My dear mom,mama …
The person who suppose to be the the most selfless person in your life, well I cant tell if fits in my mother/daughter relationship, I mean she took me in and gave her name, made me one of her children,like her own, or at least that what she rub in my face every time we have fight ,in terrible try to make me feel bad, for complaining after all I owe her, but what to I owe her exactly?..
If she is my mom, why she all reminds me that I'm terrible person and she owe me the favor that abled my life to process, and I'm entirely forever grateful for it but somehow I love her less now not exactly sure is it because she narcissistic and makes every fucking thing about her and pretends she is mother Teresa or the fact that she turned from " I'm going to shop some supplies for the house, do you need something to get to you " to "I'm going to shop for the house needs I want the home chores finished by the time I'm here" in order manner witch just make me feel.….honestly like Cinderella and that just sucks absabsolutely sucks , I don't need to be the Cinderella of my story,but she indeed turns to the evil stepmother figure from time to time ,and her amazing psychological ability to make you wanna to kill yourselves when she hates you, and man I pity whoever she hates, or maybe because she always whines about money makes me sick in the stomach,like badger in the street wouldn't whine as much about finance situation, well, it kinda harsh the last comment, I'll take it back it unfair from me, or maybe because she just like to brag,she is show off addict,like when when my sister bunny graduated from high school mom told every one that she passed the exams with 82% while my sister only had 78% and then mom got fireworks just to show off,and I dead sure she wasn't satisfied with bunny's grades at all I remember, how bunny received her degrees announcement from her friend in the phone call, she was still half asleep and mom setting by the bed face her and I was next to her and she gave her the worst look ever, it was fucking harsh, brutal actually to be honest, especially knowing that my sister studied hard and fucking almost had dr and turned to food as coping mechanism..and god dont let me start with how my sister got all the beauty adjectives while I got the " obeying, house wife material" adjacent ugh,seriously mom, but dont get me wrong, my dad is an angel but he at least doesn't rub adopting me in my face every time we fought,but still makes you feel completely stupid and useless and unequal to have one on one fair conversation even tho when I have logical arguments, then he uses the disrespectful card,ugh Parents ...
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