Just Believe

And let your dreams guide you

[only-cat-memes]

[justbaleve]

Wow

[justbaleve]

Sometimes I feel so Lucky 🍀

[justbaleve]

For my Best Friend who says I never post pictures

[justbaleve]

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Bahanlee

Listen and tell someone what you think All songs and pictures was made by me; using my iPhone XR (Songs Made in Garageband)(Pictures taken b

[globalriseofblackpeople]

Why white people afraid of black people

Lmao he was going off

[csmitty4u]

CHECK!!!

[jaealluring]

actually watch the entire video

[findingdar-deactivated20180426]

Go The Fuck off!

[sweet-watamelanin]

He snaaaaaaappin!!

[marqweabyss]

He went in. This is gold.

[kennypendrix-deactivated2025040]

🎶somebody don’t beloong here🎶 Lol he really talking that shit!

[moodyspacebabe-deactivated20180]

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽😁

[mikisking]

He summed it tf up🤷🏾‍♂️

Watch the whooole thang

[neptoonsdaughter]

Nigga said “fuck Jesus”

[bra-bra-90]

RNS

[familylove7]

Gospel

[brownbomber-91]

Preach

[daddysbabyg4]

“SOMEBODY DONT BELONG HEERRRREEEEE” 🎤🎶🎵

someone find out where this young man is preaching at bc i need to attend this church 😹

[csmitty4u]

CHECK!!! 💯FACTS…

[madameblack]

This is my favorite video on the internet. I mean it.

[thecomeup87]

GO THE FUCK OFF THEN BOI!!!

[thisisproverb-deactivated202206]

MESSAGE!!!!

[csmitty4u]

CHECK!!!

[ozzie481]

✊🏿🔥🔊

[sharpimagetelevision]

Well said!!

[justbaleve]

I didn’t know what to do, truthfully I wanted to have sex with her, but I didn’t know how to ask. I sat there with a stupid look on my face, but that’s only how I feel on the inside. On the outside I’m crushing it. Only problem is that I know nothing is about to happen. I don’t really think she likes me like that, but I can’t tell. She is constantly close to me at all times but we never touch. I see her smile, but I question her attraction to me. I start to daydream about the things I would like to with her after we leave the restaurant. I imagine I lay her down and rub her feet. Massaging them as I took the pressure off. I didn’t know how she would feel about that this just felt like the wrong place to ask. I proceeded to imagine on trying to figure out what things made her smile the most. I could imagine how happy she would be if I just tried something new, but I don’t know the things that would excite her. The problem wasn’t me asking the problem was that I was at the dinner table, and I probably wouldn’t have these thoughts later. I didn’t know what to do so I just assumed that she wasn’t sexually attracted to me, and I guessed she just assumed I was a genuine gentleman. In a way I guess you can say it was true in a way. However, truthfully I think it might just have been better to be a genuine gentleman over being sexually crutches. I’m just hoping because off that she would just love me more.

[justbaleve]

Code of Silence

I don’t know what happened. We just sat there in silence. I looked at her, she looked at me, and we both knew that this was the end. The problem was that I still loved her, and I’ll do anything for her. I look down, and close my eyes. She crawls over to me, and put her hands on mines. I pull back because this was truly the last time. I tried everything I could, but she just wouldn’t let me go. I want to scream at her so bad, but I just stay quiet. I look into her eyes as she promises me she will never do it again. I’ve heard that before, but I still say nothing. Thoughts starts running through my head. I’m really tired of this. I still say nothing. I start to pack up my clothes and leave, all she can do is grab me. I still say nothing. I watch the tears fall down her eyes as she begs and pleads me not to go. The problem is I still love her. I might be forgiving, but I can only tolerate so much. As I grab my bags, she starts to threaten me. Her threats don’t really work on me because without saying anything, I still leave. I no longer want to think about her, but I just remembered that it was my house. I leave for a few days. Didn’t really have anywhere to go, but I was away from her. I sat in quietness for the time I was gone. When I came back she wasn’t there I really didn’t cared where she was, but being there mad me feel so angry, but this time it was okay. I assumed that she was out doing whatever, so I took advantage. I started with all the things I paid for, and then I started to think. I don’t why but I grabbed all the things that she needed, but just now right now. I grabbed all her feminine products, tampons, pads, and other things I knew she wouldn’t miss at first. Next I saw all of her jewelry, but I didn’t want to take it, so I just took all the backs off her earrings. Then I started to proceed to take all the easers of every pencil in the house. It still didn’t feel like enough so I just punched holes in all the condoms, but as I was about to take out the trash, I saw a pregnancy test. So I googled how to make false positives. Bought a pack and placed them under the sink just in case, and then I leave again. Eventually she calls me, I pick up the phone, but I don’t say anything. She starts to talk, and I listen but I know I’m not coming back. She doesn’t know this, but I keep letting her talk anyway. She finishes talking I don’t say anything, but I just hang up, and ride off into the sunset.

