ME!

SCPA Student ((means i go to a performing arts school))

[justbeingme644-blog]

I am Zeen. This is my Story: A year ago I told you guys my story. That story has changed. My Boyfriend broke up with me. I was backstabbed. I realized things. And ive fallen in love again. Im now 14. I attend a Performing arts school i love dearly. I have a 3.6GPA better than i have and i wish to improve. Sadly. I have fallen into depression again. Its not fun. Its not lovely. I do not wish to talk about it. Aiden **** I will keep last names out for the sake of Privacy. Im in love. I dont want to admit it. To anyone. Not even myself. I dont know what to do about it. My school. I do what i love. I sing everyday at school. It makes me express myself. Lets my soul feel free and loved and I couldnt bare to let it go. (Not to mention my Math teacher is as sweet as candy) My Ex...when we broke up he said i was boring. The person i used to love...said i was boring. At 14 years old. I realized i want to be a boy. Im proud to say it. My new name is Zeen. I may wear dresses or makeup or girly stuff. But that makes me no less of a boy. For this summer. I will be attending my future colleges. I cannot wait...but i have to make it to summer first. Just remember: I love you all 💙🐼 ~Im proud if the only thing you did today was breathe~

[justbeingme644-blog]

Gay, Trans

"Theres a light behind a dark door of fears" ~Zeen So I have been struggling with how to tell my mom that im Trans (FTM) and gay. *sigh*

[justbeingme644-blog]

Transgender

My fellow tumblr people. Im actually...a girl...born a girl and currently am a girl. But i want to be a boy. I do not know how to come out to my parents so writing it to you guys feels better. Ive felt so unwanted by everyone and everything. I wanted to commit suicide and i have tried to do that. Its not something im proud of but i need to start sharing my feelings and myself. For you people who think this is a choice. Its not. Its natural. Im so sick of people judging me and i wanted to be at least open on my page. Thank you if you listened. ❤️

[justbeingme644-blog]

everyone: are you okay

everyone: you look tired

everyone: you look upset

everyone: you look confused

everyone: are you mad at me

everyone: what happened to you

everyone: are you sick

me: IT'S MY FACE

[1041uuu]

[bitchybearfury]

I have a concern I would like to bring to your attention. In today’s society, a woman’s body is constantly discriminated against and hyper sexualized to the point where we can no longer wear the clothing that we feel comfortable in without the accusation and/or assumption that we are being provocative. This unjust mindset towards women is absolutely absurd. I will not search for something to cover up my back and shoulders because I am not showing them off with the intention to gain positive sexual feedback from the teenage boys in my school. I am especially not showing them to receive any comments, positive or negative, from anybody else besides myself because the only person who can make any sort of judgment on my body and the fabrics I place on it is me. If you are truly so concerned that a boy in this school will get distracted by my upper back and shoulders, then he needs to be sent home and practice self control. Thank you, have a nice day.

Lauren Wiggins

http://www.teenvogue.com/my-life/2015-05/halter-dress-detention-response/

(via bitchybearfury)

[robbie1945-deactivated20150723]

The fuck

Y'all gonna think we’re bad but just listen. So my little brother, who’s in 5th grade, got out of school late, and I was worried about him because he wasn’t home yet and I went to go pick him up 15 minutes after his release time and I saw him barely coming out, and when he told me why I was pissed and disappointed, he was in class and his friend kept taking his pencils and so he told him in Spanish Vete a la Verge(get the fuck out of here) and some other Hispanic girl who doesn’t speak a word of Spanish assumed that my little brother was talking about her boobs and told her mother, who also doesn’t know Spanish, and they went to the teacher and he had to go to the principal who when he told what he actually said she sided against him and consistently insisted that he was lying to the point that telling me of his ordeal caused him to start crying. 1. How can you side with someone who doesn’t even understand the language he was speaking. 2. Why does it sound like you’re interrogating a child not discussing their actions/words. 3. Why would a 5th grader assume that he is talking about her boobs, you’re 10 years old you haven’t gone through puberty, you have a chest not boobs, why are you sexualizing yourself or who told you that your chest is sexual? 4. What the hell is wrong with society if a ten year old is already thinking she has boobs and that they are sexual? And all this happened today on my birthday. We will be going to the school to discuss this matter and hopefully switch him out of that class. I have another question, is this considered sexist? If you think I’m wrong please reply to this and tell me how I would like honest opinions

[toshio-the-starman]

A school observation about dress codes...

So as some of you may know, I’m currently working as a teacher. Since the weather has been warm for nearly two months now, I have seen lots of dresses, skirts, hot pants/short shorts, crop tops, and borderline see-through blouses and tops.

Apparently, according to many in North America, this should be a huge distraction for me as a male teacher. However…

THE MOST DISTRACTING THING IS WHEN STUDENTS AREN’T PAYING ATTENTION AND TALKING TO EACH OTHER IN CLASS.

THAT’S IT. 

THAT IS MY BIGGEST IN-SCHOOL DISTRACTION.

