Got sad and couldnāt sleep so decided to make a vision board lol itās so chaotic but I suppose thatās a characteristic in its own right. Doubt anyone is acc gonna read the writings haha but I wanna post this somewhere no one knows me. Wonder what your impression of me is :)
I feel blessed to have my family to celebrate with me and I am so happy for my friends and objectively what my life is. But I feel so left behind and lonely on the inside. Iāve never had a gf/bf never been on a date a hookup a situationship had no boy problems never been in love experienced no tropes. Absolutely nothing. Why is it that for ppl around me itās so easy to experience this stuff but Iām somehow never the object of someoneās attention or desire. Is it just the aura I give off - something unattractive sexually unappealing romantically or something.
I feel sad when i say mundane romantic stuff like a couple walking together shopping together talking about each other when one of them isnāt there etc
Ik itās like all superficial shit like I shouldnāt surmount this stuff on top of the real life stuff I need to focus on like grad studies and applications and stuff but I canāt help it. I always just feel out of place with this stuff.
And no Iām not gonna lower my standards for my ideal guy cuz why should I ? I know Iām smart I may not be the prettiest person but Iām not ugly I know I have skills others can only dream of. Is it so hard to find a decent person who is like taller than me smart too and just a normal non violent person cuz apparently for me itās impossible to get attention of such people
Everyone I went to school with either has kids, getting married, in relationships, and financially stable and Iām writing porn about fictional men. Life works in mysterious ways.
Reader who walks in on gojo x geto doing theš tango or like heavy make out and then joins in š«£
KISSING PRACTICE!
SYNOPSIS...you walk in on your two best friends making outā¦they claim they were just practicing and somehow get you to practice with themā¦
WARNINGS...geto x gojo x gn!reader, steamy make out session, spit, groping, gojo gets kinda possessive and jealous, they call the reader āprettyā, alludes to sex, not proofread
OTHER...likes and reblogs are appreciated
thank you for the request anon!
You, Geto, and Gojo were great friendsābest friends. You guys did everything together, gossiped, shared food, even shared clothes sometimes. The two knew each other before they met you, yet they still made you feel included in everything they did. Itās justā¦this one particular day really caught you off guard.
You walked up to your shared apartment, just having come back from a walk around the block. You spotted some cool stores that you wanted to check out, thinking youād invite the boys to come shopping with you and have a look around. Nothing out of the ordinary. Though, when you were standing on the other side of the door, you heard some weird noises. Muffled moans. Maybe one of the boys had a girl over? Either way, it wasnāt any of your business, but you lived there, so youād enter your house rightfully so.
You unlocked the door with your key, opening the door slowly and quietly only to be met with a sight in front of you that youād never thought you see in a million years. Your jaw was slack, eyes wide as you witnessed Geto and Gojo eating each others faces off on the couch. And they were really into it. Hell, they didnāt even hear you walk in. Getoās hand cupped Gojoās face, pulling him deep each time it seemed like he wanted to pull away. Surely Gojo knew you were there with his six eyes and all.
You couldnāt find the courage to speak, move, or do anything really. You just stood there, feeling your entire body heat up in embarrassment. Why were you the one embarrassed? No clue. Gojo was finally able to pull away from Geto, his eyes finding you standing there. He knew you were there the whole time, watching. Geto turned to look at you, a smug smirk as his face before he wiped the spit from his lips.
āBack so soon? How was your walk?ā He sighed blissfully. Why was he talking to you like they werenāt just about to rip each others clothes off? āY/n? Yoo-hoo!ā
āOhā¦um, it wasā¦okay,ā you stammered. āDidā¦did I interrupt something? If so, I can just leave and you two can carry on with whatever you were doingāā Geto and Gojo laughed at your panicked words. āWhatās so funny?ā You looked between both of them.
Geto stood up from his spot on the couch, making his way over to you. Each step he took towards you matched your thumping heart. His walk was sly, hands his pockets, stoic expression across his face. He stood in front of you for a few seconds, basking in the silence. āMe and Satoru were just practicing,ā he said nearly above a whisper. āJoin.ā
His words left you more shocked than you already were. āWhat?!ā You looked at him like he was from out of this world.
āYeah, y/n! Join us! Come on, itāll be fun! We always do everything together anyway. Whatās wrong with kissing your best friends?ā Satoru joined in, trying his best to back up Getoās blunt demand.
You bit the inside of your cheek, nervousness bubbling up inside your stomach and chest. You looked away from Geto, finding him to be so intimidating all of a sudden. āThree is better than two. Plus, you can tell us how good weāre doing,ā he added.
āAnd whoās better,ā Satoru chimed in.