[justbaleve]

I have that empty feeling again, but this time I know it’s nerves. I’m afraid she’s not going to like me. I’m already losing to a memory. It’s been quiet all day. I’ve been on pins and needles. Every minute waiting for her call. It never comes through. I send a short text and wait for a response. Hours go by, and I begin to doubt myself. I promise if there is even a twinkle of hope, I’m going to take my opportunity. She has an hard exterior, but I know she has a soft spot. I just have to find it. I’m losing to a memory. That it what really hurts. Echos of old pains plays through mind. I try to use that as a fuel to drive my passion for her. I think the problem is that I want it too much, and that’s what’s hurting me. I’m overthinking too much. I’m scared of the future. I talk to God about her. He says give it time. I’m so nervous because I have an OCD when it comes to being a a good person . I promise I want to be right for her but I’m scared because the last time I thought was right for someone, they took my certainty away from me.

[justbaleve]

I’m scared because I don’t want to fail her. She makes me nervous. I didn’t know what she wanted, but I wanted to be there for her. All I wanted to do was make her smile while she stroked her hair. She was truly amazing, but she fought me at every turn. It was a struggle, but only because her heart was lost, and another person had it. I knew then I would have to fight tooth and nail just to get it back. I can feel the tension from miles away. I want to do my best, but I don’t know how to do it. If I can only just take a glimpse inside her mind, I could know what was best. Unfortunately, I’m not a mind reader. I want to be so bad. Because this girl is perfect and I would hate to fail someone so great.

[justbaleve]

Only Humans Can Destroy Humanity.

[justbaleve]

Trying to Find the Real You

For everything it’s worth I’ve stayed cool. Don’t really know if everything with you has been true. I gave you everything, and now I have nothing are we still cool? You see, I just do theses things, but why? In my feelings so all I can do is just cry. You see, I’m just far from home and tired. I keep running behind love that’s not mine. Now my heart feels like it’s slowing down time. You see, I’ve done everything that I can. I still want to be your man. So at least, can we just try to put our feelings aside, and try to make it this time. I promise I’ll never take you in vain. I’m sorry for bringing you pain.

[justbaleve]

An Experiment with My Soul and My Time With God

Today I felt myself shrinking as I felt the gravity of circumstances surrounding me. I watched time slow down. Capturing a glowing moment time. I can’t believe what I’m feeling. This is an amazing feeling the understanding of concepts are sometimes the universe has to let you experience. This experience sometimes has a great sacrifice that comes with it. There is an experience with moving forward. Feeling the the energy from those close around you. Entering the focus of righteousness exploring the the mind and soul of others and sending them to heaven is a feeling I would not do it because that sometimes is a gift that you cannot take back, but the experience of seeing the light was something that I never seen before. The room is huge paintings all over the wall. I’m looking for an office, but I feel out of place every is relieved. I can see them all. It’s a safe place for those who didn’t understand, for those who are tired, for those who are weak those who, for those who just needed the peace and quiet. As I can feel the powers around me. I just know God is with me. No one can take This experience away from me. Sometimes you just have to figure out lurking around the Hall of the Gods. Wanting to understand just how it works. Learning how to write my own script. Just looking for something to hold on to. It makes you feel weak, but you know it’s really making you stronger. Time maybe something that you can never get back, but what if it was never ours to begin with? Only our’s to spend?

