how amazing you can be.

— Maya Angelou

[justashittypotato]

Still feeling shitty

Guess I got used to it

Nothing to gain

In fighting the pain

The more i try

The more i realize

That i'm such a mess

I guess i got used to it

I accepted the fact

This is a part of me now

This void

This emptiness

This pain

This hole in my chest

Until these departs from me

I'll just be hanging on

Waiting for something

To fill what's gone

I'll be hanging on

Trying to live with it

Until i can truthfully say

I'm better now

[justashittypotato]

Fake smiles

Fake laughs

Fake hahahahas

In my replies

I don't know anymore

If there's anything good

That is real within me

Everything that's real

They are all about sorrow

Despair, depression

I wish genuine happiness would come

It's already too dark in my mind

Even if it's just a spark

Let me feel it, see it

Cause i'm losing hope

I don't know if i can still hold on

[justashittypotato]

I have this playlist that I love

It helped me throught the night

When the world is at silence

And your thoughts are the loudest

Those melodies i hear

They somehow calm down

And hold back my tears

It's nice to have soothing sounds

To help you endure

These never ending doubts

[justashittypotato]

Another rant about not being okay

I hoped for something

It seemed it was always there

So near, yet so far

No matter far i reached

Yet I was never even close

Our distance was an illusion

What i thought was within my grasp

Was so far all along

I'm slowly losing hope

For the thing that i hoped for

I'm slowly dying inside

Cause i can't believe

That i'll be alright anymore