my sacrifice

i'm sorry

[anxietyproblem]

[nofuckingideawho]

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

[emotionaleating]

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

[12thgrave]

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

[a-hospital--for-souls]

I just need something that takes me away from reality.

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

might cancel this whole healing thing and start listening to the voices

[poeticandsstuff-deactivated2025]

im so drained it feels like im not even here

[anxietyproblem]

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[maybeshehasbpd]

Fun idea: death

[maybeshehasbpd]

Can’t it be over already, please

[anxietyproblem]

[little-miss-melancholy]

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

[void-ext]

knowing i wasn’t born this way and i could have been okay is what kills me the most

[daily-spooky]

[drowningbpdbodies]

I am forever lacking sleep, nutrients, sanity, and patience