[justbaleve]

I use to watch the clouds go by at work, just to watch time flow, I could play waiting games all the time. I’ll work be bored at work with nothing to do. So many thoughts going through my head, but none of know how to make time move forward. Thinking about about the next step of an unknown time of something that could never happen. That’s what it’s like being being by myself. Finding my self in a time loop. Looking for a way to escape. Not knowing how free myself without having to abandon ship. Truthfully I did everything possible to stay under the radar. So far it’s worked but I still want to go back, not for them, but for this beautiful building. If even just to lease it out just to see inside. I wanted to see inside the building. And to just marvel at it’s glory. The veiw of its amazing stature drew me closer every day. I saw visions of it. Not knowing it was my future I was inspired to just wonder the halls of a school. Who says that inspiration comes from nowhere? I don’t know. Maybe it just happened to be a good thing, or a really odd coincidence, but the building was calling too me wanting me to be inside. Whatever it is it makes me feel stronger. In the building I saw a new future for me but I didn’t know what it was trying to figure out why these things was happening to me. Not ever felt right with this, but I loved the building. I don’t know why, but I just did. Months go by, I’m not understanding. Why are these weird things are happening to me. There was something about that neighborhood. I didn’t mind it, but I never wanted to be there if I didn’t have to. This neighborhood was both the nicest and the worst part of town. I didn’t know what to do any time I went to that part of town. As a child anytime I went there it was church related. As a child, coming up in a church, I felt like I had many advantages over other people not because it was a church, but the fact I was reading and understanding concepts of one of the greatest history books of all times. Whether if anyone likes it or not, The Bible is one of the greatest history books alive, but reading and understanding concepts of The Bible, even from a young age, Gave me an advantage. I learned how to mentally break into people heads. Because that’s what The Bible teacher’s you right? Wrong. The Bible will never teach you that. For the simple fact is it’s always open for interpretation. At the same token, I wasn’t a snob about it. I was just a child that grew up in the church what did I know? Right? There was a lady that went to our church I don’t know the story behind her, but everyone treated her like a cool aunt. Even my mom and her siblings treated her like an aunt. We respected her and her family. That’s it, and she just happened to live in that neighborhood. That neighborhood was just shady. No one would get hurt, but for some odd reason there was always tension in the air. I don’t know this neighborhood was just full of oddities. There was a man who would walk the streets because that was all he wanted to do. They tried locking him up at first but all he would do was walk the streets. Not asking for anything, just walking.

[justbaleve]

My Bored Friend

There once was this girl. She was pretty. Any word that you could add with the word pretty; she was that. Sometimes she was pretty smart. Other times she was pretty cute. Whenever you asked her a question she was pretty good at not knowing the answer. Sometimes too good. I liked her. She made me smile. She tried everything to keep me on my toes just until I cannot feel them anymore. She makes me curious. As time moves forward, I don’t see her or hear from her. Months go by, I see her again, not knowing it’s her I just talk to her. I love to talk to her whenever I’m bored. As of lately, I’ve been bored more than ever. Everyday felt like a day in purgatory. I could feel the time moving against my back. I’ve run out of options. But she doesn’t know that. She’s still a stranger but for right now she’s the only real friend I have. Who could I have turned to if not a stranger? She pulls down her. And I laughed, because I seen her one time before. I gave her something when I should have made her pay for it. I looked and as I could feel the temperature drop. Two bored fools at a bus stop. That night she was just a bit prettier then it was cold. And that night it was very cold. I can see the frost starting to set on the windows of the cars around us. I get us an ride so that I could make sure she got home, and I could have tried a lot of thing but something told me not to. I can feel the fate weaving our lives together not knowing that the lives we live has to move on. After talking to her I knew fate had brought us closer together once before. We were the same age went to the same middle school for two years together and we didn’t know each other then. Same grade and everything. We have always been close together our whole lives, but we don’t meet until we were adults? Now something like that is pretty amazing. After that night again I didn’t see or hear from her for two and a half months. Didn’t think too much about the night, just somehow knew, I would somehow see her again if fate is really real. Now anytime you want to test fate. Let something go twice and see if it comes back and if does. Well, just see how much it keeps coming back. Certainly I don’t have control over this, but there is something about about someone you can just be bored with. Being bored together with some one is absolutely magnificent. Just having someone to do nothing with is sometimes the best memories you can make with someone. Anything can happen. It’s funny how sometimes you can be a stranger, and yet feel so connected with them. Just riding time with someone always feel better than just sitting in it by yourself. You find find yourself at the edge of falling and flying what do you you then. On dark nights you want to watch the stars together. Out of all the thi love her for I’m glad she is pretty boring.