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lunian

oh, forgot to mention it's my birthday today

teathattast

wellbutrinboy

my love language is all of them bitch i have a big heart

gambolling

papa-nic

Here’s the link to it if you guys wanted:

https://open.spotify.com/user/djmattystopes/playlist/4jkkbPU4q2Fn9OAwkGoSfo?si=khxa48PK

reaking-havoc

There’s nothing inside that I can hide.

All the trauma I’ve through I can’t keep inside. You let me down so hard I fell down to my knees begging where things went wrong. You don’t tell me what you feel inside and let me play along what you’re doing inside. You took me like I was your drug and you let loose for the first time down on me. There’s no words on how I feel inside. I feel numb and nothing can break me more than words that I keep inside. You hold me in until I break. You don’t noticed on how much I can take. You wear me out like I was no one there.

How do you lie and keep that inside of you for regret for not telling from deep down your heart. Hurting me more is worst than going through withdrawal.

I was your addiction.

I can’t express what I feel inside. My demons tell me to go through hell. What I feel inside there’s nothing there but hurt. You came around like I needed you and I knew what I wanted. All I wanted was love and comfort all you gave me was pure lies to the end made me look like a fool. Damn myself for letting feelings pour out from what I was hiding.

I try so hard to keep things inside from what I can handle. I break down. I run. I slowly die inside. Can’t come back from from who I am inside. Things come and go. There’s not much to say but stabbing yourself to let go.