WHY IS THIS SUCH A HARD CONCEPT FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO GRASP?!?!

[wnq-writers]

you’re the first person I wrote poems about you’re the first person i wrote poems for i wish you could have read them i wish you could know just how much you have meant to me since the moment you entered my life i knew you were going to rip me open and make my soul anew and breathe life into it i think i gave you too much power i was too dependent on you when I should have been dependent on myself but you live and you learn, and i won’t do that again you were my first for a lot of things you were my first love and also my first heartbreak i saw myself marrying you and that was really scary for me at the time, i was really coming to grips with my identity and who i wanted to be I thought i had a choice in this but i cannot help who i fall in love with no one can but one thing’s for sure - even if I could choose, i would still choose you in a crowded room, our souls would still link i was lost and somehow in all the madness, you found me you always say you found me, but we found eachother the distance is what broke us i don’t think we knew what we were up against we were young, dumb, and in love we were both so naïve and just wrapped up in another’s presence you were the most beautiful soul i had ever come into contact with you were so precious and i saw that you were fragile and i’m fragile too i wanted to protect you from the world. you made me feel excited about everything in life you made me feel so alive and inspired i had never felt this strongly for anyone in my life and i couldn’t get enough i was addicted to you and the idea of you i was always looking to get my fix holding your hand, kissing your face, falling asleep and waking up beside you were the things i loved most even though i didn’t get to do them very often I definitely took you for granted i took the love you have for me for granted too but i will always love you the thing about me is that my love for you will never fade if there is one thing of which i am sure, it is that. because when i love, i love so hard it makes me want to dance in the rain and you know i hate getting my hair wet. it makes me want to scream from the highest of rooftops because love is the utmost best feeling i have ever felt and i am blessed to have loved you and for you to have loved me but i need to move on for both of our sake i am physically and mentally drained and i no longer have time or space for you we loved hard but we also fought hard too moving on is the best possible thing either one of us can do I wish you the very best and I will always carry what we shared with me five years, ten years, even in thirty years when I’m working my dream job, I will think of you and wish you happiness and peace you were my first love but you won’t be my only love and you won’t be my last love because as much as I love you, I love myself more

thelovelyloner (via wnq-writers)

[cicelyngl]

For every person who likes or reposts this, i will send them a message in their inbox and i can help or even just have a chat ❤️

[anopinionatedbookworm]

You’ve got your shit together, you’re not scared of anything. I’m scared of everything. And I’m crazy. Like maybe you think I’m a little crazy, but I only ever let people see the tip of my crazy iceberg. Underneath this veneer of slightly crazy and socially inept, I’m a complete disaster

Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell (via anopinionatedbookworm)

[justbeingme644-blog]

My name is Soren this is my story:

So…hey guys! Im not that comfortable with the camera so. Im typing! Um. Where do i begin? When i was 7 my parents got divorced. I loved my mom and i cried for a long time. I do remember not wanting to eat or do anything. Then i started moving. So far all in total ive moved to about 18 houses. Im only 13. When i got into 6th grade i was in Cali and im not a Cali “body type” i got bullied and it wasnt fun. In 7th grade i found my love. My boyfriend. I love him so much. I learned that he was depressed and that made me sad. A lot of drama happened in 7th grade and at some point i couldnt do it anymore and i tried to kill myself. The same thing happened in 8th grade and my mom is helping me now.

What im learning now is that things may get hard and there is no stopping them. But keep your head held high. Find something you love to do and do it when you get sad. I use music. I love to sing im a singer and it helps so much to sing or listen to music. Im also a dancer and that helps too. Just dont give up. You cause a lot of people pain. You think no one cares?

❁I CARE ABOUT YOU!!❥

[justbeingme644-blog]

Majestic Selfies On Fleek

[justbeingme644-blog]

Finals desperation sinks in

Professor: I'll add three points to your final grade if you-

Me: I'll do it. I don't care. Are the next words out of your mouth going to be "kill a man"? 'Cause I'll do it. I don't care. Give me those fucking points so I get a decent grade and feel fucking validated. I hate myself.

[thechargrey]

A little tip for parents with children in school (or for children in school to show their parents)

My mom gave me and my sister two days every semester that she called “mental health days.”

Those were days, that for ANY reason, and without having to tell my mom the reason, we could skip the day of school. We’d just tell her we were taking a mental health day and she’d call the school and let them know we were not coming in. 

#1 This helped keep our grades up by lowering our stress levels. I never got a C in any grade school class. The majority of my classes I received A’s. I also took 4 AP classes and they were not weighted. Trust me, it made a difference.

#2 I never felt the need to skip school. I knew if I ever wanted to or needed to my mom would help me. 

Your kids are young and need time to recover. They need some days where they can do nothing but stay in bed for no reason. They need their own space where their privacy is respected. It will make a huge difference.

[buckwildbarrelracer-deactivated]

Will do this when I have kids

[adastrabella]

my parents do this too and let me tell you, sometimes it is the only thing that keeps me sane. would recommend 100%