You batted your eyelashes back towards Geto. āJust practice, right?ā You asked. He nodded with a smirk. Youād be lying if you said you werenāt nervous. Not only are they your best friends, but they were both so attractive as well. You couldnāt deny them. Best friends help each other out always.
You followed Geto back to the couch after you removed your shoes in the doorway and threw your keys somewhere on the counter. Geto sat you between him and Gojo, his hand so conveniently on your thigh. āDonāt be nervous. Just follow my lead.ā Geto hooked a finger under your chin, forcing you to look at him before he placed his lips on yours. You could taste the remnants of strawberryāmost likely from Gojoās chapstick.
His tongue ran over your bottom lip, his hand finding the back of your neck and gently pushed you more into the kiss. Something about this felt so dirty, yet it turned you on. Was this even morally correct? Who cares at this point, it too late to turn back now. You hooked your arms around Getoās neck, finally relaxing and easing into the kiss more.
āThatās enough, Suguru! I wanna taste y/n!ā Gojo pouted, snatching you away from his best friend. Gojo gave you no time to adjust, shoving his tongue into your mouth and sloppily kissing you. He was a lot more rough, but you still enjoyed it.
āDonāt get so jealous, Satoru,ā Geto breathed. āWe can both share them.ā You could hear the smirk in his voice as he watched you and Gojo make out. He was enjoying the scene in front of him, glad to have front row tickets.
Gojo had you straddle him, pull you onto his lap as his hands found their way to your ass, squeezing and massaging the flesh. It made you unexpectedly moan into the kiss which caught both of the boys attention. He pulled away, looking at you with a raised brow before looking at Geto. āHear that, Suguru?ā
āI sure did,ā he answered. Both boys stared at each other as you tried to catch your breath, lips swollen and covered with mixed spit. Geto forcefully grabbed Gojoās face, biting at his bottom lip before making out with him, tongue buried in his mouth. Geto then abruptly pulled away, kissing you once again, pulling you off Gojoās lap and onto his.
āNo fair! I wasnāt finished!ā Gojo whined. He couldnāt take being left out and settled for leaving wet kissed down your neck, licking a stripe from your jaw to your earn where he gently bit on your ear lobe.
You werenāt sure if you were imagining things or not, but you felt something hard pressing up under you as bucked your hips against his. āSuguru,ā you pulled away from the kiss, āare youā¦hard?ā You asked, looking down at were you were sitting on his lap.
āWhat do you think?ā The question was rhetorical. Of course he was hard. Making out with his two attractive best friends? How couldnāt he be?
āYou know,ā Gojo chimed in, āI think we should practice somethinā else. Donāt you think, Suguru?ā Gojo had a seductive look in his arctic blue eyes as he shared looks between you and Geto. āI mean, all this making out has got me so worked up, especially with y/n here.ā He was only looking at Geto now. āTheyāre so pretty and the sounds they make are so cute. Itās got me feeling all funny.ā
Geto chuckled at his best friends words, noticing the obvious tent in his pants. āI wholeheartedly agree,ā he grunted, starting to unbutton his white shirt. āWanna practice some more, sweetheart?ā Geto and Gojo were now both looking at you, waiting for your answer.
āYeah,ā you nodded, āI wanna practice more.ā
Letās just say all three of you ended up on Gojoās king sized bed, a trail of clothes leading from the living room to his bedroom. All of you sound asleep after a day of steamy make outs and multiple rounds, you in between the two boys while they cuddled you. The three of you did more than just practiceā¦clearly.
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I just yk want someone to be my person. Someone who is always there for me I just want someone to reach out when Iām at my lowest I just want to be someoneās priority I wanna be cared for like Iām the first choice I hate being the after thought I hate it when they say Iām just as important as this other person why canāt I be first ever. Itās so lonely I just hate being reminded time and time again that every time I pray and beg the universe, for just someone anyone to reach out offer a hand, Iām always there by myself. No one ever cares no one ever offers a second glance or even care enough to see in the first place. Itās so hard so so hard and itās so sad feeling itās not gonna change. It never does ughhh wish things were different
Is it just me or does anyone else feel like the only āspecialā thing about them was the fact they were doing academically well
Like as in not just the āgifted kidā thing but also like I worked hard and got good grades and though it affected my mental health I felt it was still rewarding in the sense I Atleast had good grades. But now I feel so drained and so stupid cuz nothing looks like a good grade unless itās the fucking best Iām so tired of the unrealistic expectations Iāve somehow engrained in my brain but canāt seem to erase. Itās just frustrating to see my mental health cripple but not even have a ābright sideā to it iykwim. Feels like the one thing I was proud of myself for the one thing I felt like I could show off is not there anymore I feel like there is nothing about me that is interesting or special and idk what to do anymore
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