Just Awefull

- Jonathan C. - May 7, 94' - Pringle. - 562. - CSULB Film, c/o 2016 - Guitar, Piano, Ukulele. - I watch a lot of anime.

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can you see me now as i am

hello i wanted to sing so i tried covering suisei’s ghost a bit 

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hello 2022

somehow i remembered the password to this thing

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星

in every world that you and i exist

you’re the one that’s shooting stars

and i’m the one who missed

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oh my god fk this shit LOL

so i was at least at 40,000 posts, and now i’m down to ~over 9000 (pun intended) just trying to delete useless reblogs and now i’m just saying fuck this shit. i’m going to make a new tumblr, officially resigning this one, but keeping it for my tags. maybe i’ll see some of you again, goodbye!

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purge

ehh gonna unfollow everyone i don’t know irl and gonna reset my blog and stuff. thanks for all the love everyone so far.

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Should I even sleep at this point

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i just watched Your Lie in April and I have hurt myself significantly ;___;

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I covered sorta House Of Gold by Twenty One Pilots because it’s so simple and I love the song.

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It's so stupid sometimes. I think so much I can't sleep. There's so much I need to say but can't. There was a moment I gave up on. Now I'm here.

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seriously need to take a long break from tumblr, gonna queue up till next week and then focus on school

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Well now that that’s over, I guess it’s back to the real world. Life, it’s been real but time to get back to school work because finals are next week and I can’t afford to have you right now. 

This may not be the most memorable birthday of my life so far, but I know after finals I’m going to be living those memories for days on end... if I actually survive...

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EDIT: I fixed something

Still might finish this with my sister laterrrr

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I don’t usually give up on things, I call it tenacity but I’m starting to see it as stubbornness. I really don’t see anything coming out of this effort anymore. There really is a time and place for everything, and there is always a first time for everything. I think this is the time to stop hoping for something good, and either go for it or give it up, the latter making more sense. It’s just.. Something draws me in. I want to put forward all this effort but the sad part is I know I’m wasting my time for this.

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In our last moment you were everything, I couldn't breathe in a world that wasn't in your embrace. In this moment you're still everything. I can't seem to find a place that isn't tainted with memories, the ruins that litter my life. But in a few moments, maybe fewer than I'd assume, I'll find a place to take a deep long breath of fresh air.

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So that p!atd and fob mash is making its rounds from the death I’m inspired to do another

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But seriously, why doesn't the world run up to you to tell you how amazing you are..

Or more seriously, why is it when I try my legs are frozen and my lungs collapse?

Maybe the rest of the world is the same.

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I want to mean something to someone, I guess. That is all.