Remnants of the Old Home @justlikerek1 - Tumblr Blog

I hate myself so much. I wish I had a lithe and lean body. I wish I could wear the various clothes I have and not feel despicable. But all I can rely on is Ana and her friends. I'm old AF and I'm still thinking like I was when I wasn't even 18 yo. Don't end up like me. ;(

#mental illness #mental health #thnsp0 #i hate calories #i just wanna be thin

What matters the most is that I still have my tumblr account 🤍

Started a Chloe Ting 6 week shred program thing the other day and that first day's workout totally kicked my ass, but in a kinda good way? lol

Feels good getting back into working out again! 💪🏻 Seriously time to 🔒 in!

#ed blr #i just wanna be thin #girl abs #shredded #chloe ting #workout #mental illness #gymlife

inanotherunivrse

in another universe i am not constantly contemplating about ending my life everyday

ur-favorite-fishgirl

sex is a distraction from your true purpose in life which is to go to the aquarium and look at the fish and go "wooooooaaah.... fishies". cmon guys we all need to lock in.

peacefulprogress

Nothing taste as good as skinny feels

ur-favorite-fishgirl

sex is a distraction from your true purpose in life which is to go to the aquarium and look at the fish and go "wooooooaaah.... fishies". cmon guys we all need to lock in.

limelessx

Me after looking at pictures of myself from when I was at my lw

I need to lock in

picturemebrken

JUNE2026 ACTIVE shedblr accounts reblog to find mooties :pp

vent - this morning

I don't want to live a life in this world that I must remember, because, aside from my maternal grandmother going insane and dying in the hospital, I can tell how her delusions worked. It's made me very areligious. It's made me agnostic at best. I think of her, my grandmother, a lot, whenever I think about "heaven" and the "afterlife…," which she was so passionate about because I know she would understand Haibane Renmei, even if at a mundane level. I think she'd have gotten the message by episode 6. And by the end? She'd be sobbing with me…I have no grandparents anymore, and idk how long I can last here…and I wish I could believe my grandmother back into existence for a short time, just to try showing her how much she's inspired me to write, to meditate, and to help others…

#mental illness #mental health #mini rant #haibane renmei #anime and manga

I'm 40yo and have struggled with this Ed/@n@/body dysmorphia shit since I was 11yo. My dream is to reach 110lb but I'm stuck at like 150lb. I hate myself so much...

#ed rant